until my body is dust
until my soul is no more
I will love you, love you
til the sun starts to cry
And the moon turns to rust
I will love you, love you
it just you and me together
words that you give i will note it down
and i will put into my diary
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There is problem in everthings, it just see how do you see it
This is life, now i know why people call it life
You just need to face it, rather don't do it
trying and keep trying is diffrent
so don't be a TRYING,be keep trying
life that has no problem , you will never get it
things that people aredy tell, means there is it
nothings can stop you , it only you yourself.
giving up is not a good selection, you will never success.
take a risk in life may screw your future.

Jarral name has change to FEI PO CHOON

Yesterday mid-nite went out with Jarral , Chuan ,Ykhin N leong
went to WILLIAMS you know food there quite expensive haha
i called a jumbo ribena with lychee and a cheese naan,
Ykin N leong called a cheese naan too , than a drink,
At first Chuan and jarral just have a drink,
later on jarral was thinking what to eat ,
than he ask MR.WILLIAM what food that has hot-dog and cover with bun one
MR.WILLIAM say "SOH CHOON HOTDOG BUN LO" than he tell jarral
tripleX haha... we were all laughting at jarral ...
jarral got his new name SOH CHOON
than YKhin go help him remix his name to FEI PO CHOON..
non stop laughting ... jarral was a over joyed X D
he took too manny XXX de haha so abit "PEI"
we went back at 2am in da morning
than i took my car key out and have a test drive
my sister told me that it has a bit problem but end up
no problem at all it still can go as smooth as it was.
than went to sleep...

IT just a flash back before too late

i don't itzzit a good things or a bad things for me
i has been month here , thinking of it only make problem bigger.
i think i have found myself for a better reason , it's good to let people know i'm happy.
i can't get throught what i want , everythings can't confirm
i hate that because i can't get what i really want, itzzit good?
i'm not sure , i'm sure that my luck has change .
i lost a sum of money , but i have a flash back all i been doing is wasting time and money
i can't get through it , maybe it is a good thing for me to have a flash back
i can't stop using my money when i got it .
i think i better change before i get poor for my future,
i have listen to my friends say "like what you do , do what you like" at 1st
i'm thinking it's same but end up it is diffrent "like what you do" mean
i like what i doing now ,do what you like
i hate what i'm doing now but i have no choice just do it,


at first i thought my luck was back,
but they ain't back,
i have a bad heart that i want to get into the bet,
i have made a promiss for my self but it's usless,
i just can't stop that,
until i lose all i have won,
my flash back was telling me that i'm wrong,
and my dream told me that if i don't stop that,
i'm so gona screw my life.

it sound so manny of my losing bet
it just a sum of RM30,
i have reamber my friends told me that,
one day i spend more than RM5 is alot,
i believe that now he teach and i got it,
making friends are cool,
but there is always a financial problem for me,
geting soo manny gathering in a month is a WOW,
i believe that i use it a good way X D
it not happend now , future and a better tomorrow.

My words

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW
I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW
just give me sometime to recovery please !!!

i can't get solve problem by my self coco
i don't know what goes wrongs...
i'm crying now i'm really crying now
tears are droping from my eye ,
yeh, i'm pretending SO.
i just don't want you guys to worry about me,
did i do wrong?
yes coco your words are really sharp
i have use it on you before,you scold me and thank me
i know what is the effect you are geting to but me ,i'm diffrent
i don't want to share my problem , i just want to share my joy to you all
you all are getting worry about me , that I DON"T LIKE that
yes i help you guys solve problem SO?
i can't get into my own problem you know?
i have tryed to be my self BUT I CAN'T
TEARS ARE DROPING little by little
COCO really thanks for that for you help.
i have try my best to joyful for this few weeks,
it doen's help you KNOW !!!!!!!!!
MANNY PROBLEM MANNY PROBLEM
my heart that has a hole that has been dig in,
someone that keep trying to put some salt into it,
can you feel me ?
i'm at that situation.
now i have no face to walk out and find you guys,
can't do that , I KNOW IS DAMN SIMPLE ,
I CAN'T FACE MY SELF.
I'M SAD END UP EVERYONE SAD NOW
WHAT THE POINT !!!!
I'M CRYING WITHOUT SOUND,SILENT CRYING
beacause i'm in a damn room,
someone might hear me ...
just don't want them to know..

I NEED A SILENT ROAD
I NEED SOMETINGS TO GET BACK MY SELF
I NEED YOU ALL KEEP QUIET
I NEED YOU ALL DON'T ASK ME ABOUT IT
I NEED YOUR HELP
I NEED JOY
I NEED BELIEVER

