Sad Sad songs @@

1. 'Chicken Wire' - Pernice Brothers (1998)
2. 'Gloomy Sunday' - Billie Holiday (1941)
3. 'Eleanor Rigby' - The Beatles (1966)
4. 'Hurt' - Johnny Cash (2002)
5. 'I Know It's Over' - The Smiths (1986)
6. 'He Stopped Loving Her Today' - George Jones (1980)
7. 'Hallelujah' - Jeff Buckley (1994)
8. 'Dance With My Father' - Luther Vandross (2003)
9. 'Concrete Angel' - Martina McBride (2001)
10. 'In the Real World' - Roy Orbison (1989)
11. 'Brick' - Ben Folds Five (1997)
12. 'In the Wee Small Hours of the Morning' - Frank Sinatra (1954)
13. 'Naked as We Came' - Iron & Wine (2004)
14. 'Anyone Who Had a Heart' - Dionne Warwick (1963)
15. 'My Mom' - Chocolate Genius (1998)
16. 'Shilo' - Neil Diamond (1968)
17. 'Back to Black' - Amy Winehouse (2006)
18. 'I've Gotta Get a Message to You' - Bee Gees (1968)
19. 'Lost Cause' - Beck (2002)
20. 'That's the Way I've Always Heard It Should Be' - Carly Simon (1971)
21. 'Space Oddity' - David Bowie (1969)
22. 'A Change Is Gonna Come' - Sam Cooke (1964)
23. 'No Surprises' - Radiohead (1997)
24. 'Nothing Compares 2 U' - Sinead O'Connor (1990)
25. 'The River' - Bruce Springsteen (1980)

STREAMYX IS NOT FAIR............

wow today early in the morning , after finish breakfast saw some MALAY'S POLICE went into buy lottery @@, shocking yeah ....than went to factory , dad told me to drive his van back to home , he send to repair few days ago , so happy weh manual i can drive haha damn smooth, from factory to home almost 1 hour's trip hehe went back home save. than went to ss15 help my cousin fix the drawer. 10 to 20 min later than we go to next customer house and install the cupboard till 6 oc than father send worker back to factory lo than went home X D lalalal until 1oc lo hehe

Old music cool weh @@
but not much people love ,
i don't know why i feel like MAROON5-Make me wonder,
damn bored aredy but people around me it just started to know it
am i slow or am i too fast?
i only love music can fits me, i do listens to new songs.
but mostly the new songs are not going to my ears @@.
but old music i do get into my ear ...haha that the reason i love.

hell yeah i damn angry about today @@
when i was in ss15 i saw STREAMYX PEOPLE SAID THAT they got new line and it is for NEW SIGN UP and they got 4mbps.
i was like what the hell damn them...
STUPID PEOPLE PLANED STUPID THINGS AGAIN IT NOT FAIR TO US.
SINCE THE RM 77 user are same banwith with RM 88
what for we pay so much for that stupid streamyx.
can't blame...and yet don't know what's wrong with the internet now
ping yahoo is around 900+ i was wah lau what happend wor........
so sad about it.....internasional break cable break down again ?
no comment about it.

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHINGS

IMPOSSIBLE IS JUST A BIG WORLD THROWN
AROUND BY SMALL MEN WHO FIND IT EASIER
TO LIVE IN THE WORDLD THEY'VE BEEN GIVEN
THAN TO EXPLORE THE POWER THEY HAVE
TO CAHNGE IT.IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A FACT
IT'S AN OPINIONS.IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A
DECLARATION.IT'S A DARE.IMPOSIBLE IS
POTENTIAL.IMPOSIBLE IS TEMPORARY

Do you call this changing?

I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE....

I hate people backstept me
I hate people said that i'm old junk
I hate people look down on people
I hate people that said and end up do diffrent things
I hate people that keep on follow trent
I hate people said that i'm outdate
I hate people talk loud.

I love my friends
I love to help
I love old songs
I love meet people
I love to get know manny friends
I love my own style
I love my self too much.

I'm just a normal person that love diffrent things in life
doesn't that call outdate? yet i'm loving it what i'm doing
so what can you do.It is all about my own self,
it doens't affect me when you tell me to change ,
i like doens't you need to follow me, beacause i love my own style,
and no one can change me if there is not a good point of it,
i only thank to my good friends that told me this , "do as you like
live as you can , things are not gona change, money will change everythings"
hell yeah i believe that is so true, living in life is what i need,
money is the problem that can change everythings , i got money i got my life
more and more fun i got they said that this is rubbish , i don'y give a damn
on that when they said that people like them will never get salute from me.
I just hope people know me well , doing a right things is what we need.
Why change people , if you want to change better change your self, and yet
from that moment only tell me you can do it better and your changes that can see,
changes is not from the mouth, is is no point of talk and doens't do at all.

CHANGE ME = CHANGE YOU
I CAHNGE YOU CHANGE


there is the fact,don't think you are smarter when you are hiding in a small town
there is no way to be cleaver in life, you think you are good , people are just laughting at you , i admin that sometimes i do wrong and yet
on the spot i won't accept it and yet i will try to think back. every words you said
i will try to change if there is my own problem.

BEST JOKE EVER X D

haha thanks to my unbelieve me friends of mine you gain my bank account for RM200
it just a side bet X D, sorry ya i do too much reseach .
actuly i doens't like you, for pissing me off but look at the bright side haha
you lost RM200 for your face and money in girl infront,slidely i reamber you told me that you were a collage student and have well education haha guss what you just a JERK ,thank you for looking down on me and well you get what you got in only 1 shot
it just one shot, thanks to those ladies keep quite X D.

