Just somethings to share (action la) X D

yaya printer you also need backup i got 4 printer X D 2 normal 1 and 1 a3 size printer bubble jet and 1 more photocopy printer X D.why need so manny @@ incase you lack of ink point 1 , point 2 printer jamed problem. best advice BnW printe your ownself and colour just paid for the priting X D i aredy done a small research that is for my self only i found out that if you know how to control the ink you can print 400+ Bnw paper noproblem it's just ok. X D



for a computer FREAK u need to have back up modem also X D just like this incase of lighting strike X D.



as a psyco you also need 2 phones and pda , and pendrive everythings must be in extra. why need pda if you failed to listen what lecturer said record it X D i use to do i since starting. and extra pendrive is for backing up ur assignment incase pc or pendrive got any VISTA bug.why 2 phone cos sometimes A line has a bad coverage so need use B to recieve X D.



you need some computer similar like this X D haha
you need 2 for back ups X D and for me i got 2 cpu and 3 monitor.

handle a job is not easy

i have manny problem at the moment @@ i have no idea what the hell is going on just stress out.saying good bye bye to her it was like nothings, it just i aredy knew it's wound happend i just waiting ... but before she end it , i make the first move 1st , kai yee told me should end it ba was thinking why am i so stupid yet stuck at that so no called gf realationship.... not much feeling for that.

last week leong said that HUMAN ARE SELFISH erm , i think not every human are selfish ba it's just see how you think , if you think money is more importaint then i have nothings to said, he said when he got a business he won't share his business to other due to he said he will just eat up all ,if he can't he only find some one to join the share. aiks i also no comment la as i know you this flicker own me rm10 taxi since 3 year ago ... + this year is around 4 years .... i was think are you gona pay me by ur own self or just preten nothing happend..for me i would just said RM10 can buy your personality it's so freaking cheap X D RM10 also want to cheat...
have no comment weh last time one of our gang told me aredy , but we just ignor it ba cos not so forcus on him so don't care that time X D.

i gona scold everyone now.
i have no idea @@.
i want things do faster.
i hope they get what i want.
i can't just sit and wait.
i jumped to a heavy job.
i wish everythings gona be all rite .
i got a small feeling i screwing the friendship.

if someone can control me and understand me.
i would be happy ...
i sudelly damn bad temp....
no idea what going on i think is the college de stuff ba ...
hope for a change i been controling my own self.i hope you don't mind if i just shout at you because i have no idea what wrong.

WEKK AGO WEH X D

For my sem starting too now... it's not much things happend just somethings unexpeted happend ... i'm a monitor of the class i'm the group leader i'm the the class raps i'm leading the whold freaking bahase class as a leader.
do i look like a leader? does it sound rite? oh i think it's just somethings that people around me like me, but for my point of view i been try to tell my class mates for the best info they want to know just they got it or not i don't know i't hard to tell them what to do when they haven no idea what is that. aiks i just help what i can.For the class i don't what fark just happend .... some of the people just ignor me after i been a monitor or leader.I HAVE NO FCKING COMMENTS YOU ARE THE FUCKING MOTHER ASSED HOLED CHOOSED ME... then now you ignor me? Oh itzzzit monitor always be the bad guy? erm i guess yeah X D i don't care anymore if you want to act like a kid or a backsteper or what shits i don't fucking care i'm doing what i'm doing now.

PROUD? neh i not PROUD in class if yes people won't just choose me from the first sign.I'm tired about this just do what ever you want said everythings bad about me i would just ignor you.
ACTION? yeah abit la i also quite action sometimes when come to the fact and information X Dthat why few lecturer quite like me X Di have no words about it looo X D

i choose this for one of the 10 .lecturer said need ten out of two for the main concept of ME AND CULTURE .

I NEED YOU X D

I need you girl,
i couldnt live a day without u,
well I tried to write a special song,
a love song just for you,
to explain the way you make me feel inside,
though the meaning may be simple,
and the words may not be new,
I couldnt make it better if I tried,
and I couldnt live a day witout you,
more than anyone could ever know,
and I you wanna build my world around you,
well I sing the words and realize,
it had all been said before,
so I tried a different line that meant the same,
but it didnt have a feeling,
and the first one said much more,
so I guess Ill have to say it once again,
I couldnt live a day witout u girl,
I need u and I wanna build my world around you baby,
well I tried to write a special song just a song,
a love song just for you.

Woundering about it.

I know i knew her not long but i have a sign for her , but she have too much broken relationship, telling her now it's so obvios but to keep it to my self i can't even
focus, maybe i'm too over abit. but everytime i failed to express why? i wanted to tell her but i think it's too early , i hope she feel me. as i said before to myself
i never tell my love one forever it's just beacause it's doens't sound RITE to me, why because i seem alot of case as my friends , sometime it's helpless to them i just telling the MALE truth but why you ignor me? that the fucking true , male are monster , this is a male worlds , i'm very sorry to said that . as i'm so single for sometimes people around me doens't believe that i'm single for the whole damn life, everytime i wanted to tell idle she been pick up ,jelous about it , ruin it by my own damn mind, it has been happend. people told me when you have a better relationshop why don't you ask for a start...yup i tried but most of them they just want to listen to sweet talk, i'm not that good at sweet talk and things will not be so well when i plan it . haiz i been planed the future plan but she sudelly slot in my gallery which i hope to see.It hard to make people trust , they just listen to those people around them , but sometimes they don't it also make them regret. so it's very hard to show and X-plane for that.So now i just hope that she treat me as a friends better then she ignor me , if there is a faith in you and me , i will go but if she doens't like what i'm ..i'll just leave a space for anoter person.I always failed my Relationship maybe ihaven known how to speck well in words or i'm over dirrect? some one can you just slight blink me here? they said i look like a play boy do i?heard some words about me ? oh my god i hope that not the answer, people failed to pick you someone they will counter the guy , to made a hope that she will change her mind sek...so i got a change i found out that is a very wrong moves.I HOPE SHE GIVE ME A SIGN SO I CAN GET NEAR HER... will she ?

Lily NaGoChI my lecturer X D

Today went to design 2 class X D, every seem to be funny X D .... i'm late for 10 min by the way haha.... but got people more late only come no care la ... lecturer was here since early when i enter that time she haven lecture anythings yet so i'm save by the way haha ....ops forget my lecturer name called LILY NAGOCI .

Lily sharing X D
she study at japan for 4 years and anther 4 year working there.she came back malaysia to teach other college (any msg about it which college no idea she din leak )she work in the agency abit by her she hate people late , no escape for "MC" she only believe on dead line means you need to pass up on dead line .... no late summit.
she told us that she did a small mistake and the company need to play the client 1milion for it @@ so shocking....

erm not bad by the way for her at the moment
assignment time .....
1)fine art vs graphic design what the diffrent about it use a A4 size write at least 200 words for the topic.
2)Me and Culture - mind maps
- research and analysis
- Concept and idea
3)Bring colour for next week - 3 diffrent media
- Art line pen
- A3 size sketch
- A3 size folder
4)work that i need to do - 2 mind map in A3 each paper sad which i damn blur about it but lucky i get what she means.
- Research about Culture get to know which color design the culture is using ... then you need to get some picture and leave some comment on it that it's.

Total : 4 assignment need to pass up by next week
sound simple but she told us when she finish lectuer she said "I TREAT YOU GUYS AS INDUSTRY PEOPLE, SO WORK WITH ME AND YOU GET TO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING" hell yeah design shoulden be selfish .... aiks i know that @@ reason people not sharing cos some of the so called flicker they just listen and do as thier name.

