Tuesday, April 29, 2008

It's the 87 post i guess X D

I found out this when i been to somewhere else ...

Being focused on achieving a goal is important in life, but is your current goal really attainable? Reassess your current hopes for the future and make sure than none of them are too unrealistic. Yes, you have to challenge yourself and push yourself to do better, but at a certain point you could be setting yourself up for failure. Pull back a little. Instead of climbing that mountain today, how about you just ask yourself to get to the second highest peak? You can tackle the highest one later.

Monday, April 28, 2008

?.?random?.?

i'm a wake but i don't dare to open my eyes
only like this i can keep my dream at this moment
i still see the eye that i love
i still remember you kissed me suprize at that moment

i'm a wake but i don't dare to open my eyes
this beacause i'm scare of my tears drop and my mood gone
i though we have a date
i hear the blessing and wishing from my friends
but i'm late i can't be togather with you.

i was watching the sky and waiting for the star to drop
you already geting far away from me our love could not be continew
and i realize that i'm not your only one for you
i close my eyes i hold my breath and breath
now i don't dare to dream about you at the nigh

who's knows at the day time i saw you
i saw your love once holding your hand
i drop the tear that i can't breath
i can't face the fact and the ending

we have alot of topic last time
but after loving you that much i can't do anythings more.

i never thought of a friends power before

i never thought i have sure friendship, in the real reason of my thinking i was wrong in my pass life i thought people around just want some benifits for you as i know that is what i think, but i change it into the other ways it's seem what goes around do come around , how is you is how is your friends is now i believe that is true for this i normally i don't agree with it due to i have some small experience about that.. but until i know them ... wao it's just somethings change , i found that internet friends are better then what i have now @@ maybe age diffrents, i do like to have older friends due to they won't simply plot things into conversation and they might a problem to share and slove ... ermm i wounder why i become like that .. it's good to change you know samson.. the bibble change you and the wish that you wish at those temple is granted wao ... it's a miricals Owwhh , it's a long road i been too . i need to thank to that ... but i have no reason whos that ...yet i'm still woundering ... sometimes people may though i'm writing a love letter to somebody else , how would you judge that ? beacause missing youd loving you were reffer to our love once? don't you have a friends in real? have you got 1 or maybe you just would like to have your love once and hope that you can hold on forever?
wao i been soo long experience that ... i ask i ask i ask why whould people just reffer to our love once, how about your friends? you just too blind to see or you just want to spend more time on your love once? it might be wrong here yet i'm wrting down here .

last time that i said i'm not that dirrectly do i?
yes i do said that ... but i found out that is a stupid way to do it ,i might said it stupid at the moment and i would change it for a reason.

Hello, are still awake?
no i guess i still looking for the road,
then why don't you sit down and think?
that is good for my thinking...but
But what you idios? have you get serious about it?
ermm yes i tryed get serious about it.
Fark it are you still talking the samethings you use to do ?
i guess that a minmum about it but i try.
Ya you try? then what you said before was just RUBBISH don't you realize?
why did the rubbish came in?i just don't understand why would you give me that words.
TRYING WAS A NOT A CONFIDENT, WHAT FOR TRYING IF YOU ALREADY SET AN ANSWER.
i have no words .......( lost in here at the moment)

Those days my pain are getting serious and serious, somethings i would hope
i never let people around me notice me , as i believe why do good peopl goes early
in the life, as what i can see is getting too happy was a days that you never found it,i was bad last time , i never thinks of this yet till someone some days i change,
pain are geting to me why it's happend?Do it means i have done enought good things in life yet i need to make a move 1st?as i too sacastic?Or maybe i'm over thinking ?
the answer is just around the conner.

My hard was clamed , my legs has no more feeling
my brain doens't run fast , my concertration getiing weak....
does't this means an end? do i need tell everythings until i'm end?
or i just keep everythings no one know . there is the only road that i choose and
that the things i never choose in live i hope for somethings sudelly, friends of mine are correct what the meaning if you are rich and you trying to buy friends instead of using your eye and see.