It start like this X D,i met few of my forum friends and we have a sit togather.
my other 3 girl friends was using laptop and doings stuff . we get knew by this actor/singer bruce willis he is my idol haha kinda love his style,than when we have
chat sudelly one of my friends that like to know girl... aiks you know play boys style what for i intro you one? haha don't care about it got 3 almong the girl she just started to knew that Bruce Willis was a singer at past so i told her ya he is a
singer ... than my friends said that he read an artical @@ that Bruce Willis doens't know how to sings , my other 3 girl friends were like are he ok?
do he know what he's talking ? does he know anythings about it?
haha guess what you know my kind of person i don't act action when things are correct,action is just sometimes abit emo so act a bit lo haha .
i'm try to save his face at the first @@ and i get shoot back @@,
aiks i shut up and when he finish he told me that he have stuff to do... than ciao,
min later my phone ring ring @@ guess what it's he @@ he call me that guy just left.
i was like hellow wassup? than he told me eh less make a side bet of the Bruce Willis things than i say ok you come back here la we chat here la since so long din meet X D. than min later he came and say HI agin too my frew frieds, and i say do you reall want to make a side bet of it? i was keep asking him are you sure sure?
they he were like i was making an lie .so he make a RM200 bet on that.
my 3 friends was laughting at him than i tell him again eh Bruce Willis do have an album la... don't believe ... haha since my 2 friends were using laptops haha nice joke to you dude they search Bruce Willis Albums haha got cha ... before my friends show him the detail he was puting money on table haha X D than was a great joke ever
tera sec later my friends show him and he was on the spot no face and no mood than he sit few min later after finish the drink he just left like that and left the RM200 on table . I admin sometimes you are smarter but not in everythings we are human dare to learn and dare to accept what people say it not what you think sometimes,it reall do happend.

Bruce Willis
thank you so much X D
he's really my idol
and i do make some friends in there X D
evendo internet friends are more trusted able when realife friends.
internet friends may cheat you sometimes but when they meet in realife and
they really know the meaning of get out to have a tea is a style of a personality.
BEST JOKE EVER , JOKE THAT GAIN MONEY WHERE TO FIND HAHA

3/4 week ago X D

wao it is so long i din log into this blog hehe
while i'm bz doing some stuff@@
that why i'm not free to upload anythings.

week ago went to find caryn n GURL for paying the BBQ gathering money,
while they gave me a time haha but i'm a bit late they reach there about 1oc
but i reach there about 1.30oc than Jack came too haha but he came at 2oc,
while they finish eating than GURL said she got class, caryn also Y.Y
try me 1 people sor gang gang there Y.Y . aiks since gurl park her car at car park
so i followed her scare she get into trouble , finish follow to the car park entrance she said that she wait for the shutter car in prymid haha, so i walk back in prymid while i was walking up hoho saw SAM tai kor hehe so i teman her go eat while caryn told me that she is free on that day ... kena tipu again aiks.
SAM tai kor eat sushi king haha, so while we finsih eat she take aways some sushi for caryn aiks walk so far TOA got anoter new block haha X D.

Than sam dai kor say he need to go down to KL too look for his auntie so i was on the same bas X D and the same train. i split her at the putra station , while she want to go to KL somewhere else haha so i went back home and wait till friday.

wao fridays was an exited day, morning 6oc i went to SPY house and we go to mayanag
there have a tea until 7 30 than we go to the pasar @@ buy chicken wings ..
6kg of chickens wings haha so crazy weh @@. than go back to spy house and my sis need to use the car in the morning so spy scare i don't help him and he follow me go home X D.we went out to cafe because my mum wasn't at home so we go cafe play for awile , aiks so sad while we were playing CS... i told spy i chiong you all trow flash bomb ... fark spy look at my screen and see i be the hero and i get shot ...
omg after i die he only trew the flash and kill the enemy i was like ha what's going on ... nvm he and cross laught at me the whole morning Y.Y aiks nvm la laughting is good.than went back to my house lo i took a bath than my mum just in time came back haha so call her fetch me go spy house , spy find few helper to clean the chincken wings and marinate it.

Than we went to OneU to have our lunch @@
it was so damn long .... they were delay and delaying the time @@
i was soooo hungry Y.Y, aiks when 2oc we get to eat haha
we went to eat MCD haha i like lo hehe X D
than till 4oc they buy ticket for movie,i was tired so i seleted to follow spy to fetch his Girlfren haha so on the way i was trying to sleep lo hehe..damn that days was damn jam haha .. after finish fetching her girl friends from office than we went to her girl firends house haha waited 30min i think than spy rush to kuch house and celebrate the BBQ GATHERING.WE reach there about 8oc haha cos jam @@,i was promissed gurl i will go early haha but din't make it @@, starting i was waiting people to BBQ and wanted to snatch food @@ but end up Y.Y manny of them were just BBQ hotdogs.
than freedowm and gangs were just BBQ the lamd wahhh i was soo happy geh geh at last got people BBQ lamb haha eat few pices lo haha than i started to BBQ chicken Wings
i was BBQ around 30 to 40 chicken wings @@ i ate don't know how manny @@
but still left alot there, no people was taking the chicken wings haha nvm nvm X D
as long the gathering is happy X D.



Than end lo at 11 oc before end we all toke some picture haha than clean up the house .... this all about weeks ago X D

Music is just my life

Music is my life
i like what type of the music, it is my problem.
It doens't affect your bank account, you change me and yet your
bank account won't add any sum of money, and stop changing me.
P.S# Samson doens't like people to change him, you can tell him what you want too.
if he want to he will change it self after analyze

happyily found this song John Farnam - Burn For You
i was woundering this song long ago, and yet can't find a place to download it
but today is my lucky day.. i'm glad to have this song.
waited week ago this song was in my p2p program stucked...
i love the song,so much meaning about the lyric.
listend back my old play list
Pete Yorn - just another
last time i saw this song on a movie
it is a ost sound track X D
found it is a kinda feel for me,
so find it and listen.

Music can change manny things a point of view,you
can relax your mind and soul, you get manny stuff from it,
people just told me that it is just a stupid song, and yet you are
one type of weird guy.fuck them people use thier feeling to sings those
songs, that why you can feel thier feeling and why they want to sing it out
, i just don't blam those people said music is nothing to them no comment for
them,i love i listen i share, and yet people thought that i'm acting weird to make
atraction for others, just give a F to them for free.

that why i said that i'm unique for a purpose ,
yet i'm diffrent or maybe not someone are same with me?

