Thursday, December 27, 2007

STIGY AS YOU LIKE YOU WILL BE IGNORE

sometimes i feel that people do see people it's look follow by inner...
haiz what to do i have found 2 stingy frineds in my life the first one aiks damn la he always failed to paid taxi money , always said NO SMALL CHANGE YOU PAID 1ST.
aisk no comment about this la he aredy is a past ... another one is more even worst
he failed to mange to call us by using his phone and yet always said that my phone creadits and got 1 time i check his phone it's is more then mine and he still keep it
aiks , faild to call nevermind la the more worst is evendo sms also can't paid for it and yet he said his a hore fisher (one night stand master) blah blah we just listen , he also have a girlfriends and yet he still not appreciate. all been awile he just said his friends told him that fishing girl on bed no neeed use money this is what he told us... we admin we love girl but we don't play girl like that .
he just fish for his college friends, what to do he thinks he's a pro.Yet i still remember what he said , If a girl failed to go with you, doens't means you failed fishing it means she don't know how to play the game...( he thinks this is a western country ) brother wake up la if i'm a girl for youi totally will see your background 1st you haven no background i play with you for what , FOR LUST? FOR LOVE? BULLSHIT?
It's money talking, all his so call brother are fishermen why beacause they are rich. he just stick to rich people and yet he just call people and tell people we are bloodbrothers. it's so bullshiting, maybe his friends know it but just treat him as a friends.(He always said his friends can do it why can't you)
too bad if i'm a fishermen i won't talk lould ...why ? it's your privated life weh what for you tell out ,you think girl are what ?made of paper after used trow?just fuck it , stingy ass hole want a girl friends and fuck yet still go out to fish other girl at night.i don't know how his girlfriends found out when the night secret review. i guess he would just blame anyone of us.evendo his almost few years friends he also din call him BLOODBROTHER.... he just a failure in life X D as i said he has a mother fucking good life after all... he got the ear drum.

IF YOU A BEAUTIFUL CAR ,YET YOU FAILED TO PUMP PETROL MIND AS WELL DON'T BUY IF.
IF YOU THINKS ARE SO EAZY TO MADE OF WHY DON'T YOU SHOW YET KEEP TALKING.
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE SMART, NO YOU JUST AS STUPID AS YOU LOOK.
IF YOU THINK ONE IS NOT ENOUGHT , MIND AS WELL DON'T BREAK PEOPLE HEART.
IF YOU ARE SO STINGY AND YET SO MANNY GIRL COMMING AROUND YOU I THINK I'M WRONG.
IF YOU CAN'T DO IT JUST DON'T PROMISSED PEOPLE.
IF YOU FAILED TO DRIVE AND WANT TO GO FOR A DRINK MIND AS WELL DON'T CALL PEOPL OUT.
IF YOU JUST SO SELFISH THINKING ABOUT YOUR SELF DON'T CALL PEOPLE OUT.
IF YOU JUST WANT TO FISH GIRL GO A HEAD GOD GOT EYE.

SAD ABOUT THIS ....wasting time about this.....

Through the Eyes of Love

Walking with you in the moonlight
You move with the grace of a dove
Like an Angel in flight
Seeing you through the eyes of love
Streaming moonbeams caress your face
As they dart from above
I long for you warm embrace
Seeing you through the eyes of love
Inner beauty and a forever glow
Soft like the touch of a velvet glove
No longer afraid to let you know
Seeing you through the eyes of love

pass week and what i doing X D


pass week i done this image X D




Last few week this cute little doggie came to our house , it's prepair to give the magnum boss at my area here @@ grandpa said want to give our dog to people then whole house make noice ... abit of fight la sien jor la then in my heart i said no1der you so cold heart la, the story is like this actuly at my family tree i got 3 uncle and 2 aunties one of the uncle was given to somebody else , sad to hear that but what i know is that time my grandma was in sick and they have no choice to give thier son to other .... and today ... he is the hong leong bank blah blah stuff.....
i know this because my "GUMA" told me when i was in factory so i know manny things about MY OWN FAMILY TREES,Before that my grandpa's father is a very rich man but no idea why when it come to my grandpa it has a awaful life.... but our family tree also din go and tell THAT UNCLE Y.Y people aredy treat his so long aredy @@ it's done just done.... who's care anyway if he know about it what can he do?or what will he do... he got a family and the face of his is so damn alike as my 1st uncle...
sad aredy... i knew last time my dad has a mr2 which is in his ages but let the 1st uncle screw up and just prepair nothings.... maybe is a solution .. what i think maybe too negative... my dad also din't said anythings what can i said he my uncle ...He marrieds a Awful wife that is ... sad to hear he got a broken marriage..
aiks too much .. i think i better stick on my plan ... so back to the doggie
that doggie so cute but the skin colour abit weird haha who's cares that magnum uncle just want some dog to protect his birdnest farm.
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Boring life weh wake up , eat , go cafe , come home eat sleep play games ....
for few weeks aredy jor ....i still have 6 figure to draw... what a life then last few days i was trying stuff at illustrator i made some of this tag logo or we call that blueprints

this is the first 1st one i made it @@ then follow by this

i think it look great haha X D no comment la i just free and made this...
this is what i like the most i knew how to made a grossy circle

A combination of GREEN and YELLOW which i like the most haha X D
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wao it's christmass eve..... i siting at home at first then go out for dota....
then stone at home and started to send sms at 11 oc then i recieve a msg from freedom told me about there is a gathering BBQ party at haur house then i went there and celebrate.... we BBQed until late weh it's 12 midnite to morning 4 somethings
have some V.S.O.P haur bought it ... haha i drink little cos i'm driving ...
then went home sleep ... wah damn.
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wa 3 at the afternoon i only wake up @@ then watch astro lo @@ 4 somethings i
went out for dota again haha play till late lo then go home watch astro ...
then mid night i go out play dota again ...sleep at 5 oc
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this is the most boring day i ever had .... afternoon wake up stone until night time and take a nap at 7 to 10 everning haiz then watch astro again ....until late then go out and look for food 1st i wanted to buy burger but the tme is around 3 somethings so i thing ramlee burger are closing soon gua so i din go for it i went to mcd haha get a spicy mcdelux ....then after food i online and talk to ling lo
talk to her till very later then she made a move haha send a some blog links when i having a nap at 7 to 10 that time frame..
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same life .... wake up eat tv dota dota dota home eat TV yam cha at mcd haha then DOTA at worms ... sad la this kind of life damn sien weh sumore i got 2 more week to to start college ...

Saturday, December 15, 2007

What i see...

Sometimes i feel that malaysian chinese are failure ....
1. they failed to understand
2. they to high confidents about thier self and din't mange to do the change yet talk only.

arrr i can't stand malaysian chinese ... they just out of control as my friends know that i' hate smoker , but beign a smoker is not a crime so i accept that but today what i see is that really failed to UNDERSTAND LANGUARGE , manny of them saw the SIGN OF STRICKLY NO SMOKING AT THIS AREA.... you know what i saw BUNCH OF INDIANS , MALAYS, CHINESE are going to the area to smoke .. that why i said i hate some of the chinese people they not just failed to understand languarge and they do things at the situation.

High confidents it don't show that he/she a failure but aiks they just can't stop criticize that and make me feel they just talk around.

As i told my self before when people said if that is me i can do it better, they make me sick /onion2 just can't get what they thinking.

Sometimes i really hate people like this they just join the crowded and start to do stupid stuff... that why i also said chinese most of the time is destroying thier self , Impression of thier image... that what i'm trying to said.


