Uncle tan CL birthday.

it was like 1x+ year I were celebrating with uncle tan birthday, every year i will be there , and he's my father friend.No idea just go this is the 1st time i list down of him because of what he said. sometimes things are funny around , even do he's rich , he still is a kind people as far as i can see , he start his footsteps same as my father , and my father choose not to be so rich he said. it's like open " and close " what just happen? ya i have no idea don't ask X D,i can't change people mind but i can change people thinking.

well well we went to SENRI restaurant i think , whole Panmart were there, we reach there around 8 , and my dad ask me to come back on 6 , sad things happen... was asked my mum to fetch me at the afternoon about 3 i told her to confirm i have to call her, but in fact 3 in the afternoon no one pick up ... and damn i know she's out with auntie shella Y.Y i haven sleep for about 26 hours was doing the 3D modeling ... keep doing until 3 something i stop and i could not go home to sleep , was plan to go home at 3 and had a fast sleep about 3 to 4 hours ... end up ..
my mum called me at almost 5 oc... i'm serious angry and tired, angry has no longer apply after she fetch me , i went home take a bath and went out for an hour, then came home ... chating uploading watch movie until 7 something dad just finish then only went to Uncle tan birthday.

Senri restaurant i think the food is kinda good , the environment is nice too,something inspire me about their interior all about water driping around , but the choice of the preparation is kinda bad , imagine a buffer that only have 5 tempayaki stick for each time , and 10 Japanese rolls at a time , it's just a scam .. i was thinking how would they serve people like this , there are like 50+ guest there , i was thinking is the restaurant 1st time organize a buffer or they din really care what people would said.
all i can said is what we paid is not what we want to get,even do the tempura prawn was like 10 pieces at a time ... for almost an hours the food serving is kinda like slow and people were walking around ... and for me , i was like food food Y.Y where are the food ? there is no food i want food !!! so sad went to the desert conner you think what they serve us? ice cream this and that lots more? ya your imagination were can think more then they prepare...well they give 6 box of ice cream with half of the box is eaten before prepare...this is hard to accept and there is a ABC conner which is only have 10 kinds of mixture well this can be accept.

I think Uncle Tan would not mind about this, because he seem to have fun, maybe uncle peter told me that some people would make the worst things to be the better things in life, so i think Uncle Tan has just apply to it, and for the birthday song singing i feel kinda cold and sad about it i wanted to sing louder to make environment feel joy but sadly i don't want to be a rose in the glass , i don't meant to show off that i respect him , well in fact how much you give is how much you get , the bigger claps you give the louder claps you receive i do believe that i give almost everyone a louder claps.

i saw fake face neh never mind they are always around us , as life goes bare with it or you can't stand it then just act with it .

but i found something cute haha her daughter , she plan his father a cup cake present from Sydney to Malaysia cool... kinda nice about the cupcake .. but but the worst part about the CAKE !! ya even do i don't like eating cake but simple things that the restaurant did not do WHERE ARE THE PLATES , KNIFE?WOW shocking....the don't bother to ask also .... good service and people paid to notice that , i thought Japanese have the best respect to people but for what i see it's all about money only.

All i can said happy 55th birthday Uncle Tan X D.
best wish for you.
July 22 = X
I've just know that date after 1X+ years of celebration with him hahaha
i have a good sleep after more then 30 hours....
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Don't promise me ever

Please don't promises me forever
i want us to love each other one day at a time....
...and string all those days together like the precious things they are..
...instead of trying too hard and promising too much.

Please don't expect me
to always be good and kind and loving.
There are times when i will be cold
and thoughtless
and hard to understand.

But it will only be because of the weather
or the flu
or one of my moods...
...not because i love you less.
Please remember that.

Please don't think about all the things
that could happen to us.
don't think about other people
coming between us.
Don't think about outgrowing
each other or growing out of love.

Please do think about all the good things
that could happen to us.
Think of growing closer to each other,
finding new reasons for being together...

...and think of loving .
i will, too.
I'm right now.

Please don't get mad at me
if i forget your birthday
or some special day we share...

And please remember
that there is an "everydayness"
about what we have that is beyond birthdays
and anniversaries.