(i sudelly cry)
i found out that i'm a weired person, why do i write do here
maybe i'm holding it too long i dowant't to care anymore,
who's care about this as i notice people just pass by and hope for picture to see
to see what i'm now i'm very happy but ... JUST BUT nothings else there.

as from saturday i went to melacca with one of my internet friends at first ,i been knowing him 2 years or maybe longer , he has hearing problem but i found out that when a hearing problem people are still surving for live why do i let it go so easy,
i do have a better things then him , ask your self why would like to slack down and doens't do anything at the moment, i never drop tear of writing a blog here but when i see what people are doing in my eyes now are more the friendship.yes back to topic
i went with him, edmondson at first i was thinking he is a weird person but since i know him so long i found out actuly he's trying to protect he himself, i'm sorry that sometime i over talked you just beacause i doens't realize that you are protectiong your self, as my thinking i though it was ok, but not everyone could handdle that or maybe accept that. yet we are brothers now as i doens't think it before i don't know it's a good things or bad things , but i know it if anythings or everthings me or him doesn't hurt each other i guess it's ok the somethings.. but if there is somethings hiding for it i guess this GOD brothers realasionshio doens't has a meaning, if you read about here i wrote it todays , it might be happening somedays just that it depance you saw it or not. Treating me eating at melacca i'm very happy, i love to get treating from people but it's was like i'm just too over to stick gold dust? oh shit sorry i don't that ok i wrote this down incase future somethings happend. Todays was a true about me but future it's what you think i'm if you reffer here i guess no point i telling lie and keep it for so long. Eds i do love this brother things but if in future i do use you or you use me i think we'll just end it here. I don't keep forever here beacause i doens't believe into it. people get bored someday it depance how do see things.do you believe that i droping tears for this bloging stuff.. i never thought of that ...sometimes is hard to talk to you but nevermind i learn to tolerate it beacause i don't tolerate last time that why i keep doing mistake ... For the reason why i want to wrote so long beacause people get bored reading about it if you notice this page i guess you know what's im thinking now . but i doens't hope you saw this at this few moment just beacause if you saw it was like i'm a talker else what?

i only confest it here but if you doens't get it sorry
it might be a missunderstood here ...

you said that i'm overthinking ,
well yes i'm ... sometime i realize that i always make mistake in the way of not thinking that make my stinks...


Eds
you are somethings,
i never thinks of friendships like this,
you make me feel strong as an example,
i'm very lucky that i doens't ignore you,
i'm glad that you found your love once at the momeny
i'm very happy for that melacca trips,
as you ask me before can we be friends forever,
i only can tell you what i want to said in here i said already,
everytime you ask i'll just escape it beacause i don't want talk about it,
i lost forever in my mind beacause things around me doens't stand forever,
today we might be GOD brothers but future how would you think about this,
i guess if you see this please don't let me know,
beacause it's no meaning asking me about this,
todays what i wrote is what i'm now ,
if once days you found that i'm have some intentions to get somethings from you
please please please visit here i guess for future or now i just dowant people
missunderstood...i already lost one ,
now i get one do you think i still appreciate,
i do think you are a good icon to me beacause i never found somebody like you
treating people as your close one... you are a good adjuster, i will not forget
beacause this friendship it's what i realize what's a friendship,for me normally i
just thought friendship was a things that we can used each other but i found out
at this moment i'm badly wrong.

I DOENS'T LIKE TO TALK FACE TO FACE FOR THIS PROBLEM
beacause i found out it's very fake when you listen it ...
writing it down is better then telling it.i also hope what you see
in your eyes are what you want ... as sometime you ask me those questiion
i don't know how to reply you because i found it very fake.

promiss me if you see this don't ask me
if you ask it's become fake when fake become
that is a missunderstood, maybe you doens't get what i mean here
never mind there is alot of time.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

