Tuesday, April 29, 2008
It's the 87 post i guess X D
Being focused on achieving a goal is important in life, but is your current goal really attainable? Reassess your current hopes for the future and make sure than none of them are too unrealistic. Yes, you have to challenge yourself and push yourself to do better, but at a certain point you could be setting yourself up for failure. Pull back a little. Instead of climbing that mountain today, how about you just ask yourself to get to the second highest peak? You can tackle the highest one later.
Monday, April 28, 2008
?.?random?.?
only like this i can keep my dream at this moment
i still see the eye that i love
i still remember you kissed me suprize at that moment
i'm a wake but i don't dare to open my eyes
this beacause i'm scare of my tears drop and my mood gone
i though we have a date
i hear the blessing and wishing from my friends
but i'm late i can't be togather with you.
i was watching the sky and waiting for the star to drop
you already geting far away from me our love could not be continew
and i realize that i'm not your only one for you
i close my eyes i hold my breath and breath
now i don't dare to dream about you at the nigh
who's knows at the day time i saw you
i saw your love once holding your hand
i drop the tear that i can't breath
i can't face the fact and the ending
we have alot of topic last time
but after loving you that much i can't do anythings more.
i never thought of a friends power before
wao i been soo long experience that ... i ask i ask i ask why whould people just reffer to our love once, how about your friends? you just too blind to see or you just want to spend more time on your love once? it might be wrong here yet i'm wrting down here .
last time that i said i'm not that dirrectly do i?
yes i do said that ... but i found out that is a stupid way to do it ,i might said it stupid at the moment and i would change it for a reason.
Hello, are still awake?
no i guess i still looking for the road,
then why don't you sit down and think?
that is good for my thinking...but
But what you idios? have you get serious about it?
ermm yes i tryed get serious about it.
Fark it are you still talking the samethings you use to do ?
i guess that a minmum about it but i try.
Ya you try? then what you said before was just RUBBISH don't you realize?
why did the rubbish came in?i just don't understand why would you give me that words.
TRYING WAS A NOT A CONFIDENT, WHAT FOR TRYING IF YOU ALREADY SET AN ANSWER.
i have no words .......( lost in here at the moment)
Those days my pain are getting serious and serious, somethings i would hope
i never let people around me notice me , as i believe why do good peopl goes early
in the life, as what i can see is getting too happy was a days that you never found it,i was bad last time , i never thinks of this yet till someone some days i change,
pain are geting to me why it's happend?Do it means i have done enought good things in life yet i need to make a move 1st?as i too sacastic?Or maybe i'm over thinking ?
the answer is just around the conner.
My hard was clamed , my legs has no more feeling
my brain doens't run fast , my concertration getiing weak....
does't this means an end? do i need tell everythings until i'm end?
or i just keep everythings no one know . there is the only road that i choose and
that the things i never choose in live i hope for somethings sudelly, friends of mine are correct what the meaning if you are rich and you trying to buy friends instead of using your eye and see.
(i sudelly cry)
i found out that i'm a weired person, why do i write do here
maybe i'm holding it too long i dowant't to care anymore,
who's care about this as i notice people just pass by and hope for picture to see
to see what i'm now i'm very happy but ... JUST BUT nothings else there.
as from saturday i went to melacca with one of my internet friends at first ,i been knowing him 2 years or maybe longer , he has hearing problem but i found out that when a hearing problem people are still surving for live why do i let it go so easy,
i do have a better things then him , ask your self why would like to slack down and doens't do anything at the moment, i never drop tear of writing a blog here but when i see what people are doing in my eyes now are more the friendship.yes back to topic
i went with him, edmondson at first i was thinking he is a weird person but since i know him so long i found out actuly he's trying to protect he himself, i'm sorry that sometime i over talked you just beacause i doens't realize that you are protectiong your self, as my thinking i though it was ok, but not everyone could handdle that or maybe accept that. yet we are brothers now as i doens't think it before i don't know it's a good things or bad things , but i know it if anythings or everthings me or him doesn't hurt each other i guess it's ok the somethings.. but if there is somethings hiding for it i guess this GOD brothers realasionshio doens't has a meaning, if you read about here i wrote it todays , it might be happening somedays just that it depance you saw it or not. Treating me eating at melacca i'm very happy, i love to get treating from people but it's was like i'm just too over to stick gold dust? oh