No ones know why i drop my tears that night , none of them know what happen , things just so unpredictable... all i have to said it's just a flash back ,i been holidays for a month maybe longer , does this matter ?
No matter how far i go how much i do it just won't stop ,
they said i'm emo yeah maybe they are right but do they even know what you think?
NO they just don't feeling up the chat just to talk about you ,when you realize that they are spade.
I met up somebody , and i have lots of thoughts Uncle peter friends daughter were pregnant, i was not surprise to hear that but what surprise me is the boyfriend , he's married man and his wife met an accident and dead, listen well and guess how old could this Boyfriend be, you and i were blinking and eye his age can be your father more then enough , a 48 years old man married with a 20 year old girl ,after hearing that i feel that i have few uncle and friends are like that ... this still not surprise me..the final things , they don't even know each other more then a year ,well at first i though she was MBA... but in fact i'm wrong , she have the baby after a year later,and i ask huh what did miss , i though you said she was pregnant , yes they said , and you know what. that man join us after that , i was shock to see him and happy to learn something from him ,i still haven ask why she is pregnant , well let me tell you the secret , this man is a business investor he plan to have a small coffee shop and maybe a restaurants..and the girl were one of the top student in the college , he said i marry her because she said something that i hear on a cafe , she said i might not the best student in the college but i do believe that what i do my best now is good for my future, and people just want to get a pass for their result they just has no dreams.
I was thinking was that simple that inspire you to make a move to admire her?
he said i been checking her for years about 1 year ago , till i met her and start to approach her , and now is 2 years .
wow shocking news but it's only one year? are you that confident?
he said to us life is all about risk, you try to put a thing in there and you will get 2 or you get none , well in fact i catch what he said at this point.he also said that many people said that buying a house is earning but from what he see it's just another backpack fill with rock.he said a lots of things like this , and he ask me
son do you know what i mean ? i said the 1st 1 you are talking about a women , the second 1 you are trying to said that people don't see what they see , he give a smile at me and tell me son you are quite easy to catch up what do i mean , well he just keep on said and said , it's interesting dude i'm looking for so hard to have this kind of people , they speak what they want and i'm the one to digest the story and facts.
chat and chat till he said until his business , he said dude since we are quite the same mind i would offer you some deal will you be my guest? i ask again what's a deal when it come to deal?so do you want a deal? he ask again i said yes i hope i have extra coins for that , he laugh at me and said you no need to have a sen for this business ,i was thinking and thinking what will it be.... i ask again what business came from zero investment ? he said son i have , all you need to is promise me, again i said i don't make empty promise he whisper to me , after listening that
i've just bring my hand out , you got a good deal.Most of my friends know what i'm doing for the last few weeks.
thanks you for the deal .
i'm just lucky to know you,hope i get more good deal in future.
i sms him.
he reply with
ha ha no worry son , there is still lots of empty space for you.
all you need is to ask.
after talking to him i found out that i did not figure out why his wife pregnant and why one year later ....
he's a smart one.
it's been so long his death ,i'm still thinking about what i do from the pass , it seem like another one is coming to me.
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when we start to cry we started to appreciate
when things gone you only started to think
when there is no support we only started to look for it
when we have what we want we started to slow down.
Uncle ben ask me before :
what do you want in life?
what do you appreciate?
what will make you cry?
what gone but you can fight back?
what you get now is what you want?
i can't answer that @@ do you believe?
it's not that easy , you can't have a specify answer...