It's the 84 post of the year X D

wow mondays was my final last day weh damn tired weh that day @@ , wounder why haha i sleep for 2 hours for that day @@ so sien weh .... my caligraphy final project take me 3 week yet it's just 80% done ...from friday i started to do the Final Project weh do do do do fridays no go out saturday no go out sunday no go out weh
still not yet done sien jor la wehhh.......... cuting the top of the celing of the SIAM House is a wasting time ...... dui lucky i finish on monday 3 somethings then went to kai house and do the research folder @@ took me about 2 hours to do .. then fly back to house and sleep damn strees too hard to sleep i think i took an hours to get into sleep yet later shit man middle of the sleep wake up for no reason ,..... then sleep back ..... SHIT KAI DIN SAW THE 9 OC msg ONLY WAKE ME UP @@ , actuly i told him wake me up at the 8oc @@ but seem i take too long to do my research folder then i write a note in his pc @@ WAKE ME UP AT 9 .wah lau he sleep at 1oc morning .. i sleep around 5 sad de la ...i went to his his that time he alredy sleeping but lucky i got his house key so can borrow pc and do my resarch haha X Dsumore that day damn sui modem kena goreng don't know what happend la no raining no ligning also..... sad sad.... then wake up presentation till.... 12 oc wuhahah our class was the great once X D(so action weh).. then went to lunch lo prepair for the DRAWING EXAM @@ woot .... guess what damn tired de draw the things also run abit haha but @@ don't know will failed anot @@....

AFTER 2 FINALS OUR CLASS WENT TO STEAMBOAT HAHA X D
DAMN weh i raech there around 7 30/7 45 shit got ppl more early then me .... haha don't care i booked 3 table so start to eat eat eat eat eat eat till 10 oc .Then i paid the bill RM 550 .haha no more activitis jor aiks send my friends all home haha ....b4 they go .... FUCK WEH STILL GOT RM150 in hand arr you all rich kid dowant the class fund returned back arr ...... aiks some tell me keep the money 1st ya X D so so i keep the money.... sien la keeping the money ... feel like using it ...
then night time i thought no more activitis jor so went home bath. (RING RING RING)
i got a feeling OH SHIT GOING OUT AGAIN ARR..... swt- Then i pick up UNCLE peter called @@ ask meout for celebration haha i said ok lo but i said i dowant to drive weh he said ok la i know la .since so long din meet X D and after hang up the phone i was wounder how on earth uncle peter know i got finals @@.. wired weh.no comment la then he come and fetch me went to sowhere that i don't know it's a bar ermm just enter la don't care la aredy blur blur haha then i saw UNCLE ALBERT , TEOH ... and few of my so called Korkor haha was there wah sai jar 2 weh .... now i know why they know i'm final brink beer at first ... sudelly swt they open hard liqure which i scare of haha but lucky 1 bottle only , manny wired things about them also i was asking in blur tomorrow you all no need work arr they said WE just STRIKED the TOP SALE .... then they send me home haha ... like that lo.i don't remember what time but i feel the time is around 2 to 3 oc lo