Maybe i'm wrong they would have a day or when things come they know why people can't do better. what we see are diffrent that what we do , Words and talking are hiding manny words.
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I found out this Blog site is so cool haha no one is reading the one of the main reason i avoiding some sort of msg that i don't want to share i'll been listing out the things but not most of the things i show all out... but i think this is a good for me to shout out....
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W960I
Wao this phone is out and i hear that Rynz told me that she saw the pricing at PRYMID is 1.3k @@ i was got anot wor .... din ask much Den leave ... and i check it out on this website cool weh this webbie show all the phone got (http://www.mobile-review.com/review/sonyericsson-w960-en.shtml) i'm happy that this phone is out ...
but the cyn told me that, she said UK launch the phone on january @@ i was woundering malaysia are so fast @@ about the Phone.
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Going out with shintao with andrew and one of thier friends
just drink tea blah blah ........

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Bought a New sim card at Kelana Jaya Giant X D it's call HAPPY sim pack, sound weired haha The seller told me that we can use 99sen to talk for 45 min @@ but the website said that is "Never PAY MORE THEN 99SEN/CALL TALK AS LONG AS YOU WANT..." Diffrent things said by them the website said that is a 99sen for the unlimited talk time .... but the seller said that
I like this number X D 0143210359 cool rite X D

this is what i do the whole day X D

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Pass week...what i've done haha



My cute little fei fei X D, got 1 day i took this picture haha Fei Fei was shocked X D



My bull bull head GONE @@ omg haha


MY PACKAGING FINAL DONE X D SO STRESS LEH I DO MANNY OF IT AT LAST I MADE THIS DONE AND PASS IT UP TODAY HAHA X D.THEN WENT TO EAT >...< GUMA 4 DIN PICK UP MY PHONE @@ SAD WAITED TILL 130 MUM CALL BACK TO MEE I'M GLAD THAT @@ then 145 she reach and send me home @@ called mengz he told me he forget today we are going to ONE UTAMA sad. haha i think he's comming now X D Horray Holiday aredy ... hope everythings is ok just give me a pass i'm happy X D.


Monday, December 10, 2007

Woo almost finish X D

pass few week has nothings happend , just some argument with some stupid class mate X D for get bout him den X D lazy to talk... acting like a kid ... change the msn title scare lecturer can't see his msn title . and told us don't so fake... i was woundering fuck you la you the one who said diffrent things and do diffrent things...
last time got 1 classmate birthday she ask for present ... he's the first 1st one who said fuck la if she dare to ask me i call go eat !@*( . Then when she Birthday that time he said omg it's your birthday.After lunch togather he told us i so gona buy somethings for her .... fuck you la , scare like a bird la she ask him then he shacking ... then said ok ok i buy you some present..... WHO THE FAKE ONE?

That day i was asking who told lecturer said that we scold one of the student... i Made a Title in msn said that "WHICH FUCKER IS THE LIGHER , TELL LECTURERE THAT SOME OF THE STUDENT BEEN SCOLD BY ONE OF THE CLASSMATE".I been asking around who's that guy all said don't know so i put it on msn hope someone will tell me. next day He said i'm the lighter... then this and that i'm not trying to insult anyone of the classmate (SO LAME) we din't said about the insult part he just admin it he din't said that AND CHANGE HIS MSN TITLE .... lame weh . like kid then he few days also dowant to change until lecturer online then he only change .... scare people don't know, i been asking that time he just keep quite , then reply at msn .... he said if want to said me say INFRONT of me.... then always said see 1st ( always bet people but not even trust people ) We always use that worlds FAILED LA YOU we use to use each and other then he take so serious after that argument ... He's just a NO BALL KID AND ACT COOL , TALK COCK .... no words for him . then for the MALAYSIA STUDIES I TOLD HIM THE PAGES OF THE EXAM PAGE , HE CHANGE MSN TITLE AND SAID PEOPLE ARE SO FAKE HOPE PEOPLE WILL BE GOOD TO ME ... PUI you this kind of attitude people tread you good? Can't accept facts, bet people, when people bet him back he just use his alien words to reply.. "aiks ya it's so DIFFRENT... like drawing and Finish art it's so diffrent , i hear my friend said people use 10 hour to draw we use 30 hours sure nicer then his one" then we reply why can't you just inply to the finish art cuting shapes? it's same what we cut 10 you cut 30 sure nice 1...!! you know what he reply .... aiks so diffrent la once you cut wrong then wrong , drawing diffrent leh can rub...! I wanted to sut him de then one of my friends pull me aways.... call me keep the silent and don't fight with him. He has manny positive part but he's like a bull head and try to bang wall only. my friends said that no need to tell him much , you will just get the reply off "SEE 1ST LA".SCOLD PEOPLE FAKE ... WAO DON'T WHO the fake one?

HELPING HIM IS JUST MAKING MORE FLAMES SO I JUST WALK AWAYS AND LET HIM SAID ABOUT MY BAD WORDS X D. it's useless to me beacause he don't appreciate people help and yet he only listen to people that he wish to listen what he want to.he always said diffrent things one of my class mate get 9/10 for design 1 then he reply this kind of work also can get 9/10 ,if i want to do proply arr i can do better then that.
we all was stunned don't want to laught or what . why don't you do it better then just talk ...


don't talk about him den
i few week i doing on my assignment that is our Matrix Mona Manson
i'll be uploading the picture soon as posible X D
then i found few song damn nice that is
Sean Kingston - take you there / me love
Nicole Scherzinger - Baby Love
Enrique Iglesias - (Forget the name de ) find out soon X D

Saturday, November 24, 2007

nothing happend

mostly just go to college and came back ....
rushing all my finals assignment.
found a cool song introduct from mengz


Lyrics by Jasmine Rodgers
Music by bôa

And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading,
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame that I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle-lit smile that we both share
And you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning,
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

wooo

Guess what bad things happend....a small crash with dad... make the whole night cold.Rush assignment @@ sad la ... do wrong de
Today woo guess what i saw my cousin X D mei mei hahaha asked her to return me the book X D...wah song leh figure class today @@ i get abit by abit X D pro soon ...
i Guess i'm going to rush my assignment soon X D

Friday, November 09, 2007

i have a strange feeling

I don't know why my emostion is so down sudelly ...
did i forget somethings or am i too boring...?
my feeling it was like the ocean and land just in between that
what's wrong? maybe it's not wrong at all i migh be middle of that.
i still don't get it i spend the whole day joy and i still found it
sad, what's going on i hope it won't bring to the next day.

yeah maybe i'm rolling the dice and hope the rules change but, in that case
things won't just happend so eazy.

i just want a place of silent and i hope that things doens't bug me around
, i feel that everythings people around me doing things but i doens't accept
or maybe they are too irritation for me.
i still can't get then answer, why doesn't every times fly aways and came back with
diffrent things, i just donn't get it my bro went off to uk and it came anoter guy to my house i need peace it's that a problem with that?

sometimes i wondering am i too ego or i'm just get stress on mind?
most of the things they do i feel bored , they make me feel funny and fake,
is that my problem? just can't get it and figure it....
today i woke up late around 2 oc afternoon 3oc went to see CS wong for the
report den went to kai lun house ... i enjoyed for the hole day at his house
din do a single assignment. aiks...

went back home i saw my pc destop blanked and i called HIM and ask
did you touch my pc he said no. but if not him who else will do it,
ok maybe this kind of situation is a bit confuse, just can't hold it
why.. why .. i just exploted . what wrong with me, my inside me keep
tell me do my work , don't sit down and woundering, but i did not do that
it's so not me. I hope there is place that i can tell what is all about
mengz was right , when you at college time family sure get some small problem
such as don't go home do assignment all kind ... it will change alots of things in
life family sudelly feel that things will not go so eazy on you, i just don't know why... since mengz told me before i din think about it but now yeah problem do came out i hope to have a place of mine and i don't wish to shift out.

would that be a problem? would that become more problem? would you think what you thinking are correct ? I TOLD MENGZ at that time and now i feel it why that situation is soo confuse... it just what i mention it OCEAN AND LAND just between it
the sellection that i can't get an answer for my self.

sorry what i told last time my friends you all were right things do change,
evendo you think it won't but it still happend, i get back what i said
i might give too powerful opt for people, but when it came to me i just become People
i told people and now i use to be the people to think of.