Love that doens't exist

It start like this,
It was a windy day i was lying on the grass, i was thinking somethings minute later i feel her walk pass me , i just can't see her face clearly it has a strong sun shine behind her, she is standing at my side i was figure who's that be but i make my eye close i doens't care who that, and i were lying on the grass and enjoy my silentness.
Than one day i was walking around this place and i saw her , her shape and her smell
i reamber on... and i ask her a question.she answer me yes , shock i ask why she standing infront me , i was shock to hear that she told me that she was in love with me no idea what i'm so special about, and i asked her few more question . than she give me a good damn reason that i can accept her,and i asked her phone number.
chit-chat on the phone on the net...
Until this day she told me that i'm too good for her, i was shocked and wounder why does manny people said this too me .... i'm too special?just too bad? somethings else? fuck i want wanna know the answer. when i was angry sudelly i wake up and yet
i ask my self what make me so special that i can make girl said that.
i was thinking of it whole day just wounder....

yeah i'm burn
i just burn for you
do you know how much i love you?
burning with a hot mytic fire
do you feel my love to you?
just said yes ,
if you recieve this msg,
i don't have a reason to let you love
you got a reason to let me know why,
just why, tell me how you're felling
fine,ok,just feel good .
buring up for you,
cause i believe you last time,
and i don't believe you anymore,
wounder it is all a lie ,
let us just say good bye.

Life that i can't make it posible
i may try ,
trying is not my style,
and yet i started to try,
yet i know trying is to build confindance
hit a try and yet results come out
not really what i want but,
i'm ok with that.
so now i'm trying to go on ,
i'm not born with skill and yet,
i have to train it,
it is all about skil.

i'm satisfice what i'm having
to get to the top 10 is better than nothings,
there is a limit a head no one will stay long up there
i'm hit it to top 10 and yet i'm happy what i'm geting
overloaded only make me stress,
just need to know your own limits.

week ago just happend

wao seem i long time din't blog hor haha
let me start like this ,

week ago my sis BF got this 2 fish X D
but the 1st fish was cooked at the secound day.
my mum was scare of the fish no idea why.
than the next few days the bigger 2nd fish been cut off by my mum haha she say she scare the fish move so let it don't move 1st only cook it.

than one the week lately i saw this giant spider at my house...

so damn big @@
so i took a picture lo

nothings much lo than on the week went to TOA collage ask for the register stuff lo Y.Y...

than last week so happy i was thought i get linkin park new album but end up some people upload a "LINKIN PRANK" album haha doens sound like LINKIN PARK
so i went to have a D-check i found out thier album come out at MAY ....
so sad ...

yesterday morning 9 oc Haur waked me up ask me wanna breakfast anot so i was given a YES to him but end up my sis need me fetch him to KLIA so i went to pick up Haur than rush all the way to puchong to fetch my sis bf lo ... i was thought i was driving but haiz nothings to say la ... than they reach there about 11 30 me and haur was stunned and we have a small gathering at prymid for the sushi fest with Caryn and friends so me and Haur was rusing back to Haur house and wait haur bath than khaikai called us say he aredy reach station @@ i can't use my car so need Khaikai fetch me ... so after Haur finish bath we went to KelanaJaya station find khaikai and called khaikai follow me go back to my house beacause i need to bath lo haha so Khaikai and Haur waited 10 min at my door than we make a move to prymid.
went we reach ther about 1 10+ khaikai was looking for parking lo , damned that day was alot of car Khaikai been turning around and looking for car park at last 15 min later we found our car park haha was so happy.Than walk into prymid that time saw jarryl at KimGary haha so just drop a hi and went to sushi find Gurl lo she was MIAed at first @@ no idea where she go so we were looking around ... before we found Gurl caryn and jack came haha than Gurl show up at sushi entrance there ....than sam dai kor came with a suprize was so damn happy i get my 1st present at my life i had told my friends that but the seem doens't believe , every year i celebrate with cake and food only doens't have any present lo but i'm happy lo. Sam tai kor and Caryn brought me a Tshirt that with green colour i love that haha and here is the picture


today nothings much loo help my bro lo as my father too busy with his site that got a small problem @@ ... and yet i forget yesterday when i was in the gathering my eye was blink funny, end up i come home that time my mum tell me that there is bad news my mum car side window been smatch de lo and lost a sum of money haiz money is not the problem the forbia of the fearless is the problem ... she quite ok now haha i'm glad to see that .

i really thank to SamTaiKor and Caryn lo
Thanks for the present lo haha i like it very much haha.

only things that make my tear drop it was just slidly a moment
of my brother told me some history about my father,
and end up i only know what happend ,>
I believe sometimes my tone was high to my family.
I believe sometimes i damn lazy end up get scold than bo song.
I believe sometimes i don't know what is going on with me.
I believe sometimes i doens't go home and eat dinner,i'm really sorry about that.
I believe i can't pay back much as i use now to my father and my mum, my bro told me.
I believe that my brother was right at what he told me.
I believe that my father are starting to get some sick or pain soon but i hope it doen't happend, so i can pay back what he has trowed so manny heart into me.
I believe that me my self are a success person, i'm not hope i just wanna be.
I believe that sometimes i'm selfish, but now on i won't be that just let me change.
I believe sometimes i like to talk to my self but this is a good way to expend my self more clear.
I just want to faster finish my education and start earning money and pay back for my mum and my father , i believe that my brother was right . he told me that and my tear was droping from no where .
went to a silent crying at my old place.
and think slowly.
things just change like that.



JUST SHOUTING OUT FOR THE SOBNESS.

What A Sunday...

a pic that MengZ took it. really happy that day , they all came to visit me on 9oc than we all went me MengZ house and than we went to taman jaya there see people trow mandrin orange...
haha we reach that about 11.50 it is like all going home haha .


too show you guy i'm not lost and i'm happy with my life now DLESer don't worry.
My life will go on and my future is set.


