People around me and thinking what am i

i met a friends few years back, he has the same problem that i've , we been sharing problem togather, his situation was bad , mine was still ok , i might have some slight pain in the cold days or those raining days , but for his he can't even take air conditional , it makes him more pain , somehow i guess my pain is already a fact , and i know how to cure it , his was in the warning ... at least i still can run but for him nope walking yes. his injury were same as mine footballs, but he mess it up on 3 times and the doctor are giving him waring no to run anymore just walk . he told me if you got a clue , who not use the gule? i don't get what he means at first , but when he telling things about him , i get somethings on my mind , and i finally got it. My leg is backing up to my old days and i must love it , like what he said. just thanks.

people will never believe you , till they saw a fact.
people always thinking people are telling lies, in fact that is why don't start and don't judge.

people are always selfish , they said they won't , try think carefully 

people said if i'm selfish i will do this and this .. so do you think i'm selfish?
people always use people like an excuess.
people think amazing stories are fake , yet lies.

people always don't think amazing things could happend , yet out of sudden.
people always said you use an excuess.

people is hard to understand, how well you know is not how much you know a person.

people always think we talk on phone are making fake phone calls

Something i want to tell my self what i saw and what i remember above
I told them i'm driving an engine code 4G63 , and you know what they told me bullshit that engine cost a bomb.The real fact is they doens't know anything about it, and it has sohc and dohc.
so i keep thier mouth shout just opening the bonet X D.

well most of the time i said my leg is pain  most of the people would said it's a fake ,Interesting part was i my self know my limits , i could walk up the hill with my naked leg but cycling i can make it to the top,do you realize that i always walk slow? so you think i want to slow down eh? make your own statement.Sometimes i will keep pressing my hand to make my blood presure go well most of the people think i'm acting on it , so if that so i'm still acting X D , wait till who to find outs?Does it bother you?then why ask and judge me?

they said i'm not but they are , i always rememeber my friends said that to me it's because of you if not i would not blah blah blah .... come on it doens't make sence ok if it's me they why are you accepting it at the first moment?so who's the selfish one? me? Or other examples is "if you were leave us alone at that night i would not argue with her , why you left? so it's my fault? you are blamming on me? fine my bad ? joke are in the air look what the joker just said ? the joker forget his funny joke!!!.

you know my uncle always use me as an excuess due to he don't wish to see somebody , and i would be the sitter.many of my friends do to , sam la he made us late... , oh well it that so i'm sorry i don't meant that guys , but it's the tea time is 10 , you guy probably will be this way you come at at 10 sharp and we alway reach there 30 min late so i gues it's my fault huh?

you know what ? i always out with uncles but they tog i'm crazy or i'm a gold digger , yes if you think what you think it would be a yes , just because you can't get some of them or maybe you really doens't understand the social life ? yes for you if i'm a gold digger , you strike a bingo for yourself , but for me it's all wrong, going out with older peoples doens't mean that , they actully face alot of things and they told you not too... at first my frienst mengz thought i'm gay because i'm out with older mans and older friends , don't know what is he thinking, later on he agree and told me that wao going out with older people is an experience ...... so amazing !!!! yet i have to suffer the buller attack to made a statement of it.... how sad is people in life......

i always has amazing happend ... out of a sudden my friends called me out and sometimes i'm always confuze in the middle of time when two diffrent group friends called you don't know how to choose .. yet i always done a quite idea go A and go B i always made that they said ... i spoil the fun fine i admin that ... fair and square.

i hope i have tons of excuess so that i can made my friends to believe, but inface excuess can't be explanint so why are you guys listening to the excuess?skip it all , just forget about it.Ask and can't accept what could that be ....?

a converstaion !!! sam i know you well , you been chaning all the time were you trying to get someting on me?Oh sorry i don't know that you know me so well... until i ask some question that you probably can't answer me the answer...?eh eh eh busy right now talk to you later.Oo you know what until the sun rise , this guy trying to pull aways the questiong and msg me other things ...sort of like EXCUESS ... To be smart to me , i would not ask a question secound time . you should answer the question before you going to other tittle. Yet you said you know me well.
You just understand my social life, you doens't know my personality ... what i do will suprize people and will not give people a ? i go for a good reason but i did not use the reason to sort of somethings else. so do you know me well?do i ever have a real realationship?why do my house have so many cars?haha .... guess what you never know and you just split the words....

sometimes it's share that older friends call you weird name , so you would probly walk aways ... but people thought you are chating with GOLD.so no comment, sometime phone ring we do accept the call or maybe we make a call , less make it this way when i making a call some people tog that i do it on purpuse , you want to know why , they probably said why don't you call before blah blah .... people do forget , helow we ain't computer .... human brains has limits ....if you want to think what you thinking go a head no one stop you because who ever stop you were yourself , no one can stop you on that because you already believe it's a fake .

This do no harm to anybody , i just joging down for my future .
if that is a lie , then make it a lie.