The reason....

yesterday i recieve a msg that's from estrealla , she msg me and said her father just pass away ... feel sorry for her lost.And kinda shocked ... people can just easy go away like that..
qoutes of the day "we should appreciate everyone and stop building enemys."

Fish cried at the tank and water said i know how you feel , fish said i'm in the water you can't see my tears ,water said i can't see your tear but i can feel your tear droping because it's you are inside me.

james thanks for things that you told me , i'm kinda of missing direction X D. but
don't worry i've do what i can just thanks for everything.

To my pet brother.

Hi there if you still visit here my blog,
sad to see you offline for my guess you must be blocked me or deleted me on you list , but i did not block anyone that day , i'm on a rush as i told you before, plese do understand ,i'm not small gas ,things that what i said that day were something i just want to tell you about the feeling how i feel sudelly . but yet i'm on a rush it's not a lie , or maybe you think it is a yes well ok then i'm wrong at the moment, well if you want to end a friendship like that i'm ok with everything please do remember what you read last time in my blog there is a post of blog that i menction before ,may09 2008 you should have read it before... i did not modify it's maybe it's there you din read or notice hope you will have a little reading on that.the other day i'm quite sad it's because you said something about the BROTHER things which i sudenly feel something ,that day was my birthday and i though my pet brother will remember my birthday , just sad about that and that day you sudelly trigge my mind about it with the words brother.I still remember your birthday is on april 1 serious if you have notice last year i send you a sharp msg on 12oc.

I'm not begging for anything to turn back,
if want things end let's end it in the right way
don't stucked in the middle of self emosion and react,
middle has too many missunderstood.

At least i know what's going on .... i have no idea what's going on.

A Quick leaving make everythings missunderstood.

wooo photshoop X D

huh how do you do this @@

omg where is my hand X D

jackie saw hot chix there

weeks ago happend a missunderstood converstation.

Yeap... i hate them , they always postphone stuff.. why can't you guys tell me early... i've just create a missunderstood , now i know maybe it's a faith.. that days uncle ben were at my door and i quickly end the msn thingys. when things in situation like that it create a problem inbetween, althought i thinks following uncle ben were fun buy end up they postphone... Uncle ben face were change totally haha ... then he bring me to uncle teoh there slightly tea time. Uncle teoh damn sui keep said shoot what la .. no need ga la ... this and that uncle ben keep his mouth shut and keep drinking till a phone called then uncle ben said send me to college ,need to do 3D and 2D...

Stupid james..., i went to his house to fix his slave and then you know what i found .... smart ass 
you pull out the jump cable then how would your hdd run ...JAMES ANSWER ME WITH A VERY COOL ANSWER "Eh sam i tog got power cable hdd can run and detect" yoh i don't know want to laught or want to said  just half empty and half full situation. ok den just plug in his cable and everythings work fine @@ now i know why he said no need rush ...that slave pc is use to download... so lame weh now all follow what i do Y.Y copywright leh, all my 2 old pc were change to slave to download stuff and my main pc is for my work assignment.That day james suddenly have an idea he said does the person  blocked you he can see your msg anot?i was like the person can't see because it did not longer update the user , james keep conviece me that i'm wrong then i do a small example for him to see , it's actually yes the user block you or you block the user basically people can't really see what you updated msg/tittle , you only see the last tittle he /she put. then here goes again haha james food food you owe me.... so coincidence his father were back ... ( i tell you somethings JAMES your father, can talk the whole night 1 ... salute !!!) uncle talks alot and bring us to dinner , auntie were on holidays so 3 banana went to hilton to ate @@ uncle why everytime also hilton haha .( then i notice something UNCLE SAID hei SAM THANKS FOR HELPING JAMES REPAIR HIS PC) james face were like "OH O" JAMES!!!!!!! YOU BARSTARD !!! IT's not coincidence you called up your father early !!!) ok , i'll remember you , thanks you for the meal james and thanks to your father haha. wei next time don't drop msg at blog please ,call me since i just gave you my number(Please don't pass my number to your father if he ask you said you contact me from internet !!!else not kill you)...James father is quite nice to talk with actually but not everyday hahanow  i know why james.(feel sad about you haha>in fact i glad to feel happy to you haha)

Yen seng email me , he is going to his auntie house there for working and also follow up his father stuff , i guess it's a long lost friends again... no worries he will still send me emails. at least better then nothing.

saturday night binwei they called up and i went out with them , we sit 2 car binwei driving and me , chuan and kok liang were inside both car X D . 1st we went to nasi lemak there for dinner i actuly ate so i did not really called food to eat , then later on ... all are so desprade about ice-cream then went to one utama mcdonalds there and have ice cream only desserts not more then that , before we went to MCD we went back ss3 to pump petrol then here goes the crazy parts.. binwei car has been chase by a wira then i'm behind him saw his car pull me far far away...  then i chase up .... binwei is playing with a wira and a myvi ... i were chasing up .. but can see .hopefully eveythings is quite save , binwei salute your car X D mine want to get near also abit hard. haha

See see here X D

1st

1.This is your back of your laptop all you need is a screwdriver then screw out the bottom left from picture , the hdd should be located at there so IF YOU UNDER WARRANTY DON'T DO THIS BECAUSE IT'S VOID WARRANTY.

