Saturday, February 23, 2008

just another boring week X D

I hope she doens't ignore me X D but sad case la ... dowant to said de
pass wekk i also don't know do what de lo but i know i quite bz oh ya i just remember it i had a presentation on wed last week damn stress he print out at the last minuter and it cos 50 @@ for the whole freking book .... then present that art moment FAUVISM ... wah lau i also don't know said what ... until i get blur i tell them i hate last minute work and yet they are stil doing it...


this few years i have change for some reason maybe is that words made me this way
i never use my brain last time since that incident happend. i have change... i become so emosional and eazy to get my eyes drop tears so easy.. no comment about this.

since when i change?
since when there is a hope thinking?
since when i really falling in love?


do i really change ? yes i think X D
i see hope when that incident happend
this year but she doens't know about it.

Friday, February 15, 2008

i bet she doens't tell out this

sometimes i think if people in life with somebody they will called he or she offten,
i got a strange feeling she can't feel it. my first sign told me about it yes she is been getting chasing by somebody.people like to use pet bro or what else to get closer to a person , it might be a future plan for that , i don't know she know anot but not to bring down people words. i'm a new comer but am i welcomed? i guess no.
i guess i can guess that guys plans , first he will bring manny friends into a tea a dinner or so called yam cha. next they will pick some joker in a group to make you feel happy with them.sort of somethings like that , people won't sudelly pop up in a few days rolls,as days goes by less and less people will be in the tabble close and close it would be you can't feel it beacause you thought of it's only my pet ...but the truth is yes the more the closer are the more chances you have.here goes the old trick i bought some ticket with my fren that you know wannt to have a movie? if it's a yes,when you reach there you will see 1 person that said oh shit my friends just
left me out would you mind you me watching the movie?As what i said i knew of it why , don't ask me why if this is true , it's some old story i told before at high school X D , they copy? ops they just inveted....not to bring down them, but aiks i serious don't know who to said about it cause talk diffrent infront of girl.Ok let make it eazy here what ever a guys can't get they will try to bring down someone but this is the wrong part, i just want her to know is what i said from here is the truth if it's a yes i think i have no words due to no choice i didn't ask her about it ,maybe this paragraph will make her don't want to see and read but i hope if you see this please don't tell out if not what i just said is diffrent.
i hope you get what i mean , i'm serious with you i been trying hard to get with you am i a wrong once?wrong moves? ok cool i doens't know jokes alot will it be cold when whe having a chat?i think she doens't know what's happening here X D. so i wrote a future paragraph for you. i hope i'm right but god made it this way X D i'm happy with every choice X D but as i know i'm fighing with armo and they have alot of bullet to shoot , i can't hold on long just a wile....

please don't be angry with this paragraph
i'm not trying to bring down every one here
but i just want to jod down and make a witness for this post
i'm chasing you just that you can't feel it yet
i'll ask you when i got time
just don't tell what you read from here i promissed
if it's true i'm chooing to leave
if it's not true see how will you accept me .. for some reason
as my words i end here. keep it to your self . rather it's true or false just let me know.i could be your friends i would be happy X D serious. but if can i would hope u and me can have a start of a relationship so that i know how to express to you, due to i have a distance with you i filter alot of stuff and it's gona make it very cold.

samson 2nd attend for her.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

wee guess what

CNY aiks sien jor dowant said 1st day wake up brush teeth then my guma came at the 1st days they are having dinner at my house , i been spending whole afternoon at the cafe. then sleep . 2nd day of cny more sien watch HBO, START MOVIE ...so on nothigns lo then went to KaoFu house X D since no people are comming @@ sad . then went home wah damn alot of things to do lo after 12 oc X D went to yam char with kok wai and pang , follow by jian wei X D then jian wei left lo aiks we ate alot of stuff kinda of maraton hahaah X D ... then went home haha ... then the 3rd day do some assignmnet at the morning then sis hubbie said want to go mid valley hahaha i followed them kinda a like light bulb but whos care? they aredy married X D...
bought vans shoes then walk about few hours then went home ... shit dad and mum not at home .... we planed to call pizza 1 but aiks just wait la about 1 and an a half hour they came back then we called the pizza and eat .... njoy till late and watch STAR MOVIE "PIRATED OF THE CARABIN" .. then bath and want to go out X D

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Did you notice?me love you?