Poan and his GirlFriends JiaRen.One lovely couple.



I'm playing the fire cracker.... haha X D

until my body is dust
until my soul is no more
I will love you, love you
til the sun starts to cry
And the moon turns to rust
I will love you, love you
it just you and me together
words that you give i will note it down
and i will put into my diary
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There is problem in everthings, it just see how do you see it
This is life, now i know why people call it life
You just need to face it, rather don't do it
trying and keep trying is diffrent
so don't be a TRYING,be keep trying
life that has no problem , you will never get it
things that people aredy tell, means there is it
nothings can stop you , it only you yourself.
giving up is not a good selection, you will never success.
take a risk in life may screw your future.

Jarral name has change to FEI PO CHOON

Yesterday mid-nite went out with Jarral , Chuan ,Ykhin N leong
went to WILLIAMS you know food there quite expensive haha
i called a jumbo ribena with lychee and a cheese naan,
Ykin N leong called a cheese naan too , than a drink,
At first Chuan and jarral just have a drink,
later on jarral was thinking what to eat ,
than he ask MR.WILLIAM what food that has hot-dog and cover with bun one
MR.WILLIAM say "SOH CHOON HOTDOG BUN LO" than he tell jarral
tripleX haha... we were all laughting at jarral ...
jarral got his new name SOH CHOON
than YKhin go help him remix his name to FEI PO CHOON..
non stop laughting ... jarral was a over joyed X D
he took too manny XXX de haha so abit "PEI"
we went back at 2am in da morning
than i took my car key out and have a test drive
my sister told me that it has a bit problem but end up
no problem at all it still can go as smooth as it was.
than went to sleep...

IT just a flash back before too late

i don't itzzit a good things or a bad things for me
i has been month here , thinking of it only make problem bigger.
i think i have found myself for a better reason , it's good to let people know i'm happy.
i can't get throught what i want , everythings can't confirm
i hate that because i can't get what i really want, itzzit good?
i'm not sure , i'm sure that my luck has change .
i lost a sum of money , but i have a flash back all i been doing is wasting time and money
i can't get through it , maybe it is a good thing for me to have a flash back
i can't stop using my money when i got it .
i think i better change before i get poor for my future,
i have listen to my friends say "like what you do , do what you like" at 1st
i'm thinking it's same but end up it is diffrent "like what you do" mean
i like what i doing now ,do what you like
i hate what i'm doing now but i have no choice just do it,


at first i thought my luck was back,
but they ain't back,
i have a bad heart that i want to get into the bet,
i have made a promiss for my self but it's usless,
i just can't stop that,
until i lose all i have won,
my flash back was telling me that i'm wrong,
and my dream told me that if i don't stop that,
i'm so gona screw my life.

it sound so manny of my losing bet
it just a sum of RM30,
i have reamber my friends told me that,
one day i spend more than RM5 is alot,
i believe that now he teach and i got it,
making friends are cool,
but there is always a financial problem for me,
geting soo manny gathering in a month is a WOW,
i believe that i use it a good way X D
it not happend now , future and a better tomorrow.

My words

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW
I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW
just give me sometime to recovery please !!!

i can't get solve problem by my self coco
i don't know what goes wrongs...
i'm crying now i'm really crying now
tears are droping from my eye ,
yeh, i'm pretending SO.
i just don't want you guys to worry about me,
did i do wrong?
yes coco your words are really sharp
i have use it on you before,you scold me and thank me
i know what is the effect you are geting to but me ,i'm diffrent
i don't want to share my problem , i just want to share my joy to you all
you all are getting worry about me , that I DON"T LIKE that
yes i help you guys solve problem SO?
i can't get into my own problem you know?
i have tryed to be my self BUT I CAN'T
TEARS ARE DROPING little by little
COCO really thanks for that for you help.
i have try my best to joyful for this few weeks,
it doen's help you KNOW !!!!!!!!!
MANNY PROBLEM MANNY PROBLEM
my heart that has a hole that has been dig in,
someone that keep trying to put some salt into it,
can you feel me ?
i'm at that situation.
now i have no face to walk out and find you guys,
can't do that , I KNOW IS DAMN SIMPLE ,
I CAN'T FACE MY SELF.
I'M SAD END UP EVERYONE SAD NOW
WHAT THE POINT !!!!
I'M CRYING WITHOUT SOUND,SILENT CRYING
beacause i'm in a damn room,
someone might hear me ...
just don't want them to know..

I NEED A SILENT ROAD
I NEED SOMETINGS TO GET BACK MY SELF
I NEED YOU ALL KEEP QUIET
I NEED YOU ALL DON'T ASK ME ABOUT IT
I NEED YOUR HELP
I NEED JOY
I NEED BELIEVER

Dles love you all always,
our gang will never speade,

Doing it
Learning it
Extending it
Share it

I use my brain to help my friends X D

dennis was worry about Valentine Day he told me that he always use manny money to buy stuff for her girl friends and her girl friends always angry with that...
so i helped him today i went to ONE-U again , it has been 5 days stright
his buget is around 100+ so i help him do this suprize box for her girl friends.
Dennis plan to buy a crystal necklace , so i give erm a idea
why don't you put the crystal necklace inside the bottle than he say cool
and he ask how than we went to S+J shop near shogan there i saw a cool bottle
so i take it and told him this is what i'm thinking just stuff the crystal necklace inside with a keychain soft toy .then he asked me itzzit to plaint ,so i figure another nice stuff from mini toons X D that shop really cool i love that shop
i has a red devil cutie monster so i told him that this is the rite things , he asked me again put where , i told him put in to a box .
hao cham leh runing up and down for 2 hours but he's my friends so must help X D
later on he bought the crystal necklace and it has 50% discount my friends JianWei working there so we know which 1 dennis girl friends want.Than went back to Dennis house and finish up the work X D
this are those picture
this is the bottle , can't see the crystal necklack Y.Y it was inside X D
the cow soft toy wearing on it head when she pull out she will see that
crystal necklace

this is the cute devil...
and the bottle will put behine the heart and put it into the box
X D


This is what i gave samdaikor for her birthdays

and this is very very special ball ball X D
it's my creation X D i love it

This is me...