shit sorry i don't that ok i wrote this down incase future somethings happend. Todays was a true about me but future it's what you think i'm if you reffer here i guess no point i telling lie and keep it for so long. Eds i do love this brother things but if in future i do use you or you use me i think we'll just end it here. I don't keep forever here beacause i doens't believe into it. people get bored someday it depance how do see things.do you believe that i droping tears for this bloging stuff.. i never thought of that ...sometimes is hard to talk to you but nevermind i learn to tolerate it beacause i don't tolerate last time that why i keep doing mistake ... For the reason why i want to wrote so long beacause people get bored reading about it if you notice this page i guess you know what's im thinking now . but i doens't hope you saw this at this few moment just beacause if you saw it was like i'm a talker else what?
i only confest it here but if you doens't get it sorry
it might be a missunderstood here ...
you said that i'm overthinking ,
well yes i'm ... sometime i realize that i always make mistake in the way of not thinking that make my stinks...
Eds
you are somethings,
i never thinks of friendships like this,
you make me feel strong as an example,
i'm very lucky that i doens't ignore you,
i'm glad that you found your love once at the momeny
i'm very happy for that melacca trips,
as you ask me before can we be friends forever,
i only can tell you what i want to said in here i said already,
everytime you ask i'll just escape it beacause i don't want talk about it,
i lost forever in my mind beacause things around me doens't stand forever,
today we might be GOD brothers but future how would you think about this,
i guess if you see this please don't let me know,
beacause it's no meaning asking me about this,
todays what i wrote is what i'm now ,
if once days you found that i'm have some intentions to get somethings from you
please please please visit here i guess for future or now i just dowant people
missunderstood...i already lost one ,
now i get one do you think i still appreciate,
i do think you are a good icon to me beacause i never found somebody like you
treating people as your close one... you are a good adjuster, i will not forget
beacause this friendship it's what i realize what's a friendship,for me normally i
just thought friendship was a things that we can used each other but i found out
at this moment i'm badly wrong.
I DOENS'T LIKE TO TALK FACE TO FACE FOR THIS PROBLEM
beacause i found out it's very fake when you listen it ...
writing it down is better then telling it.i also hope what you see
in your eyes are what you want ... as sometime you ask me those questiion
i don't know how to reply you because i found it very fake.
promiss me if you see this don't ask me
if you ask it's become fake when fake become
that is a missunderstood, maybe you doens't get what i mean here
never mind there is alot of time.
Thursday, April 24, 2008
It's the 84 post of the year X D
still not yet done sien jor la wehhh.......... cuting the top of the celing of the SIAM House is a wasting time ...... dui lucky i finish on monday 3 somethings then went to kai house and do the research folder @@ took me about 2 hours to do .. then fly back to house and sleep damn strees too hard to sleep i think i took an hours to get into sleep yet later shit man middle of the sleep wake up for no reason ,..... then sleep back ..... SHIT KAI DIN SAW THE 9 OC msg ONLY WAKE ME UP @@ , actuly i told him wake me up at the 8oc @@ but seem i take too long to do my research folder then i write a note in his pc @@ WAKE ME UP AT 9 .wah lau he sleep at 1oc morning .. i sleep around 5 sad de la ...i went to his his that time he alredy sleeping but lucky i got his house key so can borrow pc and do my resarch haha X Dsumore that day damn sui modem kena goreng don't know what happend la no raining no ligning also..... sad sad.... then wake up presentation till.... 12 oc wuhahah our class was the great once X D(so action weh).. then went to lunch lo prepair for the DRAWING EXAM @@ woot .... guess what damn tired de draw the things also run abit haha but @@ don't know will failed anot @@....
AFTER 2 FINALS OUR CLASS WENT TO STEAMBOAT HAHA X D
DAMN weh i raech there around 7 30/7 45 shit got ppl more early then me .... haha don't care i booked 3 table so start to eat eat eat eat eat eat till 10 oc .Then i paid the bill RM 550 .haha no more activitis jor aiks send my friends all home haha ....b4 they go .... FUCK WEH STILL GOT RM150 in hand arr you all rich kid dowant the class fund returned back arr ...... aiks some tell me keep the money 1st ya X D so so i keep the money.... sien la keeping the money ... feel like using it ...
then night time i thought no more activitis jor so went home bath. (RING RING RING)