That's why, sometimes,
I may not rememeber one special day...
because all our days are special to me.

Please don't ever sign a letter "as ever"
Please don't be too easy on me ...
or expect me to be too easy on you.

Both of us have room to grow,
and both of us have to grow
if we want to hold each other's love.

Please don't ever give me
too much of yourself
or take too much of me .
In our togrtherness
we still need our private places.

Please listen to me
when i'm talking to you...
and please
don't every think about someone else
when I KISS YOU.

Please don't start an argument
or make me look foolis
in front of other people...

..but when we're alone
don't feel like you're walking on eggs.
Go ahead and say what you think.
If o need telling off.
tell me off.

Then we can have our fight
and make up
and love again
just us.

Please remember
to call me sometimes
for no reason
except that you feel me thinking
about you,
needing your voice.

Please don't ever lose that laught of yours
it's such a real laugh

And never change the way
you brush my hair back from my eyes
and smile or pull my ear
when i'm trying to be very serious...
or the little odd ways you have
of saying things that make you "you".
one of a kind
the one i love.

Please
let's not use politeness
and busyness and silence
to avoid our provlems
and they places where we hurt.
If something is wrong
let's go after it and make it right.

It's a good feeling
to thinking of growing older with you,
but , please,
let's not ever grow old.

I want us to always hang on to the newness
that we have right now/
And let's never be ashamed
of our innocence,
of the child within us.
let's never give up our dreams.

Please don't try to keep it from me
when you're feeling down.
I'll never be able to share your joy\
if you try to protect me
from your sadness.

Please
Don't ever say never...
and please don't promise me forever.
all i ask is that you love me
now.

And please know
that i love you more
today
than i ever have before.
I can't promise you forever,
but i can promise you today
with the hope and belief
that there is a beautiful tomorrow
in store for us.



Via:rotatingcorpse

Aren't they asking for sorry?

People dripping tear when come to relationship , why because most of us scare of losing it . that is simple , some people plan a relationship a head , might find dirty way to approach the one they love, when time come it all dependence of time.There are some people that don't cry so easy before getting together and yet after a relationship is on things started to goes wrong,when is relationship is on we are blind even do many things we did not notice such as love once start to change their attitude like , when 1st met they would said no for every things, but when times comes they will just said i want a thing, and things started to change here but most of the people did not notice because some people thinking that is getting close , well in fact somebody were just thinking that it's something stupid or maybe a jealousy ,wipe it and save it.there are people always written and have crying called such as they feel something sad about a game or maybe a joke ... and they will tell the love one they cry for a night for that , i have saw something that is kinda stupid and funny if you really really want to know what all about relationship why not spy on a day you might found a lots of things you would not know about, if that relationship is a planner.relationship is build trust , and get to know each other more and more, some people would go for a boring week, repeatedly and they still feel happy , don't you think every week doing the same things are bored ? oh well in fact life is just like that... that is normal if we keep repeat why we do.
it's bored , don't tell me that the world Stupid here because people may just fall a sleep when come to relationship. how good is good how well is well ? i just can't stand people that love to write sad note on a note pad , phone msg or a blog , and it written said that " you don't know how i feel and i hope you don't see this I'm trying to trow away the note" geesh you found it .what the meaning of this ? i had no idea are you trying to ask for sorry?


It's all about sorry...
sorry when time come i hurt anyone of my friends , i might be too late to said sorry but at least you feel something here , sorry that i treat people so cold , sorry that i being a person that straight forward , sorry all the things i might not to said but i did , sorry i build hope but i did not appreciate , if you had a time droping by here i'm glad you are someone that i really need to said a sorry for you . I wanted to go ahead but i have something blocking people might said it was just a fake reason , else i'm not asking people to believe what i had , i know it's just too late to said sorry and yet all i can do is just jog down here.I'm just to said sorry for the people i chase for , friends that i screw up , things i had promises , sorry if i can't really do it , i will still going for what i'm doing but you might feel me cold, sorry is what i want to said i hope you my reader who saw this , i'm just happy if you just read it . sorry.I'm appreciate every moment i had. thank you.

i did not give up , i just don't know how to approach ....