I don't know why my emostion is so down sudelly ...
did i forget somethings or am i too boring...?
my feeling it was like the ocean and land just in between that
what's wrong? maybe it's not wrong at all i migh be middle of that.
i still don't get it i spend the whole day joy and i still found it
sad, what's going on i hope it won't bring to the next day.
yeah maybe i'm rolling the dice and hope the rules change but, in that case
things won't just happend so eazy.
i just want a place of silent and i hope that things doens't bug me around
, i feel that everythings people around me doing things but i doens't accept
or maybe they are too irritation for me.
i still can't get then answer, why doesn't every times fly aways and came back with
diffrent things, i just donn't get it my bro went off to uk and it came anoter guy to my house i need peace it's that a problem with that?
sometimes i wondering am i too ego or i'm just get stress on mind?
most of the things they do i feel bored , they make me feel funny and fake,
is that my problem? just can't get it and figure it....
today i woke up late around 2 oc afternoon 3oc went to see CS wong for the
report den went to kai lun house ... i enjoyed for the hole day at his house
din do a single assignment. aiks...
went back home i saw my pc destop blanked and i called HIM and ask
did you touch my pc he said no. but if not him who else will do it,
ok maybe this kind of situation is a bit confuse, just can't hold it
why.. why .. i just exploted . what wrong with me, my inside me keep
tell me do my work , don't sit down and woundering, but i did not do that
it's so not me. I hope there is place that i can tell what is all about
mengz was right , when you at college time family sure get some small problem
such as don't go home do assignment all kind ... it will change alots of things in
life family sudelly feel that things will not go so eazy on you, i just don't know why... since mengz told me before i din think about it but now yeah problem do came out i hope to have a place of mine and i don't wish to shift out.
would that be a problem? would that become more problem? would you think what you thinking are correct ? I TOLD MENGZ at that time and now i feel it why that situation is soo confuse... it just what i mention it OCEAN AND LAND just between it
the sellection that i can't get an answer for my self.
sorry what i told last time my friends you all were right things do change,
evendo you think it won't but it still happend, i get back what i said
i might give too powerful opt for people, but when it came to me i just become People
i told people and now i use to be the people to think of.
MAY BE I'M JUST TOOO EMOOO OR EGO erm which
or i change for some reason?
did i?
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