MAY BE I'M JUST TOOO EMOOO OR EGO erm which
or i change for some reason?
did i?

thrustday it's deepavali ....

tuesday morning went to college till 6oc den reach home aound 7 ... then
sleep on the sofa till 9 or 10 oc then wake up @@ eat dinner,
damn bored weh around 11+ i msg mengz den @@ he told me he at syed ... then faster take a bath and went there to have a drink .... chat until 2 somethings haha
happy sudelly. went to bed ...@@

morning wake up and do some assignment till 12 oc then slack abit untill 3+ bath den go to zeng kai house to do finish up the research folder need to pass up on monday
, reach his house around 4oc ba
then we do until 9 oc haha so long weh @@.went home get my dinner, after dinner
went out with sintao,poan, and weiliang (who's the driver !!!) me lo haha X D
drink until 1 oc .... then came back slack.... haha

Sunday, November 04, 2007

The Stoped post and REALIVE X D

less start from the 3rd day of college X D , i know manny friends lo .. haha lunch time we went to sing k X D at red box ....at the first 2 week were boring at first
then after that i get my first assignment X D that is design one... follow up is drawing > workshop > history of art >figure drawing> then things goes crazy .....
everydays also need pass up assignment liow @@ so syok weh ....coming to the 4th week
we got 1 presentation, one of my memeber doens't want to do the presentation...on the last day of the night he send me 1 edited speach by him, before that we aredy doing stuff on plan then he sudelly said want to change at the last min, ON msn chat he send me that speach i shoot him on the spot...HE told me that PROFFESIONAL DO THINGS AT THE LAST MIN..Then the secound day of presentation day ... guess what he almost screw up, but lucky other member can cover it .but when the presentation over i told him , please don't just give me stuff at the last min , i'm sure fark you like no tomorrow.

The 5th week
Guess what gosh things get bad and bad after that presatation, my com screw up due to i went shoping and din pulg out the phone wire, then my printer adapter got striked also ... so tulan la....the 5th week is the most screw up week i ever had
i screw up my drawing and figure...damn no mood weh..

The 6th week
things are going abit ok ... still the same assignment every week X D
starting to enjoy assignment, i notice this week i save the most money of all of the weeks, most of the time my lunch were mcdonald's X D it's so cool weh haha almost 1 year facing mcdonald's @@ i guess i'm in danger haha,most of the time i drink diet coke my friends ask me why haha i told them do you notice that if you drink coke and eat the food at mcdonald's you get trusty fast X D, they said yes why arr haha
then i told them do you know why i always drink coke light? cause it won't make you trusty.. at first they all tog i'm bullshiting X D then they try haha guess what they said wow i can refil 2 to 3 time also won't be trusty X D see the effect is there, i notice it when i was in early january 2006 that time most of the time i just started to eating mcdonald's foods RECENLY haha.

Back to college life
haha continue the week .. everythings started to be better and better, before that i go find of my friends he told me when a person got bad , it will be good after that ,he told me that since you know you are in bad luck then just make things are in bad luck ... such as you know things like shoes will goin to spoil , pc , printer etc just be happy when it's spoil X D I DID IT haha and then things really work out..
don't know why i sudelly feel so happy all my bad things i just put a side i din't take it serious , things DO REALLY GO WELL haha.i had a dream on mind that i is
that day i was in a dream the drean were like everythings i said before ...and things doens't seem rite.. that is i call one uncle father he is the hotel and restraunt CEO , he seem sad and i ask for "dad can i go to england" he just said yes"
so suprize he just let me go @@ before that in the dream this uncle as my father he doesn't accept anythings until that day that he is so down. i ask him at his hotel there then i send him back to his work place and found grandma "SHIT" things are no rite i just don't see my REAL family in there @@ what happend , then THAT grand man told me that MY dad were down, due to some reason.My dad told me that evendo he's is rich but he never had a happy moment before...then i went to hug him "DAMN THINGS GOES like automatic" he cry and told me that son i never feel that happy, until to day you hug me, "FARK WHAT DID I DO???" then he told me if i your REAL FATHER....
"FARK HOW COULD THIS HAPPEND!!!!!" then i woked up. the whole day i only things of this i go ask my friends again do you believe that Dreams come true? He told me if
you had a dream before that is most of the time is correct and things come true then maybe it's a fact.Then i was shocked by that.... "i'm @@, what if it's true , why i call that uncle FATHER?, woundering @@? " i never had this kinds of dream before...

Today sunday weh
my brother from Uk msn me and tell me alot of stuff X D happy to hear that , he told me that he work in a restraunt as a chef , then he told me about the future plan that i mention before X D things just come so well ... it just like flash back @@
...all i need is to wait for 2 years to wait him come back and let's see dream come truth and X D "I only want certain things to become TRUE". DO figure drawing X D
so prety done maybe in good mood X D as i told my self i just can't depends on my moods, X D yeah that true... damn true X D ...

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

2nd day of collage Y.Y

i got an early class at 11oc till 1 oc then went to kfc to have our lunch saw sam @@
went into KFC also haha quite happy to see her la...then caryn call me haha you know blah blah .... went to communicate class lo that lecturer quite friendly erm this and that la class till 5oc weh @@ me,guan n micheal went to prymid lo.. walk walk see se then WC there sell RM9.90 each wallet haha i bought 2.Then wait putra bus,take a short nap aiks tired weh... then call back home notice mum was out @@ then call my sister fetch me lo , suprize that not my sister car's she came with her boyfriends.Then fetch me home .... when i reach how everyone was rushing @@ due to my brother is going to UK.They kinda a buzy repacking bag's and other stuff @@.Then when they wanted go to airport that time my sister car was blocking so i drove off...
sad things happends they go off liow .... sad la i tog i can make it to say good bye.
nothings much i think i need work harder to success in my studies.

2nd day of collage Y.Y

Monday, September 10, 2007

1st day on TOA Collage X D

Haha morning wake up at 830 then have a milo , reach collage almost 900 class start at 930 so slack abit... my lecturer name GAN CHIN LEE(GCL) haha he quite funny la...
but most of the time he wanted to express he him self to you but he can't do that maybe he very stress or very gan jiong haha don"t know la ... ended at 1 30 lo ...
gather with collage friends go "tomorrow" eat lo haha actuly there the food yarks + expensive don't know why ...i still haven started eat at there haha. so no comment la haha.

then until 230 @@ mum came she waited me at car i thought i should call her up but...
@@ my bad ... went back saw a message that Jarrly called me to have a lunch haha
dennis join us also haha i called fried rice ... quite full lalala. then went to play TD so call TOWER DEFEND aiks i left few dollar nia ... jarrly pulled me go no hope then play haha ... friend ma aiks play until 7 oc lo brother GF called me call me buy food for granny aiks ...then buy food go home slack till now haha ...
11oc lo tomorrow still got class but at 11oc start aiks.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

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haha sorry for mia den ....
most of the time doens't happending much so din upload
my last 2 week was in singapore... nothings much lo
went with friends(chong haur,choong woon,pei cheng and me lo...meet up ph3 X member lo haha
then they treat us


this is the picture lo X D

nothings much happend lo so din post anythings haha


aiks 2 week stay at home boring leh
use money like water only...
how can we earn money like water only arr
i wish i got that kind of life..
my whole life are changing now, you will see new me X D.