X D samdaikor took my picture X D
but don't when X D
todays is her birthday so went to meet her and rynz and rynz BF hahaha
went to oneU have a walk X D than they send me to kelana jaya station X D
than went back eat ice-cream ...

ME HAS GONE

I CAN'T SEE YOU,
I CAN'T FEEL YOU,
I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU,
I CAN'T GET WHAT'S THAT,
I CAN'T GUESS,
I CAN'T SELECT,
I CAN'T CHOOSE,
I CAN'T I REALLY CAN'T
I'm looking for you to come back to me
so i'm all in one body
there is too manny selection for me
can't get what i want
not going to select is not i want
all i want is my soul back to my body,
where were you lacking at?
come back now,
i need you to bring me up,
i can't stand alone here,
without you i'm a dead person,
no longer stay strong,
i'm too weak now,
my heart now that have a hole,
hole that have some salt with it,
that feeling is what i have now,
i can't get what i want,
I screeming at my self now,
there is no use of it,
it only built problem,
i hate i hate i hate,
you left me without telling,
i'm crying just like that,
you din't let me know,
it's a beautiful things,
i can't keep all things in a box,
i need to sacrifice somethings,
things that i don't even want to sacrifice,
i want them togather,
i have no selection,
i need to choose,
where were you now,
i really need you,
you have gone my dream is no longer active
what's my dream,
I DON'T KNOW TELL me please before you leave my body,
I hate you gone without telling me,
were you in my body,
is there is only me alone staying in the line,
i can't take it anymore,
you told me that you are coming back to my body,
I CAN'T FEEL IT WHERE WERE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~~~~~
Sad mood but went to samdaikor blog
i'm a bit happy ,after that X D
i found some cool stuff from her blog
music that can upload ,download,playlist...
It is www.imeem.com it make music
that i can put into my blog.

I'm NOT @ FISH

They think i'm a fish,
do you know what's a fish ,
it means water fish always let people scam and always wanted me to pay,
i'm not a fish,
i just don't want to do that so stright,
Begain stright is not my style,
it just hurt each other,
i don't want to do that,
you people really things i'm a fish,
i treat you as a friends,
you treat me like a fish,
if you were poor,
i can help you pay,
but not everytime,
you ain't poor you sick bastard,
you pocket money is more than me timesss,
you are not my pal,
NEVER ASK ME FOR HELP,YOU WILL REGRET NEXT TIME
I'M A PERSON THAT YOU DOESN'T APPRECIATE
YOU THINK YOU ARE SMART TO BE THE WAY YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND
GO AHEAD YOU NEVER END UP HAPPY.

Are you reading?

Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
Every days the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I'll do anything to just feel better
I can't find my way
God, I need a change
And I'll do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better
I'm tryin' to holding on
To all the things I ever leave behind, yeah
It's me again you know yeah
I think I need a little help this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do?

I got a vision of your face
And I must get me out
For so many memories we've yet to make
God don't send to me your angels
I just wanna hear you say again
Forever love, Say you'll love
Tell me so
I can hold you in my soul
If I go I'll know
When you smile
With those eyes
Baby it's like
You place a finger on my heart
And your lips next to mine
Make me think that maybe heavens where you are?


About the way things used to be
About the love that you make to me
And I can't get you out of my head
How in the world will I begin
To let you walk right out my life
And blow my heart away
And I can't stop caring
About the apple of my eye
And I can't stop doing
Without the center of my life
And I can't get you out of my head
And I know I can't pretend
That I won't die if you decide
You won't see me again
About the way my life would be
No I can't stop thinking about you
How could your love be leaving me behine?

Thank you BLOGSPOT

This is the place to let me my self to express my self i'm glad that i found blogspot this is a good things for me to let me tell what i want to tell , i always
keep all those things in heart but i don't seem that i can release.

They say that i'm too soft
They say that i'm too stupid
They say that i'm too good to my foe
They say that I'm too speedy

i admin it that i'm too soft
No i don't admin that i'm stupid , being stupid is just what i want to release my stress
Yes i too good to my foe , beign angry is just not the way to solve problem it only make more problem and stress
Oh am i ? maybe it just the things i only can release my stress

Things that i want to express to people,i haved try manny time
people think that i'm stupid and childish , the way they think
are wrong.they will never know me well,
they ain't my best pal

Pizz off that day

since week ago i been working ....
life on my kinda dead wake up eat work came back house take bath than dinner than sleep for few week.... it is a boring life and now i have free time to do my blog stuff. few weeks ago i went to this mechanic to repair my sister car i saw they were using SUPRA engine they modify it into a Pajero that was a WOW shocking when i say the car can move and it can make it 4x4 .I was thinking supra is not a 4x4 car buy it can modify it until 4 wheel also can use it !!! that what i was so suprize when they show me 4x4 car can use a supra engine and one of the mechanic car also a supra engine but it is an automatic gear.They use the car to go into forest and seeking for fresh air,water falls,etc.


My friends AhBen opened a cafe at ss3 here but it seem no people going in maybe it is still new X D who know future what will change.

I'm thinking too much,
Been thinking are so sick,
hope that everythings are perfect.

Nothings is worth to reamber here,
No longer people reamber me sice now,
They just like a dead fish ,
Been a dead fish is poor,
No values at all i don't want to be a dead fish,
Everytime i tryed to make it to a round shape,
There are always a mising part,
Am i not worth to know,
Do i look like an idiot?