wao today went to oneU bought pants and have some fun ... shoping haha
went there about 4 oc , head to burger king talk and chat with mz, poan , andy after 1 and a half hour sintao , sintao gf ,andrew, and another frinds haha 4get his name dui went to meet us then ciao ..... haha then around 7 oc we start to leave burger king haha 3 house after my lunch haha then only started to walk , then saw weilang haha ... we like almost walk the whole oneU for 2 times haha new wings side i went to 3point6 bought 2 long pants as we waiting sintao select his shoes want to buy but aiks ... no words haha then i paid for pants lo after trying the fiting ....went to lala shop see got what cheap stuff haha wanted to get a pouch de but too lala for me haha i don't like very funky and manny design on a things i like simple haha and easy but when come to art i will ignor that i just like to wear normal X D....then went to jusco there go and find our dai kor weng kong haha "people whole malaysia top sale number 2 weh" so chat abit with him then andy and mz went to the middle part of jusco and have a look of the jeans haha then andy was like ok la i want to buy .. then mengz also haha end up mengz bought a short pants. As i mention after meeting and wait them fiting the jeans i saw some short pants it look cool haha i really like it so i ask for the size wow don't have 35 sad weh so i get 34 for the 1st piece then 2nd 1 is 35 weee X D paid lo , poan get that short pants. we 3 bought the same color macam gay atrrrr haha but no la quite ok as me in my cupboard it was like few color that i have is Green , brown , fare white color i have few set of the color as in 1 group color haha so it sound crazy but i think it's ok la haha learn how to have own style haha .... earn it before you lose it X D.so sad for andy he was like teman us walk only @@ .around 11 oc like that tut tut lo i'm driving weh sien to tut gam aiks jam jam jam almost 20 min in da ground .... then when i heading to the exit we plan to have a tea or food section so stop at ming tien lo haha around 1230 after reaching ming tien + parking damn gay weh today mengz and poan called fried Kua tiew then me and andy called jawa noodle haha , i drink "mypretty women" jucice poan also haha then mengz also juice but for get haha and drink teh lo wah i just notice i cal walk whole days haha then send andy back follow by mengz then poan then reach home..........so sad weh house like zombie .... all dead sleeping aiks so watch tv also sien go bath lo.... then thinking stuff till now haha


CAN YOU FEEL ME?
I'M EXPRESSING TO YOU!!
IT'S YOU , JUST YOU.

I just want you to know that i'm worry about you,
If you just notice me i think you have a better mind,
I ain't no other plan for that,
For why i'm inlove with you i have no idea.

I just feel that i want to share the feeling with you,
If i could just tell you the truth,
I ain't hoping you see this but i hope you notice
For why i just can't tell you .

I just have a strange feeling are you hiding from me,
If you were just let me know cause i don't how you would feel,
I ain't a sweet talker but if you give me a chance i could change it,
For this i would just said it my feeling.

I sudelly feel that you are having someone that but, it's true?
If you just tell me, but you won't cause you might think that i'm talking 2 somebody.
I ain't hoping you will see this but for the faith i hope you could.
For just this i hope you see and understand.

I just hope you undetstand why i don't express to you,
If i just make this move you will be shocked,
I ain't a future breaker so i will no make obvios move such as tell you,
For this yes i'm serious about you yet you still don't know

I just hope you and me are friends now.
If i just scare you , would it be my friends comment make you think of somethings
I ain't a good guesser but if that is an yes i have no words,
For relationship i'm not a perfect once but i will share as much i can.

I'm not forcing you , but you would just think who i'm talking to
If i just tell you , you are the one i'm telling.
I ain't confussing you but i hope you know i'm serious with you.
For this hope i hope you are a good guesser so you know who i'm talking too.

I'm very down that you din't online at the few days moment, did i scare you?
If yes i think you better let me know cause i don't know how you would feel,
I ain't hoping you togather with me but i hope we can have a try,
For the love of me i would just said give me a slot i will show you all.

I'm very serious about this did you notice,
If not i will not just show you here,
I ain't good in relationship
For relationship i always have screw ups moment.

I'm scare that you don't accept me, that why i'm not telling you
If you just don't accept me could we be frineds?
I ain't brave because i don't how far i can go with you.
For the feeling of me and myself i just waiting.

I'm feeling that i'm loosing you but did you see how sad i am?
If you just can see , which mood i will be?
I ain't geting angry or sad about that as i mention i have a screw ups relationship,
For the screw ups i hope this is no longer active in me.

I have no words at the moment
If i got i hope i can tell you but will you borrow me your ear?
I ain't everythings to you but do i meant to be somethings?
For just somethings i would be very happy.

I would just try if there is some blocking
If there are too much blocking i would just give up and keep to my future plan
I ain't just telling you here i hope you read,
For the hope of me i hope u notice that i'm admiring you.

just thank you for your time for the long sentance
but i don't know how to tell you just my blog and it's my feeling.
samson true words.X D