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Then find RYnz , sam and sam fren called BUNNY @@ animation last year last sem then with my group member ... nothing much damn suprice after paying the bill @@ i paid for Rynz and it's still cost so cheap @@ i get back RM35 i was ha what ohh mine is 6+1= 7 lo then RYnz de around 7+2.5 = 9.5 total should be 16.5 ... no comment @@

CRAPS PICTURE (SFDGOO)

TIME TABBLE FOR THE WHOLE 3 MONTH







figure that i draw today .. ops i mean yesterday X Dhahaha

IF I WERE YOUR MEN (LYRIC)

BRO working time tabble at UK
Tuesday 11.00 to 3.00
Wednesday 9.00 to 3.00
Thrusday 5.00 to 11.30
Friday 9.00 to 5.00
Saturday 9.00 to 5.00
Sunday 10.00-5.00 to 11.30
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wao today 1oc wake up draw figure till 4oc @@ forget to eat lunch haha then went to cafe for a game till 6 oc like that yam char with dennins and wong at BROTHERS there...GUESS WHAT THAT NASI LEMAK THAT I WAITED FOR 1 WEEK AT LAST I SAW IT OPEN AT THE 7-11 THERE so bought 1 pack of it X D share with mum .....nothings much
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Ok it's time for my feeling about the mistake i done"IF I WERE YOUR MAN"(lyric)

Mmmm yea yea yea yea ohh ohh (No comment)
Nanananana nanananananana ohh (No comment)
Nanananananana (No comment)
If I was your man, girl (No comment)

Girl I'm so tired of games (If you so tired of games why don't you tell her?)
I just wanna settle down (settle down? still want to play with the game?)
I swear to you I've changed (swear you changeds? you sure if yes she won't be playing games)

Baby why you buggin now (You hope to play with her and now you said she bugging you?)
I know that I put you through hell (No comment)
You deserve to be with someone else ( failure ? can't get what she want?)
But I gotta be straight up (straight up) ( yeah man this is good)
Girl I just wanna kiss and make up (make up) ( wanna kiss and make up what the tut..)
Oo we’ve been through a lot of things (Like what?Love?what else ....?)
How do you throw that away (Beacause of you have give up and tired about games)
You were the heart of me (Ya right why break up?)
Can't believe you let it break (Hellow!! every man break up sure blame her)
Tell me why you wont let him go (beacause he's better then you)
You can say what you want but I know (NO ! you know nothing)
Baby no more lies (Man do lies , every man cheat thier love one ONCE)
I'ma keep it real this time (Why don't you take it SERIOUS at the first time?)

Help me understand what I'm saying (You are just blaming other)
Ain't gettin' through ( beacause you can't even win her back)
Why I can't be your man when I'd give up the world for you (Beacause she don't love you, that the reason)
Girl I'll do the best I can (Sure thou every man said that too which is true?)
Love you forever that’s what I'll do (love your forever ? joke? you won't trust me)
If I was your man (No comment)
If I was your man (No comment)
If I was your man (You can do better then her ex do i said wrong?)

Got rid of everything (you get RID OF WHAT , everythings? you means shit?)
That I knew was hurting you (no comment because men will hurt thier love one at least once)
My hustle in the streets (No comment)
Gave that up for you too (I somehow support you this)
Don’t want nothing else in the way (I somehow support you this , i feel you bro me 2)
I just wanna make sure that you’ll stay (If she will you will no longer writen this songss but i love the lyric you make it's so touching from a girl view)

Baby no more lies (support sometimes)
I'ma do it right this time (support sometimes, learn from the wrong you could make it right this time)

Help me understand what I'm saying (I love here,I sometimes feel that girl doenst't give man a reason to told what they want to , man are failed to face thier love one when they crashing on somethings)
Ain't gettin' through (no comment)
Why I cant be your man when I'd give up the world for you ( DAMN NICE it's true? how nice if it's true)
Girl I'll do the best I can ( men always said and some of them done it)
Love you forever that’s what I'll do (I don't believe in FOREVER due to
somethingsso call forever exits in my live, kinda hurt that time no comment)
If I was your man (Every man they said IF, IF i'm him i do better)
If I was your man (what if there anre no more pefect man?)

Can't live without you anymore (same as FOREVER)
Baby I know that you’re worth fighting for (then why aren't you playing her games?)
They say that your'e still in love with me (really? then what you waiting for?)
In my arms is where you need to be (ya men always said that "IN MY ARMS")
Can't live without you anymore (same as FOREVER)
Baby I know that you’re worth fighting for (no comment)
They say that you're still in love with me (no comment)
In my arms is where you need to be ( you mean when she was crying you lay your arms or shoulder for her? how great and romantice if he really do that. once in the life time i missed this change damn)

Nanananana nanananananana ohh yea nanananana (no comment)
If I was your man if I was your man (no comment)

Help me understand what im saying (yes what she understand ?what else you can do?)
Ain't gettin' through (you stucked, same case Y.Y)
Why I cant be your man when i'd give up the world for you (I tried but not the world just a things wile smaller than world)

Girl I'll do the best I can (I tried but it's look like a lie)
Love you forever that’s what I'll do (I said that before,what did i end up?)
If I was your man (yes i can do better if you do compare)
If I was your man (the more compare therey are i'm the chance to be the perfect one)

Help me understand what I'm saying (I said that too @@ but...cryed when you leave)
Ain't gettin' through (just silent and crying)
Why I can't be your man when I'd give up the world for you (No comment)
Girl I'll do the best I can (yup she knows, she always trust you what did you do?)
Love you forever that's what I'll do (sick of things that can't be proof)
If I was your man ( do better everyman will)
If I was your man (NO comment)

i found this song cool weh , some how i feel what it said and some how i feel it was just another lie that we useally tell our love once .Writen a feed back , if do show what i done in da pass....make me believe that forever are nothings.

yerr i looking for this

OST of color of night
casting X D guess who > Bruce willis ,jane march @@
1. Love Theme 4:44
2. Color Blind 2:10
3. Sessions 3:27
4. The Color Of The Night 3:55
5. The Color Of The Night 2:59
6. Rose's Theme 3:33
7. Etude For Murder 3:33
8. The Photograph 2:23
9. Just To See You 3:55
Total Album Time: 30:39
yor damn sad la 1st time i failed to find ost in da web
the movie i still dling X D hope it's worth to see
sumarry said that it's a romance , mystery ......
as long it's bruce willis X D
watch only la ...... waiting for the torrent finish X D
last night went to Tbun for woe 9 somethings like that went for a tea at ss3 mamak there with domdom , dombro, silvarrow , kfai , kit and Gf X D actuly having our dinner ... then went to Nvampier X D they wanted a duel for foodmanwar wor aiks they play i din play , poan called me and ask is there any plan for mengz, no actuly @@ then called mengz for a drink at ss3 11 + only reach there haha mz and poan were waiting at Asan there @@ my bad late hahaha due to they always late so i late abit X D
chat until damn late weh 3morning....
in that conversation we talk about mens, haha you know actuly manny things we see is hiding from behind , X D then the mca de stuff abit, then talk about design stuff weh syok my topic is about the magnet bed X D but after mengz and poan told me about it i think it doens't work cos it will affect our body meh meh tron wor @@ sad la but i think i can input to my storyline .... i hope magnet doensy' hurt human body so i can invent this super giants floating magnet bed....

i got the one of the OST FROM THE MOVE DE X D
Lauren Christy
You and I moving in the dark
Bodies close but souls apart
Shadowed smiles and secrets unrevealed
I need to know the way you feel
I'll give you everything I am
And everything I want to be
I'll put it in your hands
If you could open up to me oh
Can't we ever get beyond this wall
'Cause all I want is just once
To see you in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night
I can't go on running from the past
Lave has torn away this mask
And now like clouds like rain I'm drowning and
I blame it all on you
I'm lost - God save me...
'Cause all I want is just once
To see you in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night
'Cause all I want is just once
Forever and again
I'm waiting for you, I'm standing in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night
Please come out from
The color of the night

weee at 8/9 songs more X D

happy joy ended X D

Sometimes i feel that i'm happy but why arr X D
good question leh i also think i'm happy ...(so lame haha X D)

lalalala pass few days i'm just a dead fish X D at home eat sleep do my figure then go out cafe .. dead life X D..
it's gona ends soon and the night burning oil maraton is comming soon X D

