Sunday, August 03, 2008

if there is a tittle what could you put this as?

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
puting me under the pressure
every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've become so empty
I can't feel it any more
I've become so tired
so much more aware
I'm becoming this
all I want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you.
can't you see that you're smothering me
holding too tightly
afraid to lose control
cause everything that you thought I would be
is falling apart right in front of you.
and I know
i may end up failing too
but I know
you were just like me
with someone disappointed in you.

Walk to my balcony have a sit,
thinking what could posible happend,
think and think .
can't figure out what went wrong,
but understand the limit of it,
i saw the sea infront of me,
i saw the people playing around,
i hear the song of freedom.
and the sand was soaking my toes,
the sea water was covers my toes.
i stood there for an hour ,
things doens't come but kept waiting.
the world is a big circles ,
but sometimes big circles are small.
don't expect it's big,
it's not so big lately.
when you notice it ,
it been flew always with the wind.
what have you done lately?

Are you expecting something to happend?
things has show up so,
what's bother you.
a little bit of fate and faith.

My Life Is Changing Before Me &.. 
Things I Felt I No Longer Feel 
All My Beliefs Have Turned To Nothingness 
All That Remains Is This Bleak Emptiness 

No - What Has Happened To Me 
Everything That I Was - Now I Can't Even See 
As The Changes Destroy My Mind 
Life Is Passing Before My Eyes 

Things Weren't This Way, I Once Was Strong 
But Now I'm Weak, Can't Carry On 
Crushed By Everything That Made This 
I Can No Longer Take This 

No - What Has Happened To Me 
Everything That I Was - Now I Can't Even See 
As The Changes Destroy My Mind 
Life Is Passing Before My Eyes 

Alone In Anguish, Cast In Silence 
Feelings Of Hatred, Masked Thru Violence 
Frustrations Overwhelming-Endless Misery 
Caged Emotions - Tears Apart Me 

Look Beyond My Inner Self 
Past My Soul Into Hell 
See The Things That Made My Life 
Feel The Pain As I Die 

Quickly, My Life Did Change 
Nevermore Shall I Feel Sane 
Waiting, To End This Life 
Waiting I Take This Knife 

Quickly, My Life Is Fading 
Nevermore Shall I Feel Pain 
My Life Has Passed Before Me 
An Ending That I Shall Not See

I'll Take You to Heaven, the Kingdom is Yours 
Deny Your own Life, Submit to the Cause 
Change Your Beliefs to fit in With Mine 
Grant me Your Soul Till the end of Time" 

Given a Chance to Repent for his Sins 
Delusions of Grandeur, Enrobed by Hymns 
Nothing but Silence Comes From his Lord 
Nothing but Hatred Becomes his Accord 

Forsaken by God, Nailed to the Cross 
The People Don t Care, No Great Loss 
Rejected by People he was Trying to Save 
Nailed up - Between two Knaves


You thought we'd be fine
All these years gone by
Now your askin me to listen
Well then tell me about everything
No lies we're loosin time

Cause this is a battle
And its your final last call
It was a trial, you made a mistake, we know
But why arent you sorry, why arent you sorry, why?
This can be better, you used to be happy

You've got them on your side
And they wont change their minds
Now its over
And im feelin like we've missed out on everything
I just hope its worth the fight

I want a box around myself
So they can put me on the shelf
To see the way I live
But the holes are blocked
By everybody else inside
As far as I can tell
They're all living well
Living better, still
Oh, that's the way it is
Climbing up the corporate ladder
Trying to escape through the roof

Can you explain lives led in vain?
It seems like everybody's looking for their way out

It's not a problem, it's hell
We only do what people tell
But can you tell me, anyone
The consequences of setting someone free?

Have you ever felt the pinch
When you life's confined?
Well, get your ass in line
It's hard not to care what they say
I'd like to think we'll break away
I don't believe that growing up
Means cashing out and giving up

The time has come to deny your ways.
To rid ourselves of the parasites.
Shedding dead weight, reclaiming what?s ours.
Taking each moment with force again.
No crosses to bear, no time to be wasted.
A fearless approach to oppression.
A constant attack to never retreat from.
With no other choice but resistance,
What will it take
You must choose or be chosen for.
What will it take
Choose or chosen

Its all that we ask, for what we demand.
The decisions we make we will live by.
Proving your weakness.
Denouncing your claims
Your feeble attempts to demean us.
What more can you do, you?re against the wall.
Your lies will be heard for the last time.
Sat what you will it?s only in vein.
This is the justice I fought to attain.

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