Human Life are short,
Enjoy you life is what you need,
If you earning money but suffering,
What for you earn so hard and you can hardly use it,
Life is a things that you need to appreciate,
It doen't seem money is not importaint,
everythings is importaint ,
but why do you need to make it so hard for you and family,
you got a wife and a child you never have time with them,
what else do you know well than your family?
They need you when they want you where were you?
You are a person that work work and don't think about family,
What is the use you give your child a birth,
This is bull shit,
You are not love-ing them you were just a destroyer,
Destroyer that destory thiere child hood memories,
They need your caring and not your money,
As times go by your wife get sick of you,
You are a destroyer that earn lot of money,
But end up a bad realasion ship with you family,
!!! DESTROYER!!!They hate you
MONEY is what you want and just forget about it
who are they ,
Just forget it ,
They aren't gona thank you for giving such futune,
They will just waste it ,
They end up a poor generation,
You are a Family destoryer the big problem is you,
It is all your fault,
Don't blame god ,
Blame you your self .

I'm going to factory

I start to feel that i'm a bit lighter,few weeks ago
I still have a body weight 80kg,
I'm so happy that my body weight is at 75kg,
I can started to eat back rice , when i was on diet
I seldom eat rice for weeks , but now i'm happy on my diet.


I followed my father to factory yesterday,
wake up at 10oc have breakfast at 1030 than started move
nothings much happend haha, my lunch was a curry chicken bun they call it
paper wrap chicken ... somethings like that la haha it is quite full for me
can't stuff any more food after the meal, than my dad buyed a new led pencil, he droped one of his favorite led Pencil.
Than went to factory,my auntie say i was slim haha
so happy to hear that.Dad told me 3oc got to go bangi for "side"
so i prepair lo ... haha than waited at panmart lo
reach panmart about 3 somethings than started to wait one of the staff
Y.Y waited until 5oc since he came back late so cancel .My father and him
went to yam cha so i follow also haha .Than go back home lo eat rice ,
before 9oc i was a dead person on bed so wake up early X D.

Transpento still in Beranto

There is a kid name Transpento , he live in a town call Beranto
this kid has a special ability that can active the souless and the undead.
he is a child that can survire foever in the world's and his face is just like a kido,
his age is foever 16 and his a human . this boy will lost his memory after manny years,
his got 2 side of him when the 2 side of him become evil and the world's are going for a
war crime .

long long time ago this town call Ableony was destroy by the Terantosy.
Ableony is one of the town than contain alot of soul ,people here need those soul to
live , all this soul are keep in a dungeon and the soul are keep in a round bottle
but all of the soul are destroy and the Ableony villages have no more power to fight
back this is just because manny of the soul are thier power they get the soul from
hell and now they lost contact with the hell , most of the village still live in Ableony
they just have to die like normal human.

Until Transpento show up, he started to live in this town for
few years and he get know manny things about the Ableony town the town has a hidden
secreat that this town need soul to live long life. Transpento get to know this old man call
Azterosimo his a old man than keep the soul in a dungeon there are still manny soul bottle in
Azterosimo house when Transpento know abit by abit the secreat of the town of Ableony.
Azterosimo is a selfish old man and he lives in the town for 200 years , this beacause he got manny soul bottle in his house , he steal the soul bottle when Azterosimo start to guard the
bungeon of Ableony town. One days Azterosimo are try to find some gen in the forest to replace
the soul bottle just beacause ,manny of the soul bottle left not manny , while he was looking for the special gen , he saw Transpento .Transpento was revival the dead bird . Azterosimo was shocked to saw what Transpento a kid can cast such spell on a dead body.
Azterosimo followed this kid and wanted to know the kid background.Transpento know
some one was following him in the forest so Transpento go to a waterfalls side and he cast a
invisible shield near the water, Azterosimo lost Transpento .

Azterosimo was so angry about it and wanted to find out who's the boy.But Azterosimo
din't notice Transpento was following him so Azterosimo went back home and Azterosimo
need to use the soul bottle to cast a spell. Transpento saw what he do Transpento wanted to learn. The very next day Transpento show up and he wanted to give Azterosimo find him.
Transpento was a smart kid he know Azterosimo will go to the herbs shop , so he waited.Azterosimo come to the shop and he saw Transpento , Transpento go near Azterosimo
and asked Azterosimo why were you following me ?Azterosimo quickly pull transpento to a side
and Azterosimo telll what he saw that day ,Azterosimo need Transpento to help him to revive
the soul enegy.After knowing the spell Azterosimo need Transpento asked Azterosimo
to teach him the soul contact with the hell.Azterosimo was shocked how could Transpento know
the secreat of the Ableony town there were only Azterosimo got the secreat book of contact to the hell.Azterosimo promissed Transpento his offer , so when years go by Transpemto know
know alot of hidden secreat of the soul bottle , Transpento also promised that Azterosimo
he will help Azterosimo so Transpento was so smart he use the soul and revive at a bottle of
water everytime when it finish Transpento cast again and again. Azterosimo has no choice
he has to teach all the things to Transpento if Azterosimo did't not he will die and cannot live more longer .When Transpento know all the secreat of the town , he told the town abit it
and he tell them you all can life like just like before , so Transpento casted the spell at a waterfalls , the water of the waterfalls was in purple colour. Transpento helps the town
and every one was so happy and they started to rebuild the force to attack Terantosy.

Things are not going so well.

I like to stand tall
I like to give hope
I like to hear claps from my side
I like to have a best pal 
I like to find some one that really cares
I like to join people conversation
I like to say words
I like to feel love 
I like to find my self better 
I like to feel my self so cold 
I like to watching people 
I like to join friends
I like to do what i want to do
I like the way i walk
I like my own style
I like my own fade 

I believe in everyone of you
I believe we are all one
I believe in everythings people say
I believe in my own 
I believe there is no ending in life
I believe the worlds are so going to change
I believe my friends are with me 
I believe everythings i do i make everyone happy 
I believe hope are in my hand
I believe god helps every one
I believe my family
I believe i'm going to be somebody else pal
I believe i'm not usless

only i like when i want, i believe when i'm alone.