Next day morning i wake up damn early @@ no idea maybe still stress haha around 10oc like that then went on9 haha my friends was wounder how on earth ur modem kena goreng still mannage to on9 at home haha one of my classmate borrow me his extra modem X D that how i on9 haha the talk with eds ling mengz my fellows uncles haha until 12 soomething then ask mengz for lunch lo sumore i want change my modem i mean claim my modem. went to eat chicken rice near mengz house X Dwah lau that chicken rice so tiow take us 30 min to get our food done .........aiks finish eating then went to DIGITAL MALL (I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE PEOPLE ARE SO UN-POLIE) wah sai i went to the shop name OTAG.... don't know what name de la the people working there like FUCKING SHIT... i gave him the modem and he ask what the problem's i tell him that the days of that i on the modem and i use then sudelly the voltage jump ....
then i go on it back wah sai modem goreng .... dead liow aiks . i told him like that
he said MUST IS LIGHNING ....macam i bluff him nia... pui pui ... if you have no intention to warranty just said we don't send warranty la ... sohai 1 people warranty also not your shop is the modem shop .... are you dumb enought or you too lazy to do that for me aren't you give me this kind of service ? FUCK YOU STEVEN that saleman which i still remember his name since last 6 month ago... don't think i'm a kid yet i know nothing... then he call wait i later help u do yours. so i and mengz wait there ... then a girl come ask me what the problem this 1 better ... i retell what the problem and then she said i gona go to the warranty dept and ask can warranty you and NAH STEVEN SOHAI LEARN FROM PEOPLE LA ..... THIS CALL SERVICE ... no like you said ppl lighing strike cannot warranty .... then she ask me to follow her down and we do reach the warranty dept she ask the person there what the problem
she just said 1 words to the guy the voltage sudelly jump modem cannot on.. THAT GUY JUST SAID WARRANTY LO. wah wah wah so song jor ... at least you try when the problem come customer also will accept you what also din't do you expect customer to accept?
that why I FUCKING HATE CHINESE SALEMAN AND ASIAN .... ALSO MY SELF. Then get the warranty slip , ciao lo .... drive to ss2 go to compwarz for my lan card and 2'5inc hdd , i reach there abbout 3 no parking greats .... turn turn turn then .... found damn fark haha don't care la .... then go and find the stuff i want yeah that leng chai serve me again this guy abit talkive but i like the way he serve macam fake but true from it's mouth haha then he serve me and mengz , mengz bought a casing for his 2'5 inc hdd i also bought 1 2'5inc hdd with cassing , then buy 2 lan cos bro pc lan card burned .... jar 2 then i ask that fei chai lan card got warranty arrr? he said got as long u bought in 1 year ... we always accept the warranty !!!!! wah lau not like digital mall .... that why people are earning momney and smiling X D. when you give customer statifactions customer know your stuff expensive abit also come back and buy ... we buy service not your attitude... then i give that fei chai my burned lan card wait for warranty X D .... as happy as i go....all day at home ... sleep ...

NEVER GO DIGITAL MALL AS I ALWAYS TOLD MY FRIENDS
THAT TIME I BOUGHT MY MODEM AT DIGITAL MALL COS I WANT D LINK MODEM ...
COMPWARZ DON'T HAVE SO I GO TO DIGITALMALL BUY...
MANNY FRIENDS SAID AIKS YOU SUI ONLY 1 SHOP IS LIKE THAT NIA NOT ALL
I CAN TELL YOU ALL THE SHOP ARE THE SAME IN DIGITALL EXPECT "ALL IT THE 3RD FLOOR"
WHY COS THEY HAVE A DEPT FOR WARRANTY ONLY SO YOU NO NEED WORRY , AND THE STUFF THEY SELLING ABIT EXPENSIVE 1 AS I SAID WE BUY SERVICE NOT ATTITUDE WHY THE SAME SHOP SELLING THE SAME THINGS BUT SOME ARE NOT EVEN EARNING? NOW YOU KNOW WHY.


ermm wednesdays arr ...
early wake up like sohem don't know do what ..... go cafe lo ....
play whole day there haha then went home sleep X D

thrusdays
same lo go cafe lo haha .... nth to do clean my tabble this and that lo
play On9game at home lo ... sleep damn early no idea why so tired haha

friday arr wake up at 6 30 morning lo X D play On9 game till 10 oc cos maintance ma
so cannot play haha format my pc lo ...... tilll now stoning (almost 3oc ) window cd got problem @@ sad 2 oc only can format, clean my tabble .....aiks still
installing the program.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

somethings un-X-pected



9 things I learned about the world from anonymous stock photo models.











9 things I learned about the world according to anonymous
stock photo models.





I was searching for shitty telecom companies the other day
and Qwest came up as the first result (the 2nd through
6th results linked to Verizon). So I clicked the top link and saw this:





"Finally," I thought to myself, "a site that sells chubby black women."
Unfortunately, after hours of searching there were no black women to be
found; only DSL and local phone service. Here are some other photos
I found on corporate websites, and what I learned about the world based on the
images:


1. Attempts to portray
sincere parent/child relationships always seem creepy.




There aren't many things I don't want to experience in life, but the sensual
caress of a parent going through mid-life crisis is one of them.


2. Hot curly haired black women
go moist for wireless broadband routers and mainframes.




Possibly the first and only cliche in history I've wanted to bang,
curly-haired black women are the preferred marketing tool to sell obscure
telecom products and telephone services so long as their skin tone isn't too
dark. She should be dark enough to score that hip
diversity dollar, but not so dark as to scare away that heartland racist
dollar.