Friday, July 06, 2007

SH!T... sellection !!!!!

month and month pass... nothings in me has make a choice or an answer
what's wrong with me it's changing or somethings else?
i'm scare to make a wrong move,that may changes me alot in life
they were damn right
If the hero never show up you will never appreciate what i'm doing,
only if i sellect to run aways , i may run aways but i can't hide,
how long do i still to need to run aways from it?
1 month 3 month 1 year?
the answer doesn't came out from my heart, getting a choice that i don't know
what is gona happend it's good or bad i only may do this when i do the sellection
like what i do or do what i like.
singapore or malaysia?
that the choice ...
i were just worrie that everythings i choose i will regret after i get the answer
that's why i'm choosing to run away but i can't just run aways like that
my life , my time are always going on do it means anythings to me?
when i promiss my self i never run away from it ,
that is my last answer for what i been waiting.

if the hero never comes to you
if you need someone you're feeling blue
if you're aways from love and you're alone
if you call your friends and nobody's home
you can run away but you can't hide
throught a storm and throught a lonely night
then i show you there's a destiny
the hest things in life
they're free
but if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're feelling sad your heart gets colder
yes i whow you what real love can do
if your sky is fret oh let me know
there's a place in heaven where we'll go
if heaven is a million years away
oh just call me and i make your day
when the nights are getting cold and blue
when the days are getting hard for you
i will always stay here by your side
i promise you i'll never hide
but if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're felling sad your heart get colder
yes i show you what real love can do
but if you wanna cry
cry on my shoulder
if you need someone who cares for you
if you're feeling sad your heart get colder
yes i show you what real love can do
what love can do
what love can do
what love can do
love can do...

Monday, June 18, 2007

Sad Sad songs @@

1. 'Chicken Wire' - Pernice Brothers (1998)
2. 'Gloomy Sunday' - Billie Holiday (1941)
3. 'Eleanor Rigby' - The Beatles (1966)
4. 'Hurt' - Johnny Cash (2002)
5. 'I Know It's Over' - The Smiths (1986)
6. 'He Stopped Loving Her Today' - George Jones (1980)
7. 'Hallelujah' - Jeff Buckley (1994)
8. 'Dance With My Father' - Luther Vandross (2003)
9. 'Concrete Angel' - Martina McBride (2001)
10. 'In the Real World' - Roy Orbison (1989)
11. 'Brick' - Ben Folds Five (1997)
12. 'In the Wee Small Hours of the Morning' - Frank Sinatra (1954)
13. 'Naked as We Came' - Iron & Wine (2004)
14. 'Anyone Who Had a Heart' - Dionne Warwick (1963)
15. 'My Mom' - Chocolate Genius (1998)
16. 'Shilo' - Neil Diamond (1968)
17. 'Back to Black' - Amy Winehouse (2006)
18. 'I've Gotta Get a Message to You' - Bee Gees (1968)
19. 'Lost Cause' - Beck (2002)
20. 'That's the Way I've Always Heard It Should Be' - Carly Simon (1971)
21. 'Space Oddity' - David Bowie (1969)
22. 'A Change Is Gonna Come' - Sam Cooke (1964)
23. 'No Surprises' - Radiohead (1997)
24. 'Nothing Compares 2 U' - Sinead O'Connor (1990)
25. 'The River' - Bruce Springsteen (1980)

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

STREAMYX IS NOT FAIR............

wow today early in the morning , after finish breakfast saw some MALAY'S POLICE went into buy lottery @@, shocking yeah ....than went to factory , dad told me to drive his van back to home , he send to repair few days ago , so happy weh manual i can drive haha damn smooth, from factory to home almost 1 hour's trip hehe went back home save. than went to ss15 help my cousin fix the drawer. 10 to 20 min later than we go to next customer house and install the cupboard till 6 oc than father send worker back to factory lo than went home X D lalalal until 1oc lo hehe

Old music cool weh @@
but not much people love ,
i don't know why i feel like MAROON5-Make me wonder,
damn bored aredy but people around me it just started to know it
am i slow or am i too fast?
i only love music can fits me, i do listens to new songs.
but mostly the new songs are not going to my ears @@.
but old music i do get into my ear ...haha that the reason i love.

hell yeah i damn angry about today @@
when i was in ss15 i saw STREAMYX PEOPLE SAID THAT they got new line and it is for NEW SIGN UP and they got 4mbps.
i was like what the hell damn them...
STUPID PEOPLE PLANED STUPID THINGS AGAIN IT NOT FAIR TO US.
SINCE THE RM 77 user are same banwith with RM 88
what for we pay so much for that stupid streamyx.
can't blame...and yet don't know what's wrong with the internet now
ping yahoo is around 900+ i was wah lau what happend wor........
so sad about it.....internasional break cable break down again ?
no comment about it.

Monday, June 04, 2007

IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHINGS

IMPOSSIBLE IS JUST A BIG WORLD THROWN
AROUND BY SMALL MEN WHO FIND IT EASIER
TO LIVE IN THE WORDLD THEY'VE BEEN GIVEN
THAN TO EXPLORE THE POWER THEY HAVE
TO CAHNGE IT.IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A FACT
IT'S AN OPINIONS.IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT A
DECLARATION.IT'S A DARE.IMPOSIBLE IS
POTENTIAL.IMPOSIBLE IS TEMPORARY

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Do you call this changing?

I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE
I HATE , I LOVE....

I hate people backstept me
I hate people said that i'm old junk
I hate people look down on people
I hate people that said and end up do diffrent things
I hate people that keep on follow trent
I hate people said that i'm outdate
I hate people talk loud.

I love my friends
I love to help
I love old songs
I love meet people
I love to get know manny friends
I love my own style
I love my self too much.

I'm just a normal person that love diffrent things in life
doesn't that call outdate? yet i'm loving it what i'm doing
so what can you do.It is all about my own self,
it doens't affect me when you tell me to change ,
i like doens't you need to follow me, beacause i love my own style,
and no one can change me if there is not a good point of it,
i only thank to my good friends that told me this , "do as you like
live as you can , things are not gona change, money will change everythings"
hell yeah i believe that is so true, living in life is what i need,
money is the problem that can change everythings , i got money i got my life
more and more fun i got they said that this is rubbish , i don'y give a damn
on that when they said that people like them will never get salute from me.
I just hope people know me well , doing a right things is what we need.
Why change people , if you want to change better change your self, and yet
from that moment only tell me you can do it better and your changes that can see,
changes is not from the mouth, is is no point of talk and doens't do at all.

CHANGE ME = CHANGE YOU
I CAHNGE YOU CHANGE


there is the fact,don't think you are smarter when you are hiding in a small town
there is no way to be cleaver in life, you think you are good , people are just laughting at you , i admin that sometimes i do wrong and yet
on the spot i won't accept it and yet i will try to think back. every words you said
i will try to change if there is my own problem.

Friday, June 01, 2007

BEST JOKE EVER X D



haha thanks to my unbelieve me friends of mine you gain my bank account for RM200
it just a side bet X D, sorry ya i do too much reseach .
actuly i doens't like you, for pissing me off but look at the bright side haha
you lost RM200 for your face and money in girl infront,slidely i reamber you told me that you were a collage student and have well education haha guss what you just a JERK ,thank you for looking down on me and well you get what you got in only 1 shot
it just one shot, thanks to those ladies keep quite X D.