No Title X D

Doing notthings listen to
Oldies music and i am waiting for
Your massage wild i was waiting
Omar called me , and call me to play football
Until we confirm time and location than we wait poan come
So i go to
Toilet and shower,
I was so happy and abit
Lazy to go bath,
Later omar call me again i fast fast go to toilet forget abit the
Lazyness so when i was takeing bath !!!!
Oh my god i forget to put on shampoo
Very silly me and i go back into toilet and wash my hair i was
Ensure that what time they are comming so i told
My mom no need cook my dinner
End of the story.

You're my friends are you?

I was always watching you,
You were always shining,
It made me happy,
That's why i was always following you,
I wanted you to talk to me,
But no matter how fast i ran,
I couldn't catch up with you,
I knew that from the beginning ,
But all i wanted was to talk with you with a smile,
I don't know when this whole things turned into such a mess,
It was fun to be with you,
We had plenty of time togather,
No matter what my problem was,
Whenever i talked with you,
It disapeared right away,
You're smart and cool and you're always dependable,
You are my favorite,
But i can't ever catch up with you,
Never mind,
I'll just watch you from a distance,
So don't mind me ,
I'll take care of myself somehow,
But i have one favor to ask you,
I want you to be always smiling,
Beacause you're,
You're my favorite friend.

Are you sad do you need this?

there were 3 guyz wanted to go swiming in the forest ,(omar, samson , mengz )

One day 3 of them went in to the forest wanted to go swiming in the forest

sudelly BOOM BOOM *wuhahaha i am the demon of lord i gona get you all 3*

3 of them ask the demon to let them go the demon think awile

* ok i will let you 3 go if u give me some FRUITS that can fill me *

* erm you 3 must get me 10 ea of same fruits*

so they 3 search for fruits in the forest



the 1st 1 who come back is MENGZ and he bring 10batang of banana than the demon say

* erm good you are the 1st 1 who came back so plz put the 10batang of banana into YOUR ASS * MENGZ try to put in when he put in the secound 1 he cannot push in any more so the demon eat him up !!

2nd SAMSON come back and he bring 10biji of longan he fill in the 9th of longan> and splash it out !!! 1 by 1

than the demon eat him up(he is almost done but doknow why) before the demon eat SAMSON , OMAR came back

demon say *since you 2 cannot fill in the fruits in your ass so i eat u 3 up *

than they 3 went to heaven!!!!!!!!!!!!



THE angel ask SAMSON why he want to laugh

HE tell the angel he say he saw OMAR bring 10biji back durian...!!

SAMSON wounder how he want to fill in 10biji of durian in the ass

but SAMSON forget he still got 1biji of longan to sucess just becous a laugh and all the longan shoot out from itz ass make him went to heaven!!! that why the demon eat him up X D


SPECIAL POST FOR THOSE SAD PEOPLE
HOPE YOU WILL BE FINE AND HAPPY
CHEER....
 

ANSWER REPLY AND MISSYOUSOMUCH

My name is Nothing , one day
I meet Everythings , that
Secound day Everythigs call me and i
Sms her for a dinner,that day her face look so
Young and i wanted to give Everythings a kiss and she run
Off and i am so unhappy and felt sorry
Until the next 14 day i call Everythings and tell Everythings sorry
She forgive me and come
Over my shoulder and leans her lips to my face and give me a kiss
My reaction was shock
Until i relise that she really accept me and i love to
Chat with her everyday every time and every
Hour until i got this MISS YOU SO MUCH


This is the massage for EVERYTHINGS

If there is a place that is silent , how would you know it is a silent place
If you know a place is silent , would you think you will tell out
If you know the place is silent , who would you like to bring
If you trust the one , would you bring it there
If the one you trust , doesn't know the place of silent is your everythings
If the one told everyone about it , would you think that place is silent
If there is no silent , where would you be
If the place you like , would it be your everythings
If there is nothings in here , would you stay
If you don't stay , where would you go

this is no clue about it
this a massage is refeling to SILENT
So now you got your answer?

EXAM QUESTION PAPER OF ART

1)Pergelutan antara dua orang penyelam dengan seekor SOTONG gergasi berlaku di dasar lautan

Lukis aksi cemas tersebut dengan memberi penekanan kepada bentuk jalinan

dan pergerakan



2)Seorang jurutera wanita sedang melihat pelan projek perumahan dan berbincang dengan pembantunya di tapak pembinaan yang belum siap

Lukis gaya mereka dan persekitaran kawansan tapak pembinaan dengan memberi penekanan kepada bentuk, jalinan dan ruang



3)Terdapat beberapa kotak kayu berisi buah-buahan tempatan seperti pisang,jambu,betik dan lain- lain lagi dalam sebuah gerai

Lukis gambaran tersebut dari jarak dekat dengan memberi penekanan kepada bentuk, jalinan dan ruang



4)DUA MAKHLUK ASING SEDANG BERTARUNG DI DALAM SEBUAH KAPAL ANGKASA.kedua-dua makhluk tersebut menunjukkan kehebatanya menggunakan senjata yang canggih

Lukis aksi pertarungan tersebut dan suasana di dalam kapal angkasa dengan memberi penekanan kepada bentuk, jalinan dan pergerakan



5)Seekor burung sedang memberi makanan kepada anak-anaknya dalam sebuah sarang yang diperbuat daripada rumput kering

Lukis sitauasi tersebut dari sudut yang menarik dengan memberi penekanan kepada aksi bentuk dan jalinan



6)Air yang mengalir deras melalui celah-celah batu di sebuah jeram menimbulkan suasana nyaman

Lukis suasana tersebut dengan memberi penekanan kepada bentuk jalinan,ruang dan pergerakan.


YOU ALL OWN ME !!!
 

