3/4 week ago X D

wao it is so long i din log into this blog hehe
while i'm bz doing some stuff@@
that why i'm not free to upload anythings.

week ago went to find caryn n GURL for paying the BBQ gathering money,
while they gave me a time haha but i'm a bit late they reach there about 1oc
but i reach there about 1.30oc than Jack came too haha but he came at 2oc,
while they finish eating than GURL said she got class, caryn also Y.Y
try me 1 people sor gang gang there Y.Y . aiks since gurl park her car at car park
so i followed her scare she get into trouble , finish follow to the car park entrance she said that she wait for the shutter car in prymid haha, so i walk back in prymid while i was walking up hoho saw SAM tai kor hehe so i teman her go eat while caryn told me that she is free on that day ... kena tipu again aiks.
SAM tai kor eat sushi king haha, so while we finsih eat she take aways some sushi for caryn aiks walk so far TOA got anoter new block haha X D.

Than sam dai kor say he need to go down to KL too look for his auntie so i was on the same bas X D and the same train. i split her at the putra station , while she want to go to KL somewhere else haha so i went back home and wait till friday.

wao fridays was an exited day, morning 6oc i went to SPY house and we go to mayanag
there have a tea until 7 30 than we go to the pasar @@ buy chicken wings ..
6kg of chickens wings haha so crazy weh @@. than go back to spy house and my sis need to use the car in the morning so spy scare i don't help him and he follow me go home X D.we went out to cafe because my mum wasn't at home so we go cafe play for awile , aiks so sad while we were playing CS... i told spy i chiong you all trow flash bomb ... fark spy look at my screen and see i be the hero and i get shot ...
omg after i die he only trew the flash and kill the enemy i was like ha what's going on ... nvm he and cross laught at me the whole morning Y.Y aiks nvm la laughting is good.than went back to my house lo i took a bath than my mum just in time came back haha so call her fetch me go spy house , spy find few helper to clean the chincken wings and marinate it.

Than we went to OneU to have our lunch @@
it was so damn long .... they were delay and delaying the time @@
i was soooo hungry Y.Y, aiks when 2oc we get to eat haha
we went to eat MCD haha i like lo hehe X D
than till 4oc they buy ticket for movie,i was tired so i seleted to follow spy to fetch his Girlfren haha so on the way i was trying to sleep lo hehe..damn that days was damn jam haha .. after finish fetching her girl friends from office than we went to her girl firends house haha waited 30min i think than spy rush to kuch house and celebrate the BBQ GATHERING.WE reach there about 8oc haha cos jam @@,i was promissed gurl i will go early haha but din't make it @@, starting i was waiting people to BBQ and wanted to snatch food @@ but end up Y.Y manny of them were just BBQ hotdogs.
than freedowm and gangs were just BBQ the lamd wahhh i was soo happy geh geh at last got people BBQ lamb haha eat few pices lo haha than i started to BBQ chicken Wings
i was BBQ around 30 to 40 chicken wings @@ i ate don't know how manny @@
but still left alot there, no people was taking the chicken wings haha nvm nvm X D
as long the gathering is happy X D.



Than end lo at 11 oc before end we all toke some picture haha than clean up the house .... this all about weeks ago X D

Music is just my life

Music is my life
i like what type of the music, it is my problem.
It doens't affect your bank account, you change me and yet your
bank account won't add any sum of money, and stop changing me.
P.S# Samson doens't like people to change him, you can tell him what you want too.
if he want to he will change it self after analyze

happyily found this song John Farnam - Burn For You
i was woundering this song long ago, and yet can't find a place to download it
but today is my lucky day.. i'm glad to have this song.
waited week ago this song was in my p2p program stucked...
i love the song,so much meaning about the lyric.
listend back my old play list
Pete Yorn - just another
last time i saw this song on a movie
it is a ost sound track X D
found it is a kinda feel for me,
so find it and listen.

Music can change manny things a point of view,you
can relax your mind and soul, you get manny stuff from it,
people just told me that it is just a stupid song, and yet you are
one type of weird guy.fuck them people use thier feeling to sings those
songs, that why you can feel thier feeling and why they want to sing it out
, i just don't blam those people said music is nothing to them no comment for
them,i love i listen i share, and yet people thought that i'm acting weird to make
atraction for others, just give a F to them for free.

that why i said that i'm unique for a purpose ,
yet i'm diffrent or maybe not someone are same with me?

Love that doens't exist

It start like this,
It was a windy day i was lying on the grass, i was thinking somethings minute later i feel her walk pass me , i just can't see her face clearly it has a strong sun shine behind her, she is standing at my side i was figure who's that be but i make my eye close i doens't care who that, and i were lying on the grass and enjoy my silentness.
Than one day i was walking around this place and i saw her , her shape and her smell
i reamber on... and i ask her a question.she answer me yes , shock i ask why she standing infront me , i was shock to hear that she told me that she was in love with me no idea what i'm so special about, and i asked her few more question . than she give me a good damn reason that i can accept her,and i asked her phone number.
chit-chat on the phone on the net...
Until this day she told me that i'm too good for her, i was shocked and wounder why does manny people said this too me .... i'm too special?just too bad? somethings else? fuck i want wanna know the answer. when i was angry sudelly i wake up and yet
i ask my self what make me so special that i can make girl said that.
i was thinking of it whole day just wounder....

yeah i'm burn
i just burn for you
do you know how much i love you?
burning with a hot mytic fire
do you feel my love to you?
just said yes ,
if you recieve this msg,
i don't have a reason to let you love
you got a reason to let me know why,
just why, tell me how you're felling
fine,ok,just feel good .
buring up for you,
cause i believe you last time,
and i don't believe you anymore,
wounder it is all a lie ,
let us just say good bye.

Life that i can't make it posible
i may try ,
trying is not my style,
and yet i started to try,
yet i know trying is to build confindance
hit a try and yet results come out
not really what i want but,
i'm ok with that.
so now i'm trying to go on ,
i'm not born with skill and yet,
i have to train it,
it is all about skil.

i'm satisfice what i'm having
to get to the top 10 is better than nothings,
there is a limit a head no one will stay long up there
i'm hit it to top 10 and yet i'm happy what i'm geting
overloaded only make me stress,
just need to know your own limits.