It start like this X D,i met few of my forum friends and we have a sit togather.
my other 3 girl friends was using laptop and doings stuff . we get knew by this actor/singer bruce willis he is my idol haha kinda love his style,than when we have
chat sudelly one of my friends that like to know girl... aiks you know play boys style what for i intro you one? haha don't care about it got 3 almong the girl she just started to knew that Bruce Willis was a singer at past so i told her ya he is a
singer ... than my friends said that he read an artical @@ that Bruce Willis doens't know how to sings , my other 3 girl friends were like are he ok?
do he know what he's talking ? does he know anythings about it?
haha guess what you know my kind of person i don't act action when things are correct,action is just sometimes abit emo so act a bit lo haha .
i'm try to save his face at the first @@ and i get shoot back @@,
aiks i shut up and when he finish he told me that he have stuff to do... than ciao,
min later my phone ring ring @@ guess what it's he @@ he call me that guy just left.
i was like hellow wassup? than he told me eh less make a side bet of the Bruce Willis things than i say ok you come back here la we chat here la since so long din meet X D. than min later he came and say HI agin too my frew frieds, and i say do you reall want to make a side bet of it? i was keep asking him are you sure sure?
they he were like i was making an lie .so he make a RM200 bet on that.
my 3 friends was laughting at him than i tell him again eh Bruce Willis do have an album la... don't believe ... haha since my 2 friends were using laptops haha nice joke to you dude they search Bruce Willis Albums haha got cha ... before my friends show him the detail he was puting money on table haha X D than was a great joke ever
tera sec later my friends show him and he was on the spot no face and no mood than he sit few min later after finish the drink he just left like that and left the RM200 on table . I admin sometimes you are smarter but not in everythings we are human dare to learn and dare to accept what people say it not what you think sometimes,it reall do happend.

Bruce Willis
thank you so much X D
he's really my idol
and i do make some friends in there X D
evendo internet friends are more trusted able when realife friends.
internet friends may cheat you sometimes but when they meet in realife and
they really know the meaning of get out to have a tea is a style of a personality.
BEST JOKE EVER , JOKE THAT GAIN MONEY WHERE TO FIND HAHA

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

3/4 week ago X D


wao it is so long i din log into this blog hehe
while i'm bz doing some stuff@@
that why i'm not free to upload anythings.

week ago went to find caryn n GURL for paying the BBQ gathering money,
while they gave me a time haha but i'm a bit late they reach there about 1oc
but i reach there about 1.30oc than Jack came too haha but he came at 2oc,
while they finish eating than GURL said she got class, caryn also Y.Y
try me 1 people sor gang gang there Y.Y . aiks since gurl park her car at car park
so i followed her scare she get into trouble , finish follow to the car park entrance she said that she wait for the shutter car in prymid haha, so i walk back in prymid while i was walking up hoho saw SAM tai kor hehe so i teman her go eat while caryn told me that she is free on that day ... kena tipu again aiks.
SAM tai kor eat sushi king haha, so while we finsih eat she take aways some sushi for caryn aiks walk so far TOA got anoter new block haha X D.

Than sam dai kor say he need to go down to KL too look for his auntie so i was on the same bas X D and the same train. i split her at the putra station , while she want to go to KL somewhere else haha so i went back home and wait till friday.

wao fridays was an exited day, morning 6oc i went to SPY house and we go to mayanag
there have a tea until 7 30 than we go to the pasar @@ buy chicken wings ..
6kg of chickens wings haha so crazy weh @@. than go back to spy house and my sis need to use the car in the morning so spy scare i don't help him and he follow me go home X D.we went out to cafe because my mum wasn't at home so we go cafe play for awile , aiks so sad while we were playing CS... i told spy i chiong you all trow flash bomb ... fark spy look at my screen and see i be the hero and i get shot ...
omg after i die he only trew the flash and kill the enemy i was like ha what's going on ... nvm he and cross laught at me the whole morning Y.Y aiks nvm la laughting is good.than went back to my house lo i took a bath than my mum just in time came back haha so call her fetch me go spy house , spy find few helper to clean the chincken wings and marinate it.

Than we went to OneU to have our lunch @@
it was so damn long .... they were delay and delaying the time @@
i was soooo hungry Y.Y, aiks when 2oc we get to eat haha
we went to eat MCD haha i like lo hehe X D
than till 4oc they buy ticket for movie,i was tired so i seleted to follow spy to fetch his Girlfren haha so on the way i was trying to sleep lo hehe..damn that days was damn jam haha .. after finish fetching her girl friends from office than we went to her girl firends house haha waited 30min i think than spy rush to kuch house and celebrate the BBQ GATHERING.WE reach there about 8oc haha cos jam @@,i was promissed gurl i will go early haha but din't make it @@, starting i was waiting people to BBQ and wanted to snatch food @@ but end up Y.Y manny of them were just BBQ hotdogs.
than freedowm and gangs were just BBQ the lamd wahhh i was soo happy geh geh at last got people BBQ lamb haha eat few pices lo haha than i started to BBQ chicken Wings
i was BBQ around 30 to 40 chicken wings @@ i ate don't know how manny @@
but still left alot there, no people was taking the chicken wings haha nvm nvm X D
as long the gathering is happy X D.



Than end lo at 11 oc before end we all toke some picture haha than clean up the house .... this all about weeks ago X D

Friday, May 11, 2007

Music is just my life

Music is my life
i like what type of the music, it is my problem.
It doens't affect your bank account, you change me and yet your
bank account won't add any sum of money, and stop changing me.
P.S# Samson doens't like people to change him, you can tell him what you want too.
if he want to he will change it self after analyze

happyily found this song John Farnam - Burn For You
i was woundering this song long ago, and yet can't find a place to download it
but today is my lucky day.. i'm glad to have this song.
waited week ago this song was in my p2p program stucked...
i love the song,so much meaning about the lyric.
listend back my old play list
Pete Yorn - just another
last time i saw this song on a movie
it is a ost sound track X D
found it is a kinda feel for me,
so find it and listen.

Music can change manny things a point of view,you
can relax your mind and soul, you get manny stuff from it,
people just told me that it is just a stupid song, and yet you are
one type of weird guy.fuck them people use thier feeling to sings those
songs, that why you can feel thier feeling and why they want to sing it out
, i just don't blam those people said music is nothing to them no comment for
them,i love i listen i share, and yet people thought that i'm acting weird to make
atraction for others, just give a F to them for free.

that why i said that i'm unique for a purpose ,
yet i'm diffrent or maybe not someone are same with me?

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Love that doens't exist

It start like this,
It was a windy day i was lying on the grass, i was thinking somethings minute later i feel her walk pass me , i just can't see her face clearly it has a strong sun shine behind her, she is standing at my side i was figure who's that be but i make my eye close i doens't care who that, and i were lying on the grass and enjoy my silentness.
Than one day i was walking around this place and i saw her , her shape and her smell
i reamber on... and i ask her a question.she answer me yes , shock i ask why she standing infront me , i was shock to hear that she told me that she was in love with me no idea what i'm so special about, and i asked her few more question . than she give me a good damn reason that i can accept her,and i asked her phone number.
chit-chat on the phone on the net...
Until this day she told me that i'm too good for her, i was shocked and wounder why does manny people said this too me .... i'm too special?just too bad? somethings else? fuck i want wanna know the answer. when i was angry sudelly i wake up and yet
i ask my self what make me so special that i can make girl said that.
i was thinking of it whole day just wounder....

yeah i'm burn
i just burn for you
do you know how much i love you?
burning with a hot mytic fire
do you feel my love to you?
just said yes ,
if you recieve this msg,
i don't have a reason to let you love
you got a reason to let me know why,
just why, tell me how you're felling
fine,ok,just feel good .
buring up for you,
cause i believe you last time,
and i don't believe you anymore,
wounder it is all a lie ,
let us just say good bye.