LIFE sentence with meanings

If you are nothing, you are somethings,
If you don't know anything , you are somethings special,
If you are everythings , than you are nothing,
If you know something, you are nothing,
If you don't know everythings, than you are somethings
If you try, than means you never want to make it right,
If you don't want to try, you are sucessed,
If there a selection, you never appreciate the selection you choose,
If you never want to choose , you are nothings,
If life with sadness , you only got happiness,
If life without sadness , you will never have happiness,
If you are somethings special , it is an ability that you are everythings,
If you are everythings , you ain't somethings,
If i can change , i will be better,
If i can't change , i will be nothings,
If silent came , noisy will came,
If you found a place that is silent , you ain't correct,
If you are those people in the silent , you are one of those,
If you think you are a joker ,you ain't correct.
If you think you are not a joker , than you will be the joker,
If you have a family , you will lost contact,
If you don't have a family , your life were stuck,
If you don have friends , you are somethings,
If you have friends , you are everythings,
If you don't have a home ,there will be somethings
If you have a home , than you are nothings

All those words it contain some magic words
only people do really know me
only know what i am trying to say
there are SOMETHINGS and EVERYTHINGS contain inside
Every line that contain the things that i love or i hate
This massage is not a direct sentence

Sunday again

From the morning 1 oc we all at home 
mz,omar,poan,st were playing BeautyStrike sound like CS
.... i can't get to play because got little problem... Y.Y
sad sad they end at 4oc
than i found out what the problem .. than omar create game and play with me wuhahah
Y.Y but the game speed were to crazy to FAST ....
until 5 30 i went to sleep 
my mum wake up me up at 12 oc for lunch
my grandpa invite us for lunch ...Y.Y
we were have lunch at my friends shop (Kenny)
... after finish eating we went home and i do nothing
my mum and my sis went to SPA so left me and my father
than sudelly uncle mic called my dad to go to his house take the water filter..
at first i tog it was a small water filter haha bang who's know that water filter were huge 
and heavy Y.Y need 4 person ....
than they all chit-chat until 7 30 Y.Y
i was playing with the dog sandy .............. salivar queen
than go home take bath lo and take the water filter machine home ...
than went out dinner near kepong
.... than came back at 10 30
than poan called me to Yam cha ..
i fetch omar ... until 1oc i go home study my moral ...

tension?

what is tension ?
haha i also don't know all i know today paper is darn eazy
but don't know i will screw up anot wanna know ...Y.Y
exam start at 8 oc and i end my paper like 8 45 haha sound crazy ho..
but i save the time to restudy the book for paper 2 X D
i got 1 and half hours to study soo i save the time and start study
until 10 oc paper start i was so freaking happy
1st time in my life time i get full answer on the paper X D
But don't correct anot ...woundering
i finish my paper at 1 1/2 hour actuly the paper is 2 1/2 hours X D
i finished in 1 hours faster

than came back house than i sit in front of my computer and
start to playing game ... until 4 oc i take bath and went to cyber cafe
for siting there chating and RELAXING the air-con BLOWED to me
haha X D
I sit till 9 30 mz msg me call me go YamCha
But i am still waiting leh haiz Y.Y
all say 9 30 end up 10 oc ...

dad goes crazy

hehe ponteng school today because got tuition at 2 55 until 7 oc
my dad took all the car to get maintenance
it is so funny about this
my car came back..... V !!
i am so happy ....
at last i drive my brother satria ...the performance sux....
...tomorrow is his birthday ...

2 things happend in one day

went to school without tie get punish...
Y.Y so sad 1st time in my life i forget such a things

My car went to hospital again...
they took my car around 10 oc Y.Y
don't know when is it comming back  

nothing much eat study sleep

Saturday Nite

4 oc afternoon Poan called me and told me that 
Omar invite us to his house for an open house
i waited 30 min and Poan and his GF came to my house
than we went to Omar house haha 
chit chat and started to eat some fried noodle and Fried chicken
MengZ came at 6 oc haha we were half eating 
and i get the Green Pow from Omar mum ...
later on we went to snooker at 7 oc 
we play until 9 15 than went to Weng Heng there for
porridge than Poan and GF actuly wanted to go to the
FunFair near ONEU there  but in the end cancelled
so we all went back home ...
but after 2 30 oc Poan called me to mcdonnal
so we move our ass to there and ended at 4 oc ...

Nightmare Vampire a.k.a NV

i was comming back from kepong.... wao what a day from yesterday 11 oc me mz and omar 3 ppl meet up 
at Mcdonald's chit-chat until 2 oc dude Y.Y i like refiled 4 times of a large coke
that a lot of sugar X D ... than we went to Omar house again ....
you know he has the spect of com that really cool dude
i mean DUO core PC X D it hot ....
so we take some game to tested
e.g ..fly... worms 4 .. half life ... battle filed 2 ... so on
than mz and omar was crazy with the friendster ...
looking for "SILKIE BOOM"
so they find and find and i was listening Omar Ipod wuhahah that suite me X D
until 7 00 in the morning ... home
mum just wake up ....

tuesday ....

last week i got this cool music 
basshunter euro artis X D
visit his webbie www.basshunter.se/
kinda cool
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My flu get more serious 2 days aredy Y.Y
still in the sick mood
wao the weather of jalan kuching is not so good
it hap a long rain since 8 oc till 10 oc
ate dinner with uncle mic to celebrate Hari Raya ....
X D than went to section14 to drink coffee ...

what a monday

morning wake up follow my sis to his bf shops and i get manny free disc
haha need to help erm test see the game is good anot X D

4.15 my sis me and sis bf went to mid valley
wao that a long time shoping
i went to the toy"R" us  bought a model control car X D
i love that model it is Toyota Mark X
it a cool car
after that i went to this 3point6 and i bought 2 pants X D
i get 70% discount X D
after 8 oc
i went back to PJ and take my dinner
i ate WanTanMee
9 oc i went back home
and stay on9ing till 11 30
MZ and Omar called me out for a drink
poan came at 1 oc
haha we chit-chat until 1 30 than go to Omar place
we went there for Snooker ...
we end at 4 05 than we got back to Omar house
To give some movie to him X D
after finish tranfer i help Omar installed a game call chicken little X D
it is great X D "for kids"
than Mz fetch me home
i reach home at 5 oc ...
take a bath and sleep .......

erm...

it is 4.31 morning X D
i just started the blog 
i saw Omar editing his blog ....
than i make one X D