2.after screw out the screw you should see your hdd inside mine is abit small but your should be bigger i guess.(open the cover)

3. Mine has a metal thingys blocked and also remove it.

4. This your hdd , becaful ..(picture above)

5.Slowly remove it out, DON'T PULL TO DIRECTION UP , you should pull to the left from picture above .

6.Tada you got your HDD from your laptop . ( picture above)

                                                                                      OR

7.This is an encloser , it's 2'5 inc for laptop saize HDD, take your hdd slot into the encloser then(most of the people called the external HDD CASE but there are 2 type this things , one type of encloser come all in one that means cannot open up 1 so that 1 can't be slot in your HDD if you or your friends has a encloser that can open it up that should be not a problem.( picture show above)

8.weee run with a usb ... that should be not a problem to take back your data..you can use it running with your 2'5 encloser/external hdd case , but careful external case has a bad things that is you can't drop , it also depance your luck once you drop you might lost data or total lost so becaful when you using a external HDD case.

New toy haha X D thanks you !!!

Qoutes that i found from stumble 

i have another one which i found it nice> 

it's kinda hard to explain to average person 
why we will breaking all our bones but you know what 
that's what makes our sportt so bad ass 
i don't think there is such a things as too far 
it's just the boundries just keep getting pushed 
further and further. 

Travis pastrans

what's friends means actuly? 
i have no idea with the friends is? 
just to chilling or really matter talk about facts? 
are we means to said anythings? 

i have a frinds called mengz , i knew him from poan and shintau ... from what i see is sometime is good to know him , but when come to time , he's always failed ... He help me alots this few month .Thanks alots my friends.

Things are going to change : 
sorry to people that think that i'm wrong 
wrong that i admit  
admit things that is come to conclutions 
conclutions came with a stop. 

This present you a apology gift , the reason is not what people think it just things that you can't convience inbetween,soonfatt msg were right "inbetween of trust there is a lie between in it". 
i did not make a blog to be a corward , i just don't want to tell people about it , just things you never know what's going on, that has no meaning sometimes .Does sharing is caring? well for me at the moment is yes because i think it might works on best buddies , for other fact i don't think it works ....  

uncle ben msg me last few days he said "the world is round , that why we have the night and days around us.apon of what you see might giving you a bitter well that is matter fact of life." 

just so want to tell him that i'm just half empty and half full situation.but too bad he doens't know i have a blog here X D all he know is my daily blog, with is all my chatbox are in one but diffrent places, people might think that is a blog but nope. if a friends is worth to know why not find it out X D you may found some answer inbetween.

 

A box of new motherboard I7 motherbord !!!

It's worth?

Half full Half empty?

I been asking this question for month ago uncle ben ask me this question during a weekend , i was chilling with him then he ask me this question and i said it's same , but that time i'm not sure about my answer , then till i found the answer then now i know what is this means, he's trying to tell me something now i have no idea what's that , he said something funny " the world is round , that why we can have night and day." no idea what is that means just keep in mind.

This is a game that has no facts of skill means that everytime you play you need diffrent answer X D i've finish it many times just feel this games is quite nice.

Pern conversation

This is what pern converstaion is.
Pern is my classmate , she a half thai half chinese i guess.Those 2 aren't just notice what's going on now , just now i've recieve a msg from pern said about something suprize and scarry, i've no idea what's going on but pern you should chill , it's doens't worth to let a person to made you like this way you should not fell sad about this kind of people yet it's a just a feeling of it, just no idea you made yourself sad just because that it's really worth, since he's so bad why still feel regret letting go? maybe i don't know anything about it or maybe i'm cold blood.