Microsoft also tried to employ use of the hot black woman for marketing Vista
recently, but as usual, they got it wrong:



"Fuck it." -Microsoft's advertising agency


3. People who sit in cramped
cubicles answering customer service calls in drab corporate callcenters
are overjoyed to help fix your DSL modem.




Meet Ron:



I don't know Ron, but I guarantee you that Ron has never said
"allow us to provide you with excellent customer service." In fact, I'd
be willing to bet that Ron provides satisfactory, but not excellent customer service,
jerks it to manga, gets in heated arguments over Battlestar Galactica,
and hates his job because his
boss doesn't appreciate him enough. But some day Ron will get
his degree in computer science, quit his job, and then his boss will
be sorry for not paying Ron more! Until then,
he's an undersexed shill. Unless the beefy,
goateed computer programmer look is making a comeback, and based on
personal experience, it hasn't.


Here's another gem. Can you guess why this man is smiling?




There are only three reasons you should ever be this delighted about
anything, and all of them involve you being a hot chick, meeting me, and lube.


4. At least 1 in 3 people
chosen at random will necessarily be "African American," even though
only 13% of the US population is black.










When a corporation claims to be diverse, what they really mean is that
they hire black people, asians, and a latino every now and then. There
is no image more meticulously engineered in this world than that of
a corporation's statement on "diversity." For example, the energy company
Entergy states on its website that the cornerstone of their corporate culture
is:


respect ... for every individual regardless of race, gender, nationality,
religion, sexual orientation or any other cultural factor. "Tolerance" is
insufficient in this organization that values differences...



Entergy should be commended for having the courage to go beyond simply
"tolerating" different races by treating them with respect, because it
is assumed that other races are not treated with respect unless a corporation
explicitly states that they do on their website. The world needs more companies
willing to follow Entergy's bold leadership by doing more than just tolerating
other races.







5. The amount of forced
enthusiasm you have for a commercial product is directly proportional to
how big of an asshole you are.


The Kashi cereal "Satisfaction Squad:"





If you could divide-by-zero when calculating the size of an asshole,
this is what it would look like:




6.
Kids love manual labor.




Apparently what's good for kids is to make them wash your car.


I've only had one dream in my life with kids in it that didn't involve
me gnawing my feet off, and it had to do with kids doing my laundry.


7.
That one-handed, one-knee laptop bullshit is the preferred way to get real work
done.




Casual, yet all business.


8.
Random-ass white dudes should be placed all over your corporate website for no
fucking reason.








Thanks for the superfluous visual aid, random cowboy dipshit! We couldn't
have inferred what you meant by "hats off" without it!


9.
Teenage boys share intimate feelings with each other.




This is an unedited clip from an actual anti-smoking brochure. I'm going
to assume Mike is the fat one, and the other kid's name is Jerry. Here's
how I envision the conversation went immediately after Mike's confession:


Mike: I think my parents would be very disappointed if I ever smoked.


Jerry: Hey, thanks for sharing your feelings with me Mike. Smoking's totally not cool. I'm glad we feel the same way.


Mike: Really?


Jerry: No, limp dick! I'm going to light up a fat blunt and then I'm going
to rape your mouth!






2,437,498 people have a skewed perception of reality due to their inability
to recognize subtle corporate propaganda.

it's from http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net

Saturday, April 12, 2008

I doens't buy your mistake as mine.



Wee it's my final one of the Final assignment that i done is this really love it haha.


Wah lau quite bz la friends , i seldom got free time to blog (but got time go yam cha) hahah serious no time no joking everythings rush rush... the most sien is caligraphy sad la that subject , redo work until me sot sot ....aiks lucky fridays i pass up all redo work... nothings much just normal life for da whole 3 weeks
wake up > class > lunch > class >go home > do assignment > sleep .whole 3 weeks like that lo nothings much la, somethings special is we found out some really cool
stuff X D We found that "看鸡蛋" is a bad words for indo @@ one of our class mate told us .... we was like ha ...then created this comunity call [看鸡蛋] in msn X D.
currently got 10 to 13 ppl in da [看鸡蛋] group.... hope to grow more haha X D.