Life that i can't make it posible
i may try ,
trying is not my style,
and yet i started to try,
yet i know trying is to build confindance
hit a try and yet results come out
not really what i want but,
i'm ok with that.
so now i'm trying to go on ,
i'm not born with skill and yet,
i have to train it,
it is all about skil.

i'm satisfice what i'm having
to get to the top 10 is better than nothings,
there is a limit a head no one will stay long up there
i'm hit it to top 10 and yet i'm happy what i'm geting
overloaded only make me stress,
just need to know your own limits.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

week ago just happend

wao seem i long time din't blog hor haha
let me start like this ,

week ago my sis BF got this 2 fish X D
but the 1st fish was cooked at the secound day.
my mum was scare of the fish no idea why.
than the next few days the bigger 2nd fish been cut off by my mum haha she say she scare the fish move so let it don't move 1st only cook it.

than one the week lately i saw this giant spider at my house...

so damn big @@
so i took a picture lo

nothings much lo than on the week went to TOA collage ask for the register stuff lo Y.Y...

than last week so happy i was thought i get linkin park new album but end up some people upload a "LINKIN PRANK" album haha doens sound like LINKIN PARK
so i went to have a D-check i found out thier album come out at MAY ....
so sad ...

yesterday morning 9 oc Haur waked me up ask me wanna breakfast anot so i was given a YES to him but end up my sis need me fetch him to KLIA so i went to pick up Haur than rush all the way to puchong to fetch my sis bf lo ... i was thought i was driving but haiz nothings to say la ... than they reach there about 11 30 me and haur was stunned and we have a small gathering at prymid for the sushi fest with Caryn and friends so me and Haur was rusing back to Haur house and wait haur bath than khaikai called us say he aredy reach station @@ i can't use my car so need Khaikai fetch me ... so after Haur finish bath we went to KelanaJaya station find khaikai and called khaikai follow me go back to my house beacause i need to bath lo haha so Khaikai and Haur waited 10 min at my door than we make a move to prymid.
went we reach ther about 1 10+ khaikai was looking for parking lo , damned that day was alot of car Khaikai been turning around and looking for car park at last 15 min later we found our car park haha was so happy.Than walk into prymid that time saw jarryl at KimGary haha so just drop a hi and went to sushi find Gurl lo she was MIAed at first @@ no idea where she go so we were looking around ... before we found Gurl caryn and jack came haha than Gurl show up at sushi entrance there ....than sam dai kor came with a suprize was so damn happy i get my 1st present at my life i had told my friends that but the seem doens't believe , every year i celebrate with cake and food only doens't have any present lo but i'm happy lo. Sam tai kor and Caryn brought me a Tshirt that with green colour i love that haha and here is the picture


today nothings much loo help my bro lo as my father too busy with his site that got a small problem @@ ... and yet i forget yesterday when i was in the gathering my eye was blink funny, end up i come home that time my mum tell me that there is bad news my mum car side window been smatch de lo and lost a sum of money haiz money is not the problem the forbia of the fearless is the problem ... she quite ok now haha i'm glad to see that .

i really thank to SamTaiKor and Caryn lo
Thanks for the present lo haha i like it very much haha.

only things that make my tear drop it was just slidly a moment
of my brother told me some history about my father,
and end up i only know what happend ,>
I believe sometimes my tone was high to my family.
I believe sometimes i damn lazy end up get scold than bo song.
I believe sometimes i don't know what is going on with me.
I believe sometimes i doens't go home and eat dinner,i'm really sorry about that.
I believe i can't pay back much as i use now to my father and my mum, my bro told me.
I believe that my brother was right at what he told me.
I believe that my father are starting to get some sick or pain soon but i hope it doen't happend, so i can pay back what he has trowed so manny heart into me.
I believe that me my self are a success person, i'm not hope i just wanna be.
I believe that sometimes i'm selfish, but now on i won't be that just let me change.
I believe sometimes i like to talk to my self but this is a good way to expend my self more clear.
I just want to faster finish my education and start earning money and pay back for my mum and my father , i believe that my brother was right . he told me that and my tear was droping from no where .
went to a silent crying at my old place.
and think slowly.
things just change like that.



JUST SHOUTING OUT FOR THE SOBNESS.

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

What A Sunday...


a pic that MengZ took it. really happy that day , they all came to visit me on 9oc than we all went me MengZ house and than we went to taman jaya there see people trow mandrin orange...
haha we reach that about 11.50 it is like all going home haha .


too show you guy i'm not lost and i'm happy with my life now DLESer don't worry.
My life will go on and my future is set.


Poan and his GirlFriends JiaRen.One lovely couple.



I'm playing the fire cracker.... haha X D

Sunday, February 25, 2007

until my body is dust
until my soul is no more
I will love you, love you
til the sun starts to cry
And the moon turns to rust
I will love you, love you
it just you and me together
words that you give i will note it down
and i will put into my diary
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

There is problem in everthings, it just see how do you see it
This is life, now i know why people call it life
You just need to face it, rather don't do it
trying and keep trying is diffrent
so don't be a TRYING,be keep trying
life that has no problem , you will never get it
things that people aredy tell, means there is it
nothings can stop you , it only you yourself.
giving up is not a good selection, you will never success.
take a risk in life may screw your future.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Jarral name has change to FEI PO CHOON

Yesterday mid-nite went out with Jarral , Chuan ,Ykhin N leong
went to WILLIAMS you know food there quite expensive haha
i called a jumbo ribena with lychee and a cheese naan,
Ykin N leong called a cheese naan too , than a drink,
At first Chuan and jarral just have a drink,
later on jarral was thinking what to eat ,
than he ask MR.WILLIAM what food that has hot-dog and cover with bun one
MR.WILLIAM say "SOH CHOON HOTDOG BUN LO" than he tell jarral
tripleX haha... we were all laughting at jarral ...
jarral got his new name SOH CHOON
than YKhin go help him remix his name to FEI PO CHOON..
non stop laughting ... jarral was a over joyed X D
he took too manny XXX de haha so abit "PEI"
we went back at 2am in da morning
than i took my car key out and have a test drive
my sister told me that it has a bit problem but end up
no problem at all it still can go as smooth as it was.
than went to sleep...

Monday, February 19, 2007

IT just a flash back before too late

i don't itzzit a good things or a bad things for me
i has been month here , thinking of it only make problem bigger.
i think i have found myself for a better reason , it's good to let people know i'm happy.
i can't get throught what i want , everythings can't confirm
i hate that because i can't get what i really want, itzzit good?
i'm not sure , i'm sure that my luck has change .
i lost a sum of money , but i have a flash back all i been doing is wasting time and money
i can't get through it , maybe it is a good thing for me to have a flash back
i can't stop using my money when i got it .
i think i better change before i get poor for my future,
i have listen to my friends say "like what you do , do what you like" at 1st
i'm thinking it's same but end up it is diffrent "like what you do" mean
i like what i doing now ,do what you like
i hate what i'm doing now but i have no choice just do it,


at first i thought my luck was back,
but they ain't back,
i have a bad heart that i want to get into the bet,
i have made a promiss for my self but it's usless,
i just can't stop that,
until i lose all i have won,
my flash back was telling me that i'm wrong,
and my dream told me that if i don't stop that,
i'm so gona screw my life.

it sound so manny of my losing bet
it just a sum of RM30,
i have reamber my friends told me that,
one day i spend more than RM5 is alot,
i believe that now he teach and i got it,
making friends are cool,
but there is always a financial problem for me,
geting soo manny gathering in a month is a WOW,
i believe that i use it a good way X D
it not happend now , future and a better tomorrow.