Happy New Year

RAINING DAY HAHA X D AT 12-31-07 11 somethings starting to rain X D

STIGY AS YOU LIKE YOU WILL BE IGNORE

sometimes i feel that people do see people it's look follow by inner...
haiz what to do i have found 2 stingy frineds in my life the first one aiks damn la he always failed to paid taxi money , always said NO SMALL CHANGE YOU PAID 1ST.
aisk no comment about this la he aredy is a past ... another one is more even worst
he failed to mange to call us by using his phone and yet always said that my phone creadits and got 1 time i check his phone it's is more then mine and he still keep it
aiks , faild to call nevermind la the more worst is evendo sms also can't paid for it and yet he said his a hore fisher (one night stand master) blah blah we just listen , he also have a girlfriends and yet he still not appreciate. all been awile he just said his friends told him that fishing girl on bed no neeed use money this is what he told us... we admin we love girl but we don't play girl like that .
he just fish for his college friends, what to do he thinks he's a pro.Yet i still remember what he said , If a girl failed to go with you, doens't means you failed fishing it means she don't know how to play the game...( he thinks this is a western country ) brother wake up la if i'm a girl for youi totally will see your background 1st you haven no background i play with you for what , FOR LUST? FOR LOVE? BULLSHIT?
It's money talking, all his so call brother are fishermen why beacause they are rich. he just stick to rich people and yet he just call people and tell people we are bloodbrothers. it's so bullshiting, maybe his friends know it but just treat him as a friends.(He always said his friends can do it why can't you)
too bad if i'm a fishermen i won't talk lould ...why ? it's your privated life weh what for you tell out ,you think girl are what ?made of paper after used trow?just fuck it , stingy ass hole want a girl friends and fuck yet still go out to fish other girl at night.i don't know how his girlfriends found out when the night secret review. i guess he would just blame anyone of us.evendo his almost few years friends he also din call him BLOODBROTHER.... he just a failure in life X D as i said he has a mother fucking good life after all... he got the ear drum.

IF YOU A BEAUTIFUL CAR ,YET YOU FAILED TO PUMP PETROL MIND AS WELL DON'T BUY IF.
IF YOU THINKS ARE SO EAZY TO MADE OF WHY DON'T YOU SHOW YET KEEP TALKING.
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE SMART, NO YOU JUST AS STUPID AS YOU LOOK.
IF YOU THINK ONE IS NOT ENOUGHT , MIND AS WELL DON'T BREAK PEOPLE HEART.
IF YOU ARE SO STINGY AND YET SO MANNY GIRL COMMING AROUND YOU I THINK I'M WRONG.
IF YOU CAN'T DO IT JUST DON'T PROMISSED PEOPLE.
IF YOU FAILED TO DRIVE AND WANT TO GO FOR A DRINK MIND AS WELL DON'T CALL PEOPL OUT.
IF YOU JUST SO SELFISH THINKING ABOUT YOUR SELF DON'T CALL PEOPLE OUT.
IF YOU JUST WANT TO FISH GIRL GO A HEAD GOD GOT EYE.

SAD ABOUT THIS ....wasting time about this.....

Through the Eyes of Love

Walking with you in the moonlight
You move with the grace of a dove
Like an Angel in flight
Seeing you through the eyes of love
Streaming moonbeams caress your face
As they dart from above
I long for you warm embrace
Seeing you through the eyes of love
Inner beauty and a forever glow
Soft like the touch of a velvet glove
No longer afraid to let you know
Seeing you through the eyes of love

pass week and what i doing X D

pass week i done this image X D




Last few week this cute little doggie came to our house , it's prepair to give the magnum boss at my area here @@ grandpa said want to give our dog to people then whole house make noice ... abit of fight la sien jor la then in my heart i said no1der you so cold heart la, the story is like this actuly at my family tree i got 3 uncle and 2 aunties one of the uncle was given to somebody else , sad to hear that but what i know is that time my grandma was in sick and they have no choice to give thier son to other .... and today ... he is the hong leong bank blah blah stuff.....
i know this because my "GUMA" told me when i was in factory so i know manny things about MY OWN FAMILY TREES,Before that my grandpa's father is a very rich man but no idea why when it come to my grandpa it has a awaful life.... but our family tree also din go and tell THAT UNCLE Y.Y people aredy treat his so long aredy @@ it's done just done.... who's care anyway if he know about it what can he do?or what will he do... he got a family and the face of his is so damn alike as my 1st uncle...
sad aredy... i knew last time my dad has a mr2 which is in his ages but let the 1st uncle screw up and just prepair nothings.... maybe is a solution .. what i think maybe too negative... my dad also din't said anythings what can i said he my uncle ...He marrieds a Awful wife that is ... sad to hear he got a broken marriage..
aiks too much .. i think i better stick on my plan ... so back to the doggie
that doggie so cute but the skin colour abit weird haha who's cares that magnum uncle just want some dog to protect his birdnest farm.
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Boring life weh wake up , eat , go cafe , come home eat sleep play games ....
for few weeks aredy jor ....i still have 6 figure to draw... what a life then last few days i was trying stuff at illustrator i made some of this tag logo or we call that blueprints

this is the first 1st one i made it @@ then follow by this

i think it look great haha X D no comment la i just free and made this...
this is what i like the most i knew how to made a grossy circle

A combination of GREEN and YELLOW which i like the most haha X D
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wao it's christmass eve..... i siting at home at first then go out for dota....
then stone at home and started to send sms at 11 oc then i recieve a msg from freedom told me about there is a gathering BBQ party at haur house then i went there and celebrate.... we BBQed until late weh it's 12 midnite to morning 4 somethings
have some V.S.O.P haur bought it ... haha i drink little cos i'm driving ...
then went home sleep ... wah damn.
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wa 3 at the afternoon i only wake up @@ then watch astro lo @@ 4 somethings i
went out for dota again haha play till late lo then go home watch astro ...
then mid night i go out play dota again ...sleep at 5 oc
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this is the most boring day i ever had .... afternoon wake up stone until night time and take a nap at 7 to 10 everning haiz then watch astro again ....until late then go out and look for food 1st i wanted to buy burger but the tme is around 3 somethings so i thing ramlee burger are closing soon gua so i din go for it i went to mcd haha get a spicy mcdelux ....then after food i online and talk to ling lo
talk to her till very later then she made a move haha send a some blog links when i having a nap at 7 to 10 that time frame..
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same life .... wake up eat tv dota dota dota home eat TV yam cha at mcd haha then DOTA at worms ... sad la this kind of life damn sien weh sumore i got 2 more week to to start college ...

What i see...

Sometimes i feel that malaysian chinese are failure ....
1. they failed to understand
2. they to high confidents about thier self and din't mange to do the change yet talk only.

arrr i can't stand malaysian chinese ... they just out of control as my friends know that i' hate smoker , but beign a smoker is not a crime so i accept that but today what i see is that really failed to UNDERSTAND LANGUARGE , manny of them saw the SIGN OF STRICKLY NO SMOKING AT THIS AREA.... you know what i saw BUNCH OF INDIANS , MALAYS, CHINESE are going to the area to smoke .. that why i said i hate some of the chinese people they not just failed to understand languarge and they do things at the situation.

High confidents it don't show that he/she a failure but aiks they just can't stop criticize that and make me feel they just talk around.

As i told my self before when people said if that is me i can do it better, they make me sick /onion2 just can't get what they thinking.

Sometimes i really hate people like this they just join the crowded and start to do stupid stuff... that why i also said chinese most of the time is destroying thier self , Impression of thier image... that what i'm trying to said.


Maybe i'm wrong they would have a day or when things come they know why people can't do better. what we see are diffrent that what we do , Words and talking are hiding manny words.
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I found out this Blog site is so cool haha no one is reading the one of the main reason i avoiding some sort of msg that i don't want to share i'll been listing out the things but not most of the things i show all out... but i think this is a good for me to shout out....
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W960I
Wao this phone is out and i hear that Rynz told me that she saw the pricing at PRYMID is 1.3k @@ i was got anot wor .... din ask much Den leave ... and i check it out on this website cool weh this webbie show all the phone got (http://www.mobile-review.com/review/sonyericsson-w960-en.shtml) i'm happy that this phone is out ...
but the cyn told me that, she said UK launch the phone on january @@ i was woundering malaysia are so fast @@ about the Phone.
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Going out with shintao with andrew and one of thier friends
just drink tea blah blah ........