Don't scare me off, she almost shocked me ... but when i ask estrella about it she told me something then i just do my work. X D 

Yeah 21yo liow

It's been a long way and time i've never update due to personal reason .I hardly sense to move on to the next level , between it has something happend to finiacial problem seem ok but not, how i wish i can just tell somebody, but it's no meaning about it , i aint looking for help but i'm looking for answer. Brother said comming but nope it's not , i hope things are fine here and there just like the old days , that day i been ask myself why did i went to study for? do i really want it or what , i've the answer years ago but when i saw the pain of it ,i've break down and slow down ,i tog that was a fine amount for him but not , i've no idea how many sweat he drop just to give me a happy enjoying life and i'm not saving it just ask for more. things might change a little bit here , there goes for nothing and something now i'm middle of the sea and looking for island . Friends of mine just told me let it be how far you go it's not a fact anymore , it's how much you know.I feel the pain of it deeply , i've said i'll save more for it, i'll do more things and that but all i know is i'm just telling lies to myself, for so far what i've really done is i make a strong selection that has pain within ... just thinking it's really matter me now.

I don't care how people see me now maybe i'm just a talker , might be somebody of wannabe i just don't care about it , all i know the fact is i need to keep to myself just to know what is correct and whats wrong and what do i really need to understand and not so.I'm not good at all but at least i'm something that still contain some values in it.

march 7 it's my birthday
there are many people said that sam i'ma your best friends you know , well make it as a fact 1st ,when come to greetings they are not even a frineds of it , i did not put a notice on the web and other place all i've done is remove the real day. A fine guess for the 1st greeting  was a internet friends not so close but at least send me a msg wish. i'm suprize about that yet happy , not just anythings it's a joy of recieve it , and next was DT send me a msn msg , was really happy because he sure remember my birthdays "evendo my classmate know me 1 year ago also know my birthday, that day march 6 i was keeping my mouth shut and did not menction anything about it some of them give me a suprize wish when i reach class it's kinda happy".i'm just happy on the day but what's make me said is there are a person said that "sam i know you well" he did not wish me at all i hope that is what i heard wrong at 1st place... last year i've set into friendster and some of the website , so they know... and people said things won't change much , it's just additional somethings. for the reason i don't want to argue is i waited the correct date and blog it out and look whos your best friends now?and they do dare to said so loud about it. i just tired listening to those shit that is i live longer i know better stuff, it's piece of shit ... your story doens't contain anymore values to me because it's a lie on it.

night time actuly i did not really celebrate dad and mum said want to have a dinner and i've told them nevermind i have plans later, time pass reaching 10 binwei msg me said want to go out for tea anot so i just said ok and go out with jarryl ,kokleong,chuan and binwei , we went to mcdonalds and have some chat was very happy. After 12 chuan said sam happy birthday to me but it's over 12 de , nevermind it still a wish . just happy that day ... then went home ... uncle ben called up bring me out ... ok ok told them i'll leave soon because i'm not in the mood because of somethings happend this few month and very bad things happend to me , it's personal just don't want to menction. sat down and talk till morning , just fine sometime i don't wish to share those things because it's no meaning in it.

A funny things about here 
that day somebody ask me sam why you blog ?are you try to show something to other people?
i answer most of the people i mention of things happend most of them they don't know what's going on so means that it's just a place to let myself to tell myself what is going on by year comes .I blog because of future refrence , i show is to know what i have that time , i scare that one day i'm nothings but still i have a small little datebase of my story for my ownself to read .
recenlly i accidently went to a blog that is a couple blog i think they invite wrong email , i found out that is no meaning about it ,
they just writing a diary of words and said the writer feel about his/her love one and it's so funy at something , she said "lucky i did not want to eat so you can save up some money for future"
god i'm thinking do you really can save much with a con of ice cream? does it means everybody has 1 dollar in hand and planed how to use in future? and the male reply as "you are my loveonce and great one who know how to help me save money for future." ok no comment onto this, there are something i not use to see in the blog , picture ..... and lucky  i did not take any of it. 
after being a victim of wrong email to enter people blog i've change my mind blog are really not for secret one wrong press you had some wrong move into it.I just found out that blog has no meaning about it , it was like something happend and add on words and she wrote like things are so touching and yet matter of facts i've no idea what's the real reason, maybe he want the male things that she is great to him and him is great to her .... sort of things like that i've just no idea what is that , just so no meaning .....


all being this long year i've pass my birthdays quietly ... i did not really plan to have a party or what .. i just plan to see something that is what people said friends are use to be, from now on i don't believe that things like i know you well, because they doesn't know .After this they might said i'm busy about something and other reason ... no need tell me no need to explaint because you did not own me anythings. i'm ok with it just i found out what friends really means now.

i told uncle ben before if you failed to remember people birthday don't ever said you know he/she well because it may cause something in future... he told last few days ago yes you are correct i do agree with that , uncle ben was in sick this few week i've no idea what just happend he looks tired and not very happy maybe business had some problem, i'm ok with that , as i told myself it's no meaning to share something that people can't help , yet the answer is yourself .I do care about my friends , and i make sure they do treat me like a friends also.