Thursday, February 15, 2007

My words

I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW
I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW I DON'T WANT TO KNOW
just give me sometime to recovery please !!!

i can't get solve problem by my self coco
i don't know what goes wrongs...
i'm crying now i'm really crying now
tears are droping from my eye ,
yeh, i'm pretending SO.
i just don't want you guys to worry about me,
did i do wrong?
yes coco your words are really sharp
i have use it on you before,you scold me and thank me
i know what is the effect you are geting to but me ,i'm diffrent
i don't want to share my problem , i just want to share my joy to you all
you all are getting worry about me , that I DON"T LIKE that
yes i help you guys solve problem SO?
i can't get into my own problem you know?
i have tryed to be my self BUT I CAN'T
TEARS ARE DROPING little by little
COCO really thanks for that for you help.
i have try my best to joyful for this few weeks,
it doen's help you KNOW !!!!!!!!!
MANNY PROBLEM MANNY PROBLEM
my heart that has a hole that has been dig in,
someone that keep trying to put some salt into it,
can you feel me ?
i'm at that situation.
now i have no face to walk out and find you guys,
can't do that , I KNOW IS DAMN SIMPLE ,
I CAN'T FACE MY SELF.
I'M SAD END UP EVERYONE SAD NOW
WHAT THE POINT !!!!
I'M CRYING WITHOUT SOUND,SILENT CRYING
beacause i'm in a damn room,
someone might hear me ...
just don't want them to know..

I NEED A SILENT ROAD
I NEED SOMETINGS TO GET BACK MY SELF
I NEED YOU ALL KEEP QUIET
I NEED YOU ALL DON'T ASK ME ABOUT IT
I NEED YOUR HELP
I NEED JOY
I NEED BELIEVER

Dles love you all always,
our gang will never speade,

Doing it
Learning it
Extending it
Share it

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

I use my brain to help my friends X D

dennis was worry about Valentine Day he told me that he always use manny money to buy stuff for her girl friends and her girl friends always angry with that...
so i helped him today i went to ONE-U again , it has been 5 days stright
his buget is around 100+ so i help him do this suprize box for her girl friends.
Dennis plan to buy a crystal necklace , so i give erm a idea
why don't you put the crystal necklace inside the bottle than he say cool
and he ask how than we went to S+J shop near shogan there i saw a cool bottle
so i take it and told him this is what i'm thinking just stuff the crystal necklace inside with a keychain soft toy .then he asked me itzzit to plaint ,so i figure another nice stuff from mini toons X D that shop really cool i love that shop
i has a red devil cutie monster so i told him that this is the rite things , he asked me again put where , i told him put in to a box .
hao cham leh runing up and down for 2 hours but he's my friends so must help X D
later on he bought the crystal necklace and it has 50% discount my friends JianWei working there so we know which 1 dennis girl friends want.Than went back to Dennis house and finish up the work X D
this are those picture
this is the bottle , can't see the crystal necklack Y.Y it was inside X D
the cow soft toy wearing on it head when she pull out she will see that
crystal necklace

this is the cute devil...
and the bottle will put behine the heart and put it into the box
X D


This is what i gave samdaikor for her birthdays

and this is very very special ball ball X D
it's my creation X D i love it

Sunday, February 11, 2007

This is me...



X D samdaikor took my picture X D
but don't when X D
todays is her birthday so went to meet her and rynz and rynz BF hahaha
went to oneU have a walk X D than they send me to kelana jaya station X D
than went back eat ice-cream ...

Thursday, February 08, 2007

ME HAS GONE

I CAN'T SEE YOU,
I CAN'T FEEL YOU,
I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU,
I CAN'T GET WHAT'S THAT,
I CAN'T GUESS,
I CAN'T SELECT,
I CAN'T CHOOSE,
I CAN'T I REALLY CAN'T
I'm looking for you to come back to me
so i'm all in one body
there is too manny selection for me
can't get what i want
not going to select is not i want
all i want is my soul back to my body,
where were you lacking at?
come back now,
i need you to bring me up,
i can't stand alone here,
without you i'm a dead person,
no longer stay strong,
i'm too weak now,
my heart now that have a hole,
hole that have some salt with it,
that feeling is what i have now,
i can't get what i want,
I screeming at my self now,
there is no use of it,
it only built problem,
i hate i hate i hate,
you left me without telling,
i'm crying just like that,
you din't let me know,
it's a beautiful things,
i can't keep all things in a box,
i need to sacrifice somethings,
things that i don't even want to sacrifice,
i want them togather,
i have no selection,
i need to choose,
where were you now,
i really need you,
you have gone my dream is no longer active
what's my dream,
I DON'T KNOW TELL me please before you leave my body,
I hate you gone without telling me,
were you in my body,
is there is only me alone staying in the line,
i can't take it anymore,
you told me that you are coming back to my body,
I CAN'T FEEL IT WHERE WERE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~~~~~~
Sad mood but went to samdaikor blog
i'm a bit happy ,after that X D
i found some cool stuff from her blog
music that can upload ,download,playlist...
It is www.imeem.com it make music
that i can put into my blog.

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I'm NOT @ FISH

They think i'm a fish,
do you know what's a fish ,
it means water fish always let people scam and always wanted me to pay,
i'm not a fish,
i just don't want to do that so stright,
Begain stright is not my style,
it just hurt each other,
i don't want to do that,
you people really things i'm a fish,
i treat you as a friends,
you treat me like a fish,
if you were poor,
i can help you pay,
but not everytime,
you ain't poor you sick bastard,
you pocket money is more than me timesss,
you are not my pal,
NEVER ASK ME FOR HELP,YOU WILL REGRET NEXT TIME
I'M A PERSON THAT YOU DOESN'T APPRECIATE
YOU THINK YOU ARE SMART TO BE THE WAY YOU TREAT YOUR FRIEND
GO AHEAD YOU NEVER END UP HAPPY.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Are you reading?

Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
Every days the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I'll do anything to just feel better
I can't find my way
God, I need a change
And I'll do anything to just feel better
Any little thing to just feel better
I'm tryin' to holding on
To all the things I ever leave behind, yeah
It's me again you know yeah
I think I need a little help this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do?

I got a vision of your face
And I must get me out
For so many memories we've yet to make
God don't send to me your angels
I just wanna hear you say again
Forever love, Say you'll love
Tell me so
I can hold you in my soul
If I go I'll know
When you smile
With those eyes
Baby it's like
You place a finger on my heart
And your lips next to mine
Make me think that maybe heavens where you are?


About the way things used to be
About the love that you make to me
And I can't get you out of my head
How in the world will I begin
To let you walk right out my life
And blow my heart away
And I can't stop caring
About the apple of my eye
And I can't stop doing
Without the center of my life
And I can't get you out of my head
And I know I can't pretend
That I won't die if you decide
You won't see me again
About the way my life would be
No I can't stop thinking about you
How could your love be leaving me behine?

Friday, February 02, 2007

Thank you BLOGSPOT

This is the place to let me my self to express my self i'm glad that i found blogspot this is a good things for me to let me tell what i want to tell , i always
keep all those things in heart but i don't seem that i can release.