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Bought a New sim card at Kelana Jaya Giant X D it's call HAPPY sim pack, sound weired haha The seller told me that we can use 99sen to talk for 45 min @@ but the website said that is "Never PAY MORE THEN 99SEN/CALL TALK AS LONG AS YOU WANT..." Diffrent things said by them the website said that is a 99sen for the unlimited talk time .... but the seller said that
I like this number X D 0143210359 cool rite X D

this is what i do the whole day X D

Pass week...what i've done haha

My cute little fei fei X D, got 1 day i took this picture haha Fei Fei was shocked X D



My bull bull head GONE @@ omg haha


MY PACKAGING FINAL DONE X D SO STRESS LEH I DO MANNY OF IT AT LAST I MADE THIS DONE AND PASS IT UP TODAY HAHA X D.THEN WENT TO EAT >...< GUMA 4 DIN PICK UP MY PHONE @@ SAD WAITED TILL 130 MUM CALL BACK TO MEE I'M GLAD THAT @@ then 145 she reach and send me home @@ called mengz he told me he forget today we are going to ONE UTAMA sad. haha i think he's comming now X D Horray Holiday aredy ... hope everythings is ok just give me a pass i'm happy X D.

Woo almost finish X D

pass few week has nothings happend , just some argument with some stupid class mate X D for get bout him den X D lazy to talk... acting like a kid ... change the msn title scare lecturer can't see his msn title . and told us don't so fake... i was woundering fuck you la you the one who said diffrent things and do diffrent things...
last time got 1 classmate birthday she ask for present ... he's the first 1st one who said fuck la if she dare to ask me i call go eat !@*( . Then when she Birthday that time he said omg it's your birthday.After lunch togather he told us i so gona buy somethings for her .... fuck you la , scare like a bird la she ask him then he shacking ... then said ok ok i buy you some present..... WHO THE FAKE ONE?

That day i was asking who told lecturer said that we scold one of the student... i Made a Title in msn said that "WHICH FUCKER IS THE LIGHER , TELL LECTURERE THAT SOME OF THE STUDENT BEEN SCOLD BY ONE OF THE CLASSMATE".I been asking around who's that guy all said don't know so i put it on msn hope someone will tell me. next day He said i'm the lighter... then this and that i'm not trying to insult anyone of the classmate (SO LAME) we din't said about the insult part he just admin it he din't said that AND CHANGE HIS MSN TITLE .... lame weh . like kid then he few days also dowant to change until lecturer online then he only change .... scare people don't know, i been asking that time he just keep quite , then reply at msn .... he said if want to said me say INFRONT of me.... then always said see 1st ( always bet people but not even trust people ) We always use that worlds FAILED LA YOU we use to use each and other then he take so serious after that argument ... He's just a NO BALL KID AND ACT COOL , TALK COCK .... no words for him . then for the MALAYSIA STUDIES I TOLD HIM THE PAGES OF THE EXAM PAGE , HE CHANGE MSN TITLE AND SAID PEOPLE ARE SO FAKE HOPE PEOPLE WILL BE GOOD TO ME ... PUI you this kind of attitude people tread you good? Can't accept facts, bet people, when people bet him back he just use his alien words to reply.. "aiks ya it's so DIFFRENT... like drawing and Finish art it's so diffrent , i hear my friend said people use 10 hour to draw we use 30 hours sure nicer then his one" then we reply why can't you just inply to the finish art cuting shapes? it's same what we cut 10 you cut 30 sure nice 1...!! you know what he reply .... aiks so diffrent la once you cut wrong then wrong , drawing diffrent leh can rub...! I wanted to sut him de then one of my friends pull me aways.... call me keep the silent and don't fight with him. He has manny positive part but he's like a bull head and try to bang wall only. my friends said that no need to tell him much , you will just get the reply off "SEE 1ST LA".SCOLD PEOPLE FAKE ... WAO DON'T WHO the fake one?

HELPING HIM IS JUST MAKING MORE FLAMES SO I JUST WALK AWAYS AND LET HIM SAID ABOUT MY BAD WORDS X D. it's useless to me beacause he don't appreciate people help and yet he only listen to people that he wish to listen what he want to.he always said diffrent things one of my class mate get 9/10 for design 1 then he reply this kind of work also can get 9/10 ,if i want to do proply arr i can do better then that.
we all was stunned don't want to laught or what . why don't you do it better then just talk ...


don't talk about him den
i few week i doing on my assignment that is our Matrix Mona Manson
i'll be uploading the picture soon as posible X D
then i found few song damn nice that is
Sean Kingston - take you there / me love
Nicole Scherzinger - Baby Love
Enrique Iglesias - (Forget the name de ) find out soon X D

nothing happend

mostly just go to college and came back ....
rushing all my finals assignment.
found a cool song introduct from mengz


Lyrics by Jasmine Rodgers
Music by bôa

And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading,
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame that I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle-lit smile that we both share
And you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning,
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe

wooo

Guess what bad things happend....a small crash with dad... make the whole night cold.Rush assignment @@ sad la ... do wrong de
Today woo guess what i saw my cousin X D mei mei hahaha asked her to return me the book X D...wah song leh figure class today @@ i get abit by abit X D pro soon ...
i Guess i'm going to rush my assignment soon X D

i have a strange feeling

I don't know why my emostion is so down sudelly ...
did i forget somethings or am i too boring...?
my feeling it was like the ocean and land just in between that
what's wrong? maybe it's not wrong at all i migh be middle of that.
i still don't get it i spend the whole day joy and i still found it
sad, what's going on i hope it won't bring to the next day.

yeah maybe i'm rolling the dice and hope the rules change but, in that case
things won't just happend so eazy.

i just want a place of silent and i hope that things doens't bug me around
, i feel that everythings people around me doing things but i doens't accept
or maybe they are too irritation for me.
i still can't get then answer, why doesn't every times fly aways and came back with
diffrent things, i just donn't get it my bro went off to uk and it came anoter guy to my house i need peace it's that a problem with that?

sometimes i wondering am i too ego or i'm just get stress on mind?
most of the things they do i feel bored , they make me feel funny and fake,
is that my problem? just can't get it and figure it....
today i woke up late around 2 oc afternoon 3oc went to see CS wong for the
report den went to kai lun house ... i enjoyed for the hole day at his house
din do a single assignment. aiks...

went back home i saw my pc destop blanked and i called HIM and ask
did you touch my pc he said no. but if not him who else will do it,
ok maybe this kind of situation is a bit confuse, just can't hold it
why.. why .. i just exploted . what wrong with me, my inside me keep
tell me do my work , don't sit down and woundering, but i did not do that
it's so not me. I hope there is place that i can tell what is all about
mengz was right , when you at college time family sure get some small problem
such as don't go home do assignment all kind ... it will change alots of things in
life family sudelly feel that things will not go so eazy on you, i just don't know why... since mengz told me before i din think about it but now yeah problem do came out i hope to have a place of mine and i don't wish to shift out.

would that be a problem? would that become more problem? would you think what you thinking are correct ? I TOLD MENGZ at that time and now i feel it why that situation is soo confuse... it just what i mention it OCEAN AND LAND just between it
the sellection that i can't get an answer for my self.

sorry what i told last time my friends you all were right things do change,
evendo you think it won't but it still happend, i get back what i said
i might give too powerful opt for people, but when it came to me i just become People
i told people and now i use to be the people to think of.