Dles love you all always,
our gang will never speade,

Doing it
Learning it
Extending it
Share it

I use my brain to help my friends X D

dennis was worry about Valentine Day he told me that he always use manny money to buy stuff for her girl friends and her girl friends always angry with that...
so i helped him today i went to ONE-U again , it has been 5 days stright
his buget is around 100+ so i help him do this suprize box for her girl friends.
Dennis plan to buy a crystal necklace , so i give erm a idea
why don't you put the crystal necklace inside the bottle than he say cool
and he ask how than we went to S+J shop near shogan there i saw a cool bottle
so i take it and told him this is what i'm thinking just stuff the crystal necklace inside with a keychain soft toy .then he asked me itzzit to plaint ,so i figure another nice stuff from mini toons X D that shop really cool i love that shop
i has a red devil cutie monster so i told him that this is the rite things , he asked me again put where , i told him put in to a box .
hao cham leh runing up and down for 2 hours but he's my friends so must help X D
later on he bought the crystal necklace and it has 50% discount my friends JianWei working there so we know which 1 dennis girl friends want.Than went back to Dennis house and finish up the work X D
this are those picture
this is the bottle , can't see the crystal necklack Y.Y it was inside X D
the cow soft toy wearing on it head when she pull out she will see that
crystal necklace

this is the cute devil...
and the bottle will put behine the heart and put it into the box
X D


This is what i gave samdaikor for her birthdays

and this is very very special ball ball X D
it's my creation X D i love it

This is me...

X D samdaikor took my picture X D
but don't when X D
todays is her birthday so went to meet her and rynz and rynz BF hahaha
went to oneU have a walk X D than they send me to kelana jaya station X D
than went back eat ice-cream ...

ME HAS GONE

I CAN'T SEE YOU,
I CAN'T FEEL YOU,
I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU,
I CAN'T GET WHAT'S THAT,
I CAN'T GUESS,
I CAN'T SELECT,
I CAN'T CHOOSE,
I CAN'T I REALLY CAN'T
I'm looking for you to come back to me
so i'm all in one body
there is too manny selection for me
can't get what i want
not going to select is not i want
all i want is my soul back to my body,
where were you lacking at?
come back now,
i need you to bring me up,
i can't stand alone here,
without you i'm a dead person,
no longer stay strong,
i'm too weak now,
my heart now that have a hole,
hole that have some salt with it,
that feeling is what i have now,
i can't get what i want,
I screeming at my self now,
there is no use of it,
it only built problem,
i hate i hate i hate,
you left me without telling,
i'm crying just like that,
you din't let me know,
it's a beautiful things,
i can't keep all things in a box,
i need to sacrifice somethings,
things that i don't even want to sacrifice,
i want them togather,
i have no selection,
i need to choose,
where were you now,
i really need you,
you have gone my dream is no longer active
what's my dream,
I DON'T KNOW TELL me please before you leave my body,
I hate you gone without telling me,
were you in my body,
is there is only me alone staying in the line,
i can't take it anymore,
you told me that you are coming back to my body,
I CAN'T FEEL IT WHERE WERE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Sad mood but went to samdaikor blog
i'm a bit happy ,after that X D
i found some cool stuff from her blog
music that can upload ,download,playlist...
It is www.imeem.com it make music
that i can put into my blog.

I'm NOT @ FISH

They think i'm a fish,
do you know what's a fish ,
it means water fish always let people scam and always wanted me to pay,
i'm not a fish,
i just don't want to do that so stright,
Begain stright is not my style,
it just hurt each other,
i don't want to do that,
you people really things i'm a fish,
i treat you as a friends,
you treat me like a fish,
if you were poor,
i can help you pay,
but not everytime,
you ain't poor you sick bastard,
you pocket money is more than me timesss,
you are not my pal,
NEVER ASK ME FOR HELP,YOU WILL REGRET NEXT TIME
I'M A PERSON THAT YOU DOESN'T APPRECIATE
YOU THINK YOU ARE SMART TO BE THE WAY YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND
GO AHEAD YOU NEVER END UP HAPPY.

Are you reading?

Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
Every days the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I'll do anything to just feel better
I can't find my way
God, I need a change
And I'll do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better
I'm tryin' to holding on
To all the things I ever leave behind, yeah
It's me again you know yeah
I think I need a little help this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do?

I got a vision of your face
And I must get me out
For so many memories we've yet to make
God don't send to me your angels
I just wanna hear you say again
Forever love, Say you'll love
Tell me so
I can hold you in my soul
If I go I'll know
When you smile
With those eyes
Baby it's like
You place a finger on my heart
And your lips next to mine
Make me think that maybe heavens where you are?


About the way things used to be
About the love that you make to me
And I can't get you out of my head
How in the world will I begin
To let you walk right out my life
And blow my heart away
And I can't stop caring
About the apple of my eye
And I can't stop doing
Without the center of my life
And I can't get you out of my head
And I know I can't pretend
That I won't die if you decide
You won't see me again
About the way my life would be
No I can't stop thinking about you
How could your love be leaving me behine?

Thank you BLOGSPOT

This is the place to let me my self to express my self i'm glad that i found blogspot this is a good things for me to let me tell what i want to tell , i always
keep all those things in heart but i don't seem that i can release.

They say that i'm too soft
They say that i'm too stupid
They say that i'm too good to my foe
They say that I'm too speedy

i admin it that i'm too soft
No i don't admin that i'm stupid , being stupid is just what i want to release my stress
Yes i too good to my foe , beign angry is just not the way to solve problem it only make more problem and stress
Oh am i ? maybe it just the things i only can release my stress

Things that i want to express to people,i haved try manny time
people think that i'm stupid and childish , the way they think
are wrong.they will never know me well,
they ain't my best pal