FINISH DRAMA CLASS
Wao after week of traning at last i can hand stand at the drama X D, cool eh
hope to get the video but 4get aiks need to ask from my classmate de X D.

Just another Excuese, do you think so?
Coco sorry that day can't make it to your birthdays bar-ty,
as you know i never make an excuese until i enter college,
please please understand me.

i never thought i will let you down, yet i'm only doing my own part
please don't feel bad about me , it's time to let me move on
i don't want things screw up, really sorry girl.
How about you and telbom? I hear that he's always with you wor X D.

Telbom thanks for the greeting on my birthday i'm very sorry .
i din't reply you , beacause that time i have no more batt yet i'm at melacca .
sorry bro , i ain't making excuese but if you think i am , then i am .

recent what just happend
Sometimes i really don't know what my friends think, they always said me do half and talk half... ok i admin that la , then later on wired msg poping out of my pc
i want but i don't dare to give you , what la wiredo until no one tell me what happend sick of this weh if you see this bro/sis kindly tell me please la i ain't a good guesser weh .IF there is nothing important then i think i would not care about it.

I will never never never buy people mistake,
don't think i'm fake , i'm helping you much that you can see
i have no words that if you said i'm fake
don't judge people by the first sign you are always wrong.
i would not tell everythings if that is very important
don't you realize ....
i always help but none of those fucker out there appreciate.
don't know why just don't know why.

She call me out of sudden

aiks no more care about it la i already let it go
do what you like , i doens't care about it anymore
since you are the one who , started it i doens't care anymore
why do you still call me , and drop me a msg yet a stupid sentance
i won't be another guesser for this i had enought, it not my fault
since so long i gave what you want now i learn , people like you doens't
appreciate, if i were last time you drop me a fucking msg i will try my
best to find it out yet not , you already a X do i still care about it ?
if i do , why makes you think i change my mind.
GIVING YOU A HOPE DOENS'T MEANS I LOVE YOU DON'T YOU FUCKING GET IT?
WE ARE OVER , IT'S ENDS SINCE LONG LONG TIME AGO.
yet you still send me stupid msg , and now you tell me go get you back
to forgive your mistake? I doens't buy your mistake ,so yeah what you thinking
in your mind i don't care anymore, You are worst to be a friends.
Now i know why people around you said you .... DO YOU REALIZE THAT?
YET STOP SMS ME OR MSN ME I DON'T CARE ANYMORE
Please keep your words to yours self
1. i want to , but i don't dare to give.
2. Realize that you are the best.
3. you are a great person....
KEEP IT BXXX i never think of that since we ended.

i get angry from last week till now, no idea what just happend just angry
then keep on argue with one of the internet frineds wah lau i already no words de leh
he's another one said i'm talking half and do half ... can't you tell me clearly ?
just i said that X just said are you looking down on my english... wei dude whos looking down on you when this country it's already spoil... i have no idea what's that argue for then just keep talk and talk ... until we settle down . sometimes i found hard to talk to X aiks . One of the post said if geting hard in it why don't you let go ? i sugesst that is correct but aiks if i just don't face it problem will become more and more , when life can't slove problem that suck weh . i'm trying to slove problem to have a better me , sometime i really beh tahan X but i just learn to do that . X just said things that he like yet same to listen if you tell X things X will never listen ,dude WHY CAN'T YOU THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE REJECTION?Just wundering what's going on, i'm learning the process yet i'm not trying to let go.
as i told some of the friends i just don't want to care about it anymore...I DONEST ESCAPE FROM PROBLEM , DUE TO LIFE IS FULL OF PROBLEM WAITING FOR US TO SLOVE.just let it go? huh you sure bro what if your life is full of this kind of people how manny people do you need to let it go? did the problem slove? i guess not much people would choose to stay....


i want to tell but u can't telll
i want to let you all know but i can't make it
i just sad about that, yet i/m angry too.