MAY BE I'M JUST TOOO EMOOO OR EGO erm which
or i change for some reason?
did i?

thrustday it's deepavali ....

tuesday morning went to college till 6oc den reach home aound 7 ... then
sleep on the sofa till 9 or 10 oc then wake up @@ eat dinner,
damn bored weh around 11+ i msg mengz den @@ he told me he at syed ... then faster take a bath and went there to have a drink .... chat until 2 somethings haha
happy sudelly. went to bed ...@@

morning wake up and do some assignment till 12 oc then slack abit untill 3+ bath den go to zeng kai house to do finish up the research folder need to pass up on monday
, reach his house around 4oc ba
then we do until 9 oc haha so long weh @@.went home get my dinner, after dinner
went out with sintao,poan, and weiliang (who's the driver !!!) me lo haha X D
drink until 1 oc .... then came back slack.... haha

The Stoped post and REALIVE X D

less start from the 3rd day of college X D , i know manny friends lo .. haha lunch time we went to sing k X D at red box ....at the first 2 week were boring at first
then after that i get my first assignment X D that is design one... follow up is drawing > workshop > history of art >figure drawing> then things goes crazy .....
everydays also need pass up assignment liow @@ so syok weh ....coming to the 4th week
we got 1 presentation, one of my memeber doens't want to do the presentation...on the last day of the night he send me 1 edited speach by him, before that we aredy doing stuff on plan then he sudelly said want to change at the last min, ON msn chat he send me that speach i shoot him on the spot...HE told me that PROFFESIONAL DO THINGS AT THE LAST MIN..Then the secound day of presentation day ... guess what he almost screw up, but lucky other member can cover it .but when the presentation over i told him , please don't just give me stuff at the last min , i'm sure fark you like no tomorrow.

The 5th week
Guess what gosh things get bad and bad after that presatation, my com screw up due to i went shoping and din pulg out the phone wire, then my printer adapter got striked also ... so tulan la....the 5th week is the most screw up week i ever had
i screw up my drawing and figure...damn no mood weh..

The 6th week
things are going abit ok ... still the same assignment every week X D
starting to enjoy assignment, i notice this week i save the most money of all of the weeks, most of the time my lunch were mcdonald's X D it's so cool weh haha almost 1 year facing mcdonald's @@ i guess i'm in danger haha,most of the time i drink diet coke my friends ask me why haha i told them do you notice that if you drink coke and eat the food at mcdonald's you get trusty fast X D, they said yes why arr haha
then i told them do you know why i always drink coke light? cause it won't make you trusty.. at first they all tog i'm bullshiting X D then they try haha guess what they said wow i can refil 2 to 3 time also won't be trusty X D see the effect is there, i notice it when i was in early january 2006 that time most of the time i just started to eating mcdonald's foods RECENLY haha.

Back to college life
haha continue the week .. everythings started to be better and better, before that i go find of my friends he told me when a person got bad , it will be good after that ,he told me that since you know you are in bad luck then just make things are in bad luck ... such as you know things like shoes will goin to spoil , pc , printer etc just be happy when it's spoil X D I DID IT haha and then things really work out..
don't know why i sudelly feel so happy all my bad things i just put a side i din't take it serious , things DO REALLY GO WELL haha.i had a dream on mind that i is
that day i was in a dream the drean were like everythings i said before ...and things doens't seem rite.. that is i call one uncle father he is the hotel and restraunt CEO , he seem sad and i ask for "dad can i go to england" he just said yes"
so suprize he just let me go @@ before that in the dream this uncle as my father he doesn't accept anythings until that day that he is so down. i ask him at his hotel there then i send him back to his work place and found grandma "SHIT" things are no rite i just don't see my REAL family in there @@ what happend , then THAT grand man told me that MY dad were down, due to some reason.My dad told me that evendo he's is rich but he never had a happy moment before...then i went to hug him "DAMN THINGS GOES like automatic" he cry and told me that son i never feel that happy, until to day you hug me, "FARK WHAT DID I DO???" then he told me if i your REAL FATHER....
"FARK HOW COULD THIS HAPPEND!!!!!" then i woked up. the whole day i only things of this i go ask my friends again do you believe that Dreams come true? He told me if
you had a dream before that is most of the time is correct and things come true then maybe it's a fact.Then i was shocked by that.... "i'm @@, what if it's true , why i call that uncle FATHER?, woundering @@? " i never had this kinds of dream before...

Today sunday weh
my brother from Uk msn me and tell me alot of stuff X D happy to hear that , he told me that he work in a restraunt as a chef , then he told me about the future plan that i mention before X D things just come so well ... it just like flash back @@
...all i need is to wait for 2 years to wait him come back and let's see dream come truth and X D "I only want certain things to become TRUE". DO figure drawing X D
so prety done maybe in good mood X D as i told my self i just can't depends on my moods, X D yeah that true... damn true X D ...

2nd day of collage Y.Y

i got an early class at 11oc till 1 oc then went to kfc to have our lunch saw sam @@
went into KFC also haha quite happy to see her la...then caryn call me haha you know blah blah .... went to communicate class lo that lecturer quite friendly erm this and that la class till 5oc weh @@ me,guan n micheal went to prymid lo.. walk walk see se then WC there sell RM9.90 each wallet haha i bought 2.Then wait putra bus,take a short nap aiks tired weh... then call back home notice mum was out @@ then call my sister fetch me lo , suprize that not my sister car's she came with her boyfriends.Then fetch me home .... when i reach how everyone was rushing @@ due to my brother is going to UK.They kinda a buzy repacking bag's and other stuff @@.Then when they wanted go to airport that time my sister car was blocking so i drove off...
sad things happends they go off liow .... sad la i tog i can make it to say good bye.
nothings much i think i need work harder to success in my studies.

2nd day of collage Y.Y

1st day on TOA Collage X D

Haha morning wake up at 830 then have a milo , reach collage almost 900 class start at 930 so slack abit... my lecturer name GAN CHIN LEE(GCL) haha he quite funny la...
but most of the time he wanted to express he him self to you but he can't do that maybe he very stress or very gan jiong haha don"t know la ... ended at 1 30 lo ...
gather with collage friends go "tomorrow" eat lo haha actuly there the food yarks + expensive don't know why ...i still haven started eat at there haha. so no comment la haha.

then until 230 @@ mum came she waited me at car i thought i should call her up but...
@@ my bad ... went back saw a message that Jarrly called me to have a lunch haha
dennis join us also haha i called fried rice ... quite full lalala. then went to play TD so call TOWER DEFEND aiks i left few dollar nia ... jarrly pulled me go no hope then play haha ... friend ma aiks play until 7 oc lo brother GF called me call me buy food for granny aiks ...then buy food go home slack till now haha ...
11oc lo tomorrow still got class but at 11oc start aiks.

@@

haha sorry for mia den ....
most of the time doens't happending much so din upload
my last 2 week was in singapore... nothings much lo
went with friends(chong haur,choong woon,pei cheng and me lo...meet up ph3 X member lo haha
then they treat us


this is the picture lo X D

nothings much happend lo so din post anythings haha


aiks 2 week stay at home boring leh
use money like water only...
how can we earn money like water only arr
i wish i got that kind of life..
my whole life are changing now, you will see new me X D.

SH!T... sellection !!!!!

month and month pass... nothings in me has make a choice or an answer
what's wrong with me it's changing or somethings else?
i'm scare to make a wrong move,that may changes me alot in life
they were damn right
If the hero never show up you will never appreciate what i'm doing,
only if i sellect to run aways , i may run aways but i can't hide,
how long do i still to need to run aways from it?
1 month 3 month 1 year?
the answer doesn't came out from my heart, getting a choice that i don't know
what is gona happend it's good or bad i only may do this when i do the sellection
like what i do or do what i like.
singapore or malaysia?
that the choice ...
i were just worrie that everythings i choose i will regret after i get the answer
that's why i'm choosing to run away but i can't just run aways like that
my life , my time are always going on do it means anythings to me?
when i promiss my self i never run away from it ,
that is my last answer for what i been waiting.

if the hero never comes to you
if you need someone you're feeling blue
if you're aways from love and you're alone
if you call your friends and nobody's home
you can run away but you can't hide
throught a storm and throught a lonely night
then i show you there's a destiny
the hest things in life
they're free
but if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're feelling sad your heart gets colder
yes i whow you what real love can do
if your sky is fret oh let me know
there's a place in heaven where we'll go
if heaven is a million years away
oh just call me and i make your day
when the nights are getting cold and blue
when the days are getting hard for you
i will always stay here by your side
i promise you i'll never hide
but if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're felling sad your heart get colder
yes i show you what real love can do
but if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're feeling sad your heart get colder
yes i show you what real love can do
what love can do
what love can do
what love can do
love can do...