They say that i'm too soft
They say that i'm too stupid
They say that i'm too good to my foe
They say that I'm too speedy

i admin it that i'm too soft
No i don't admin that i'm stupid , being stupid is just what i want to release my stress
Yes i too good to my foe , beign angry is just not the way to solve problem it only make more problem and stress
Oh am i ? maybe it just the things i only can release my stress

Things that i want to express to people,i haved try manny time
people think that i'm stupid and childish , the way they think
are wrong.they will never know me well,
they ain't my best pal

Friday, January 26, 2007

Pizz off that day

since week ago i been working ....
life on my kinda dead wake up eat work came back house take bath than dinner than sleep for few week.... it is a boring life and now i have free time to do my blog stuff. few weeks ago i went to this mechanic to repair my sister car i saw they were using SUPRA engine they modify it into a Pajero that was a WOW shocking when i say the car can move and it can make it 4x4 .I was thinking supra is not a 4x4 car buy it can modify it until 4 wheel also can use it !!! that what i was so suprize when they show me 4x4 car can use a supra engine and one of the mechanic car also a supra engine but it is an automatic gear.They use the car to go into forest and seeking for fresh air,water falls,etc.


My friends AhBen opened a cafe at ss3 here but it seem no people going in maybe it is still new X D who know future what will change.

I'm thinking too much,
Been thinking are so sick,
hope that everythings are perfect.

Nothings is worth to reamber here,
No longer people reamber me sice now,
They just like a dead fish ,
Been a dead fish is poor,
No values at all i don't want to be a dead fish,
Everytime i tryed to make it to a round shape,
There are always a mising part,
Am i not worth to know,
Do i look like an idiot?

Human Life are short,
Enjoy you life is what you need,
If you earning money but suffering,
What for you earn so hard and you can hardly use it,
Life is a things that you need to appreciate,
It doen't seem money is not importaint,
everythings is importaint ,
but why do you need to make it so hard for you and family,
you got a wife and a child you never have time with them,
what else do you know well than your family?
They need you when they want you where were you?
You are a person that work work and don't think about family,
What is the use you give your child a birth,
This is bull shit,
You are not love-ing them you were just a destroyer,
Destroyer that destory thiere child hood memories,
They need your caring and not your money,
As times go by your wife get sick of you,
You are a destroyer that earn lot of money,
But end up a bad realasion ship with you family,
!!! DESTROYER!!!They hate you
MONEY is what you want and just forget about it
who are they ,
Just forget it ,
They aren't gona thank you for giving such futune,
They will just waste it ,
They end up a poor generation,
You are a Family destoryer the big problem is you,
It is all your fault,
Don't blame god ,
Blame you your self .

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

I'm going to factory

I start to feel that i'm a bit lighter,few weeks ago
I still have a body weight 80kg,
I'm so happy that my body weight is at 75kg,
I can started to eat back rice , when i was on diet
I seldom eat rice for weeks , but now i'm happy on my diet.


I followed my father to factory yesterday,
wake up at 10oc have breakfast at 1030 than started move
nothings much happend haha, my lunch was a curry chicken bun they call it
paper wrap chicken ... somethings like that la haha it is quite full for me
can't stuff any more food after the meal, than my dad buyed a new led pencil, he droped one of his favorite led Pencil.
Than went to factory,my auntie say i was slim haha
so happy to hear that.Dad told me 3oc got to go bangi for "side"
so i prepair lo ... haha than waited at panmart lo
reach panmart about 3 somethings than started to wait one of the staff
Y.Y waited until 5oc since he came back late so cancel .My father and him
went to yam cha so i follow also haha .Than go back home lo eat rice ,
before 9oc i was a dead person on bed so wake up early X D.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Transpento still in Beranto

There is a kid name Transpento , he live in a town call Beranto
this kid has a special ability that can active the souless and the undead.
he is a child that can survire foever in the world's and his face is just like a kido,
his age is foever 16 and his a human . this boy will lost his memory after manny years,
his got 2 side of him when the 2 side of him become evil and the world's are going for a
war crime .

long long time ago this town call Ableony was destroy by the Terantosy.
Ableony is one of the town than contain alot of soul ,people here need those soul to
live , all this soul are keep in a dungeon and the soul are keep in a round bottle
but all of the soul are destroy and the Ableony villages have no more power to fight
back this is just because manny of the soul are thier power they get the soul from
hell and now they lost contact with the hell , most of the village still live in Ableony
they just have to die like normal human.

Until Transpento show up, he started to live in this town for
few years and he get know manny things about the Ableony town the town has a hidden
secreat that this town need soul to live long life. Transpento get to know this old man call
Azterosimo his a old man than keep the soul in a dungeon there are still manny soul bottle in
Azterosimo house when Transpento know abit by abit the secreat of the town of Ableony.
Azterosimo is a selfish old man and he lives in the town for 200 years , this beacause he got manny soul bottle in his house , he steal the soul bottle when Azterosimo start to guard the
bungeon of Ableony town. One days Azterosimo are try to find some gen in the forest to replace
the soul bottle just beacause ,manny of the soul bottle left not manny , while he was looking for the special gen , he saw Transpento .Transpento was revival the dead bird . Azterosimo was shocked to saw what Transpento a kid can cast such spell on a dead body.
Azterosimo followed this kid and wanted to know the kid background.Transpento know
some one was following him in the forest so Transpento go to a waterfalls side and he cast a
invisible shield near the water, Azterosimo lost Transpento .

Azterosimo was so angry about it and wanted to find out who's the boy.But Azterosimo
din't notice Transpento was following him so Azterosimo went back home and Azterosimo
need to use the soul bottle to cast a spell. Transpento saw what he do Transpento wanted to learn. The very next day Transpento show up and he wanted to give Azterosimo find him.
Transpento was a smart kid he know Azterosimo will go to the herbs shop , so he waited.Azterosimo come to the shop and he saw Transpento , Transpento go near Azterosimo
and asked Azterosimo why were you following me ?Azterosimo quickly pull transpento to a side
and Azterosimo telll what he saw that day ,Azterosimo need Transpento to help him to revive
the soul enegy.After knowing the spell Azterosimo need Transpento asked Azterosimo
to teach him the soul contact with the hell.Azterosimo was shocked how could Transpento know
the secreat of the Ableony town there were only Azterosimo got the secreat book of contact to the hell.Azterosimo promissed Transpento his offer , so when years go by Transpemto know
know alot of hidden secreat of the soul bottle , Transpento also promised that Azterosimo
he will help Azterosimo so Transpento was so smart he use the soul and revive at a bottle of
water everytime when it finish Transpento cast again and again. Azterosimo has no choice
he has to teach all the things to Transpento if Azterosimo did't not he will die and cannot live more longer .When Transpento know all the secreat of the town , he told the town abit it
and he tell them you all can life like just like before , so Transpento casted the spell at a waterfalls , the water of the waterfalls was in purple colour. Transpento helps the town
and every one was so happy and they started to rebuild the force to attack Terantosy.

Things are not going so well.

I like to stand tall
I like to give hope
I like to hear claps from my side
I like to have a best pal 
I like to find some one that really cares
I like to join people conversation
I like to say words
I like to feel love 
I like to find my self better 
I like to feel my self so cold 
I like to watching people 
I like to join friends
I like to do what i want to do
I like the way i walk
I like my own style
I like my own fade 

I believe in everyone of you
I believe we are all one
I believe in everythings people say
I believe in my own 
I believe there is no ending in life
I believe the worlds are so going to change
I believe my friends are with me 
I believe everythings i do i make everyone happy 
I believe hope are in my hand
I believe god helps every one
I believe my family
I believe i'm going to be somebody else pal
I believe i'm not usless

only i like when i want, i believe when i'm alone.