Sad Sad songs @@

1. 'Chicken Wire' - Pernice Brothers (1998)
2. 'Gloomy Sunday' - Billie Holiday (1941)
3. 'Eleanor Rigby' - The Beatles (1966)
4. 'Hurt' - Johnny Cash (2002)
5. 'I Know It's Over' - The Smiths (1986)
6. 'He Stopped Loving Her Today' - George Jones (1980)
7. 'Hallelujah' - Jeff Buckley (1994)
8. 'Dance With My Father' - Luther Vandross (2003)
9. 'Concrete Angel' - Martina McBride (2001)
10. 'In the Real World' - Roy Orbison (1989)
11. 'Brick' - Ben Folds Five (1997)
12. 'In the Wee Small Hours of the Morning' - Frank Sinatra (1954)
13. 'Naked as We Came' - Iron & Wine (2004)
14. 'Anyone Who Had a Heart' - Dionne Warwick (1963)
15. 'My Mom' - Chocolate Genius (1998)
16. 'Shilo' - Neil Diamond (1968)
17. 'Back to Black' - Amy Winehouse (2006)
18. 'I've Gotta Get a Message to You' - Bee Gees (1968)
19. 'Lost Cause' - Beck (2002)
20. 'That's the Way I've Always Heard It Should Be' - Carly Simon (1971)
21. 'Space Oddity' - David Bowie (1969)
22. 'A Change Is Gonna Come' - Sam Cooke (1964)
23. 'No Surprises' - Radiohead (1997)
24. 'Nothing Compares 2 U' - Sinead O'Connor (1990)
25. 'The River' - Bruce Springsteen (1980)

STREAMYX IS NOT FAIR............

wow today early in the morning , after finish breakfast saw some MALAY'S POLICE went into buy lottery @@, shocking yeah ....than went to factory , dad told me to drive his van back to home , he send to repair few days ago , so happy weh manual i can drive haha damn smooth, from factory to home almost 1 hour's trip hehe went back home save. than went to ss15 help my cousin fix the drawer. 10 to 20 min later than we go to next customer house and install the cupboard till 6 oc than father send worker back to factory lo than went home X D lalalal until 1oc lo hehe

Old music cool weh @@
but not much people love ,
i don't know why i feel like MAROON5-Make me wonder,
damn bored aredy but people around me it just started to know it
am i slow or am i too fast?
i only love music can fits me, i do listens to new songs.
but mostly the new songs are not going to my ears @@.
but old music i do get into my ear ...haha that the reason i love.

hell yeah i damn angry about today @@
when i was in ss15 i saw STREAMYX PEOPLE SAID THAT they got new line and it is for NEW SIGN UP and they got 4mbps.
i was like what the hell damn them...
STUPID PEOPLE PLANED STUPID THINGS AGAIN IT NOT FAIR TO US.
SINCE THE RM 77 user are same banwith with RM 88
what for we pay so much for that stupid streamyx.
can't blame...and yet don't know what's wrong with the internet now
ping yahoo is around 900+ i was wah lau what happend wor........
so sad about it.....internasional break cable break down again ?
no comment about it.

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHINGS

IMPOSSIBLE IS JUST A BIG WORLD THROWN
AROUND BY SMALL MEN WHO FIND IT EASIER
TO LIVE IN THE WORDLD THEY'VE BEEN GIVEN
THAN TO EXPLORE THE POWER THEY HAVE
TO CAHNGE IT.IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A FACT
IT'S AN OPINIONS.IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A
DECLARATION.IT'S A DARE.IMPOSIBLE IS
POTENTIAL.IMPOSIBLE IS TEMPORARY

Do you call this changing?

I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE....

I hate people backstept me
I hate people said that i'm old junk
I hate people look down on people
I hate people that said and end up do diffrent things
I hate people that keep on follow trent
I hate people said that i'm outdate
I hate people talk loud.

I love my friends
I love to help
I love old songs
I love meet people
I love to get know manny friends
I love my own style
I love my self too much.

I'm just a normal person that love diffrent things in life
doesn't that call outdate? yet i'm loving it what i'm doing
so what can you do.It is all about my own self,
it doens't affect me when you tell me to change ,
i like doens't you need to follow me, beacause i love my own style,
and no one can change me if there is not a good point of it,
i only thank to my good friends that told me this , "do as you like
live as you can , things are not gona change, money will change everythings"
hell yeah i believe that is so true, living in life is what i need,
money is the problem that can change everythings , i got money i got my life
more and more fun i got they said that this is rubbish , i don'y give a damn
on that when they said that people like them will never get salute from me.
I just hope people know me well , doing a right things is what we need.
Why change people , if you want to change better change your self, and yet
from that moment only tell me you can do it better and your changes that can see,
changes is not from the mouth, is is no point of talk and doens't do at all.

CHANGE ME = CHANGE YOU
I CAHNGE YOU CHANGE


there is the fact,don't think you are smarter when you are hiding in a small town
there is no way to be cleaver in life, you think you are good , people are just laughting at you , i admin that sometimes i do wrong and yet
on the spot i won't accept it and yet i will try to think back. every words you said
i will try to change if there is my own problem.

BEST JOKE EVER X D

haha thanks to my unbelieve me friends of mine you gain my bank account for RM200
it just a side bet X D, sorry ya i do too much reseach .
actuly i doens't like you, for pissing me off but look at the bright side haha
you lost RM200 for your face and money in girl infront,slidely i reamber you told me that you were a collage student and have well education haha guss what you just a JERK ,thank you for looking down on me and well you get what you got in only 1 shot
it just one shot, thanks to those ladies keep quite X D.

It start like this X D,i met few of my forum friends and we have a sit togather.
my other 3 girl friends was using laptop and doings stuff . we get knew by this actor/singer bruce willis he is my idol haha kinda love his style,than when we have
chat sudelly one of my friends that like to know girl... aiks you know play boys style what for i intro you one? haha don't care about it got 3 almong the girl she just started to knew that Bruce Willis was a singer at past so i told her ya he is a
singer ... than my friends said that he read an artical @@ that Bruce Willis doens't know how to sings , my other 3 girl friends were like are he ok?
do he know what he's talking ? does he know anythings about it?
haha guess what you know my kind of person i don't act action when things are correct,action is just sometimes abit emo so act a bit lo haha .
i'm try to save his face at the first @@ and i get shoot back @@,
aiks i shut up and when he finish he told me that he have stuff to do... than ciao,
min later my phone ring ring @@ guess what it's he @@ he call me that guy just left.
i was like hellow wassup? than he told me eh less make a side bet of the Bruce Willis things than i say ok you come back here la we chat here la since so long din meet X D. than min later he came and say HI agin too my frew frieds, and i say do you reall want to make a side bet of it? i was keep asking him are you sure sure?
they he were like i was making an lie .so he make a RM200 bet on that.
my 3 friends was laughting at him than i tell him again eh Bruce Willis do have an album la... don't believe ... haha since my 2 friends were using laptops haha nice joke to you dude they search Bruce Willis Albums haha got cha ... before my friends show him the detail he was puting money on table haha X D than was a great joke ever
tera sec later my friends show him and he was on the spot no face and no mood than he sit few min later after finish the drink he just left like that and left the RM200 on table . I admin sometimes you are smarter but not in everythings we are human dare to learn and dare to accept what people say it not what you think sometimes,it reall do happend.

Bruce Willis
thank you so much X D
he's really my idol
and i do make some friends in there X D
evendo internet friends are more trusted able when realife friends.
internet friends may cheat you sometimes but when they meet in realife and
they really know the meaning of get out to have a tea is a style of a personality.
BEST JOKE EVER , JOKE THAT GAIN MONEY WHERE TO FIND HAHA

3/4 week ago X D

wao it is so long i din log into this blog hehe
while i'm bz doing some stuff@@
that why i'm not free to upload anythings.

week ago went to find caryn n GURL for paying the BBQ gathering money,
while they gave me a time haha but i'm a bit late they reach there about 1oc
but i reach there about 1.30oc than Jack came too haha but he came at 2oc,
while they finish eating than GURL said she got class, caryn also Y.Y
try me 1 people sor gang gang there Y.Y . aiks since gurl park her car at car park
so i followed her scare she get into trouble , finish follow to the car park entrance she said that she wait for the shutter car in prymid haha, so i walk back in prymid while i was walking up hoho saw SAM tai kor hehe so i teman her go eat while caryn told me that she is free on that day ... kena tipu again aiks.
SAM tai kor eat sushi king haha, so while we finsih eat she take aways some sushi for caryn aiks walk so far TOA got anoter new block haha X D.

Than sam dai kor say he need to go down to KL too look for his auntie so i was on the same bas X D and the same train. i split her at the putra station , while she want to go to KL somewhere else haha so i went back home and wait till friday.

wao fridays was an exited day, morning 6oc i went to SPY house and we go to mayanag
there have a tea until 7 30 than we go to the pasar @@ buy chicken wings ..
6kg of chickens wings haha so crazy weh @@. than go back to spy house and my sis need to use the car in the morning so spy scare i don't help him and he follow me go home X D.we went out to cafe because my mum wasn't at home so we go cafe play for awile , aiks so sad while we were playing CS... i told spy i chiong you all trow flash bomb ... fark spy look at my screen and see i be the hero and i get shot ...
omg after i die he only trew the flash and kill the enemy i was like ha what's going on ... nvm he and cross laught at me the whole morning Y.Y aiks nvm la laughting is good.than went back to my house lo i took a bath than my mum just in time came back haha so call her fetch me go spy house , spy find few helper to clean the chincken wings and marinate it.

Than we went to OneU to have our lunch @@
it was so damn long .... they were delay and delaying the time @@
i was soooo hungry Y.Y, aiks when 2oc we get to eat haha
we went to eat MCD haha i like lo hehe X D
than till 4oc they buy ticket for movie,i was tired so i seleted to follow spy to fetch his Girlfren haha so on the way i was trying to sleep lo hehe..damn that days was damn jam haha .. after finish fetching her girl friends from office than we went to her girl firends house haha waited 30min i think than spy rush to kuch house and celebrate the BBQ GATHERING.WE reach there about 8oc haha cos jam @@,i was promissed gurl i will go early haha but din't make it @@, starting i was waiting people to BBQ and wanted to snatch food @@ but end up Y.Y manny of them were just BBQ hotdogs.
than freedowm and gangs were just BBQ the lamd wahhh i was soo happy geh geh at last got people BBQ lamb haha eat few pices lo haha than i started to BBQ chicken Wings
i was BBQ around 30 to 40 chicken wings @@ i ate don't know how manny @@
but still left alot there, no people was taking the chicken wings haha nvm nvm X D
as long the gathering is happy X D.



Than end lo at 11 oc before end we all toke some picture haha than clean up the house .... this all about weeks ago X D

Music is just my life

Music is my life
i like what type of the music, it is my problem.
It doens't affect your bank account, you change me and yet your
bank account won't add any sum of money, and stop changing me.
P.S# Samson doens't like people to change him, you can tell him what you want too.
if he want to he will change it self after analyze

happyily found this song John Farnam - Burn For You
i was woundering this song long ago, and yet can't find a place to download it
but today is my lucky day.. i'm glad to have this song.
waited week ago this song was in my p2p program stucked...
i love the song,so much meaning about the lyric.
listend back my old play list
Pete Yorn - just another
last time i saw this song on a movie
it is a ost sound track X D
found it is a kinda feel for me,
so find it and listen.

Music can change manny things a point of view,you
can relax your mind and soul, you get manny stuff from it,
people just told me that it is just a stupid song, and yet you are
one type of weird guy.fuck them people use thier feeling to sings those
songs, that why you can feel thier feeling and why they want to sing it out
, i just don't blam those people said music is nothing to them no comment for
them,i love i listen i share, and yet people thought that i'm acting weird to make
atraction for others, just give a F to them for free.

that why i said that i'm unique for a purpose ,
yet i'm diffrent or maybe not someone are same with me?

Love that doens't exist

It start like this,
It was a windy day i was lying on the grass, i was thinking somethings minute later i feel her walk pass me , i just can't see her face clearly it has a strong sun shine behind her, she is standing at my side i was figure who's that be but i make my eye close i doens't care who that, and i were lying on the grass and enjoy my silentness.
Than one day i was walking around this place and i saw her , her shape and her smell
i reamber on... and i ask her a question.she answer me yes , shock i ask why she standing infront me , i was shock to hear that she told me that she was in love with me no idea what i'm so special about, and i asked her few more question . than she give me a good damn reason that i can accept her,and i asked her phone number.
chit-chat on the phone on the net...
Until this day she told me that i'm too good for her, i was shocked and wounder why does manny people said this too me .... i'm too special?just too bad? somethings else? fuck i want wanna know the answer. when i was angry sudelly i wake up and yet
i ask my self what make me so special that i can make girl said that.
i was thinking of it whole day just wounder....

yeah i'm burn
i just burn for you
do you know how much i love you?
burning with a hot mytic fire
do you feel my love to you?
just said yes ,
if you recieve this msg,
i don't have a reason to let you love
you got a reason to let me know why,
just why, tell me how you're felling
fine,ok,just feel good .
buring up for you,
cause i believe you last time,
and i don't believe you anymore,
wounder it is all a lie ,
let us just say good bye.

Life that i can't make it posible
i may try ,
trying is not my style,
and yet i started to try,
yet i know trying is to build confindance
hit a try and yet results come out
not really what i want but,
i'm ok with that.
so now i'm trying to go on ,
i'm not born with skill and yet,
i have to train it,
it is all about skil.

i'm satisfice what i'm having
to get to the top 10 is better than nothings,
there is a limit a head no one will stay long up there
i'm hit it to top 10 and yet i'm happy what i'm geting
overloaded only make me stress,
just need to know your own limits.

week ago just happend

wao seem i long time din't blog hor haha
let me start like this ,

week ago my sis BF got this 2 fish X D
but the 1st fish was cooked at the secound day.
my mum was scare of the fish no idea why.
than the next few days the bigger 2nd fish been cut off by my mum haha she say she scare the fish move so let it don't move 1st only cook it.

than one the week lately i saw this giant spider at my house...

so damn big @@
so i took a picture lo

nothings much lo than on the week went to TOA collage ask for the register stuff lo Y.Y...

than last week so happy i was thought i get linkin park new album but end up some people upload a "LINKIN PRANK" album haha doens sound like LINKIN PARK
so i went to have a D-check i found out thier album come out at MAY ....
so sad ...

yesterday morning 9 oc Haur waked me up ask me wanna breakfast anot so i was given a YES to him but end up my sis need me fetch him to KLIA so i went to pick up Haur than rush all the way to puchong to fetch my sis bf lo ... i was thought i was driving but haiz nothings to say la ... than they reach there about 11 30 me and haur was stunned and we have a small gathering at prymid for the sushi fest with Caryn and friends so me and Haur was rusing back to Haur house and wait haur bath than khaikai called us say he aredy reach station @@ i can't use my car so need Khaikai fetch me ... so after Haur finish bath we went to KelanaJaya station find khaikai and called khaikai follow me go back to my house beacause i need to bath lo haha so Khaikai and Haur waited 10 min at my door than we make a move to prymid.
went we reach ther about 1 10+ khaikai was looking for parking lo , damned that day was alot of car Khaikai been turning around and looking for car park at last 15 min later we found our car park haha was so happy.Than walk into prymid that time saw jarryl at KimGary haha so just drop a hi and went to sushi find Gurl lo she was MIAed at first @@ no idea where she go so we were looking around ... before we found Gurl caryn and jack came haha than Gurl show up at sushi entrance there ....than sam dai kor came with a suprize was so damn happy i get my 1st present at my life i had told my friends that but the seem doens't believe , every year i celebrate with cake and food only doens't have any present lo but i'm happy lo. Sam tai kor and Caryn brought me a Tshirt that with green colour i love that haha and here is the picture


today nothings much loo help my bro lo as my father too busy with his site that got a small problem @@ ... and yet i forget yesterday when i was in the gathering my eye was blink funny, end up i come home that time my mum tell me that there is bad news my mum car side window been smatch de lo and lost a sum of money haiz money is not the problem the forbia of the fearless is the problem ... she quite ok now haha i'm glad to see that .

i really thank to SamTaiKor and Caryn lo
Thanks for the present lo haha i like it very much haha.

only things that make my tear drop it was just slidly a moment
of my brother told me some history about my father,
and end up i only know what happend ,>
I believe sometimes my tone was high to my family.
I believe sometimes i damn lazy end up get scold than bo song.
I believe sometimes i don't know what is going on with me.
I believe sometimes i doens't go home and eat dinner,i'm really sorry about that.
I believe i can't pay back much as i use now to my father and my mum, my bro told me.
I believe that my brother was right at what he told me.
I believe that my father are starting to get some sick or pain soon but i hope it doen't happend, so i can pay back what he has trowed so manny heart into me.
I believe that me my self are a success person, i'm not hope i just wanna be.
I believe that sometimes i'm selfish, but now on i won't be that just let me change.
I believe sometimes i like to talk to my self but this is a good way to expend my self more clear.
I just want to faster finish my education and start earning money and pay back for my mum and my father , i believe that my brother was right . he told me that and my tear was droping from no where .
went to a silent crying at my old place.
and think slowly.
things just change like that.



JUST SHOUTING OUT FOR THE SOBNESS.

What A Sunday...

a pic that MengZ took it. really happy that day , they all came to visit me on 9oc than we all went me MengZ house and than we went to taman jaya there see people trow mandrin orange...
haha we reach that about 11.50 it is like all going home haha .


too show you guy i'm not lost and i'm happy with my life now DLESer don't worry.
My life will go on and my future is set.


Poan and his GirlFriends JiaRen.One lovely couple.



I'm playing the fire cracker.... haha X D

until my body is dust
until my soul is no more
I will love you, love you
til the sun starts to cry
And the moon turns to rust
I will love you, love you
it just you and me together
words that you give i will note it down
and i will put into my diary
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There is problem in everthings, it just see how do you see it
This is life, now i know why people call it life
You just need to face it, rather don't do it
trying and keep trying is diffrent
so don't be a TRYING,be keep trying
life that has no problem , you will never get it
things that people aredy tell, means there is it
nothings can stop you , it only you yourself.
giving up is not a good selection, you will never success.
take a risk in life may screw your future.

Jarral name has change to FEI PO CHOON

Yesterday mid-nite went out with Jarral , Chuan ,Ykhin N leong
went to WILLIAMS you know food there quite expensive haha
i called a jumbo ribena with lychee and a cheese naan,
Ykin N leong called a cheese naan too , than a drink,
At first Chuan and jarral just have a drink,
later on jarral was thinking what to eat ,
than he ask MR.WILLIAM what food that has hot-dog and cover with bun one
MR.WILLIAM say "SOH CHOON HOTDOG BUN LO" than he tell jarral
tripleX haha... we were all laughting at jarral ...
jarral got his new name SOH CHOON
than YKhin go help him remix his name to FEI PO CHOON..
non stop laughting ... jarral was a over joyed X D
he took too manny XXX de haha so abit "PEI"
we went back at 2am in da morning
than i took my car key out and have a test drive
my sister told me that it has a bit problem but end up
no problem at all it still can go as smooth as it was.
than went to sleep...

IT just a flash back before too late

i don't itzzit a good things or a bad things for me
i has been month here , thinking of it only make problem bigger.
i think i have found myself for a better reason , it's good to let people know i'm happy.
i can't get throught what i want , everythings can't confirm
i hate that because i can't get what i really want, itzzit good?
i'm not sure , i'm sure that my luck has change .
i lost a sum of money , but i have a flash back all i been doing is wasting time and money
i can't get through it , maybe it is a good thing for me to have a flash back
i can't stop using my money when i got it .
i think i better change before i get poor for my future,
i have listen to my friends say "like what you do , do what you like" at 1st
i'm thinking it's same but end up it is diffrent "like what you do" mean
i like what i doing now ,do what you like
i hate what i'm doing now but i have no choice just do it,


at first i thought my luck was back,
but they ain't back,
i have a bad heart that i want to get into the bet,
i have made a promiss for my self but it's usless,
i just can't stop that,
until i lose all i have won,
my flash back was telling me that i'm wrong,
and my dream told me that if i don't stop that,
i'm so gona screw my life.

it sound so manny of my losing bet
it just a sum of RM30,
i have reamber my friends told me that,
one day i spend more than RM5 is alot,
i believe that now he teach and i got it,
making friends are cool,
but there is always a financial problem for me,
geting soo manny gathering in a month is a WOW,
i believe that i use it a good way X D
it not happend now , future and a better tomorrow.

My words

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW
I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW
just give me sometime to recovery please !!!

i can't get solve problem by my self coco
i don't know what goes wrongs...
i'm crying now i'm really crying now
tears are droping from my eye ,
yeh, i'm pretending SO.
i just don't want you guys to worry about me,
did i do wrong?
yes coco your words are really sharp
i have use it on you before,you scold me and thank me
i know what is the effect you are geting to but me ,i'm diffrent
i don't want to share my problem , i just want to share my joy to you all
you all are getting worry about me , that I DON"T LIKE that
yes i help you guys solve problem SO?
i can't get into my own problem you know?
i have tryed to be my self BUT I CAN'T
TEARS ARE DROPING little by little
COCO really thanks for that for you help.
i have try my best to joyful for this few weeks,
it doen's help you KNOW !!!!!!!!!
MANNY PROBLEM MANNY PROBLEM
my heart that has a hole that has been dig in,
someone that keep trying to put some salt into it,
can you feel me ?
i'm at that situation.
now i have no face to walk out and find you guys,
can't do that , I KNOW IS DAMN SIMPLE ,
I CAN'T FACE MY SELF.
I'M SAD END UP EVERYONE SAD NOW
WHAT THE POINT !!!!
I'M CRYING WITHOUT SOUND,SILENT CRYING
beacause i'm in a damn room,
someone might hear me ...
just don't want them to know..

I NEED A SILENT ROAD
I NEED SOMETINGS TO GET BACK MY SELF
I NEED YOU ALL KEEP QUIET
I NEED YOU ALL DON'T ASK ME ABOUT IT
I NEED YOUR HELP
I NEED JOY
I NEED BELIEVER

Dles love you all always,
our gang will never speade,

Doing it
Learning it
Extending it
Share it

I use my brain to help my friends X D

dennis was worry about Valentine Day he told me that he always use manny money to buy stuff for her girl friends and her girl friends always angry with that...
so i helped him today i went to ONE-U again , it has been 5 days stright
his buget is around 100+ so i help him do this suprize box for her girl friends.
Dennis plan to buy a crystal necklace , so i give erm a idea
why don't you put the crystal necklace inside the bottle than he say cool
and he ask how than we went to S+J shop near shogan there i saw a cool bottle
so i take it and told him this is what i'm thinking just stuff the crystal necklace inside with a keychain soft toy .then he asked me itzzit to plaint ,so i figure another nice stuff from mini toons X D that shop really cool i love that shop
i has a red devil cutie monster so i told him that this is the rite things , he asked me again put where , i told him put in to a box .
hao cham leh runing up and down for 2 hours but he's my friends so must help X D
later on he bought the crystal necklace and it has 50% discount my friends JianWei working there so we know which 1 dennis girl friends want.Than went back to Dennis house and finish up the work X D
this are those picture
this is the bottle , can't see the crystal necklack Y.Y it was inside X D
the cow soft toy wearing on it head when she pull out she will see that
crystal necklace

this is the cute devil...
and the bottle will put behine the heart and put it into the box
X D


This is what i gave samdaikor for her birthdays

and this is very very special ball ball X D
it's my creation X D i love it