i got a feeling OH SHIT GOING OUT AGAIN ARR..... swt- Then i pick up UNCLE peter called @@ ask meout for celebration haha i said ok lo but i said i dowant to drive weh he said ok la i know la .since so long din meet X D and after hang up the phone i was wounder how on earth uncle peter know i got finals @@.. wired weh.no comment la then he come and fetch me went to sowhere that i don't know it's a bar ermm just enter la don't care la aredy blur blur haha then i saw UNCLE ALBERT , TEOH ... and few of my so called Korkor haha was there wah sai jar 2 weh .... now i know why they know i'm final brink beer at first ... sudelly swt they open hard liqure which i scare of haha but lucky 1 bottle only , manny wired things about them also i was asking in blur tomorrow you all no need work arr they said WE just STRIKED the TOP SALE .... then they send me home haha ... like that lo.i don't remember what time but i feel the time is around 2 to 3 oc lo
Next day morning i wake up damn early @@ no idea maybe still stress haha around 10oc like that then went on9 haha my friends was wounder how on earth ur modem kena goreng still mannage to on9 at home haha one of my classmate borrow me his extra modem X D that how i on9 haha the talk with eds ling mengz my fellows uncles haha until 12 soomething then ask mengz for lunch lo sumore i want change my modem i mean claim my modem. went to eat chicken rice near mengz house X Dwah lau that chicken rice so tiow take us 30 min to get our food done .........aiks finish eating then went to DIGITAL MALL (I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE PEOPLE ARE SO UN-POLIE) wah sai i went to the shop name OTAG.... don't know what name de la the people working there like FUCKING SHIT... i gave him the modem and he ask what the problem's i tell him that the days of that i on the modem and i use then sudelly the voltage jump ....
then i go on it back wah sai modem goreng .... dead liow aiks . i told him like that
he said MUST IS LIGHNING ....macam i bluff him nia... pui pui ... if you have no intention to warranty just said we don't send warranty la ... sohai 1 people warranty also not your shop is the modem shop .... are you dumb enought or you too lazy to do that for me aren't you give me this kind of service ? FUCK YOU STEVEN that saleman which i still remember his name since last 6 month ago... don't think i'm a kid yet i know nothing... then he call wait i later help u do yours. so i and mengz wait there ... then a girl come ask me what the problem this 1 better ... i retell what the problem and then she said i gona go to the warranty dept and ask can warranty you and NAH STEVEN SOHAI LEARN FROM PEOPLE LA ..... THIS CALL SERVICE ... no like you said ppl lighing strike cannot warranty .... then she ask me to follow her down and we do reach the warranty dept she ask the person there what the problem
she just said 1 words to the guy the voltage sudelly jump modem cannot on.. THAT GUY JUST SAID WARRANTY LO. wah wah wah so song jor ... at least you try when the problem come customer also will accept you what also din't do you expect customer to accept?
that why I FUCKING HATE CHINESE SALEMAN AND ASIAN .... ALSO MY SELF. Then get the warranty slip , ciao lo .... drive to ss2 go to compwarz for my lan card and 2'5inc hdd , i reach there abbout 3 no parking greats .... turn turn turn then .... found damn fark haha don't care la .... then go and find the stuff i want yeah that leng chai serve me again this guy abit talkive but i like the way he serve macam fake but true from it's mouth haha then he serve me and mengz , mengz bought a casing for his 2'5 inc hdd i also bought 1 2'5inc hdd with cassing , then buy 2 lan cos bro pc lan card burned .... jar 2 then i ask that fei chai lan card got warranty arrr? he said got as long u bought in 1 year ... we always accept the warranty !!!!! wah lau not like digital mall .... that why people are earning momney and smiling X D. when you give customer statifactions customer know your stuff expensive abit also come back and buy ... we buy service not your attitude... then i give that fei chai my burned lan card wait for warranty X D .... as happy as i go....all day at home ... sleep ...
NEVER GO DIGITAL MALL AS I ALWAYS TOLD MY FRIENDS
THAT TIME I BOUGHT MY MODEM AT DIGITAL MALL COS I WANT D LINK MODEM ...
COMPWARZ DON'T HAVE SO I GO TO DIGITALMALL BUY...
MANNY FRIENDS SAID AIKS YOU SUI ONLY 1 SHOP IS LIKE THAT NIA NOT ALL
I CAN TELL YOU ALL THE SHOP ARE THE SAME IN DIGITALL EXPECT "ALL IT THE 3RD FLOOR"
WHY COS THEY HAVE A DEPT FOR WARRANTY ONLY SO YOU NO NEED WORRY , AND THE STUFF THEY SELLING ABIT EXPENSIVE 1 AS I SAID WE BUY SERVICE NOT ATTITUDE WHY THE SAME SHOP SELLING THE SAME THINGS BUT SOME ARE NOT EVEN EARNING? NOW YOU KNOW WHY.
ermm wednesdays arr ...
early wake up like sohem don't know do what ..... go cafe lo ....
play whole day there haha then went home sleep X D
thrusdays
same lo go cafe lo haha .... nth to do clean my tabble this and that lo
play On9game at home lo ... sleep damn early no idea why so tired haha
friday arr wake up at 6 30 morning lo X D play On9 game till 10 oc cos maintance ma
so cannot play haha format my pc lo ...... tilll now stoning (almost 3oc ) window cd got problem @@ sad 2 oc only can format, clean my tabble .....aiks still
installing the program.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
somethings un-X-pected
9 things I learned about the world according to anonymous
stock photo models.
I was searching for shitty telecom companies the other day
and Qwest came up as the first result (the 2nd through
6th results linked to Verizon). So I clicked the top link and saw this:

"Finally," I thought to myself, "a site that sells chubby black women."
Unfortunately, after hours of searching there were no black women to be
found; only DSL and local phone service. Here are some other photos
I found on corporate websites, and what I learned about the world based on the
images:
1. Attempts to portray
sincere parent/child relationships always seem creepy.

There aren't many things I don't want to experience in life, but the sensual
caress of a parent going through mid-life crisis is one of them.
2. Hot curly haired black women
go moist for wireless broadband routers and mainframes.

Possibly the first and only cliche in history I've wanted to bang,
curly-haired black women are the preferred marketing tool to sell obscure
telecom products and telephone services so long as their skin tone isn't too
dark. She should be dark enough to score that hip
diversity dollar, but not so dark as to scare away that heartland racist
dollar.
Microsoft also tried to employ use of the hot black woman for marketing Vista
recently, but as usual, they got it wrong:

"Fuck it." -Microsoft's advertising agency
3. People who sit in cramped
cubicles answering customer service calls in drab corporate callcenters
are overjoyed to help fix your DSL modem.
Meet Ron:

I don't know Ron, but I guarantee you that Ron has never said
"allow us to provide you with excellent customer service." In fact, I'd
be willing to bet that Ron provides satisfactory, but not excellent customer service,
jerks it to manga, gets in heated arguments over Battlestar Galactica,
and hates his job because his
boss doesn't appreciate him enough. But some day Ron will get
his degree in computer science, quit his job, and then his boss will
be sorry for not paying Ron more! Until then,
he's an undersexed shill. Unless the beefy,
goateed computer programmer look is making a comeback, and based on
personal experience, it hasn't.
Here's another gem. Can you guess why this man is smiling?

There are only three reasons you should ever be this delighted about
anything, and all of them involve you being a hot chick, meeting me, and lube.
4. At least 1 in 3 people
chosen at random will necessarily be "African American," even though
only 13% of the US population is black.





When a corporation claims to be diverse, what they really mean is that
they hire black people, asians, and a latino every now and then. There
is no image more meticulously engineered in this world than that of
a corporation's statement on "diversity." For example, the energy company
Entergy states on its website that the cornerstone of their corporate culture
is:
respect ... for every individual regardless of race, gender, nationality,
religion, sexual orientation or any other cultural factor. "Tolerance" is
insufficient in this organization that values differences...
Entergy should be commended for having the courage to go beyond simply
"tolerating" different races by treating them with respect, because it
is assumed that other races are not treated with respect unless a corporation
explicitly states that they do on their website. The world needs more companies
willing to follow Entergy's bold leadership by doing more than just tolerating
other races.
5. The amount of forced
enthusiasm you have for a commercial product is directly proportional to
how big of an asshole you are.
The Kashi cereal "Satisfaction Squad:"

If you could divide-by-zero when calculating the size of an asshole,
this is what it would look like:

6.
Kids love manual labor.

Apparently what's good for kids is to make them wash your car.
I've only had one dream in my life with kids in it that didn't involve
me gnawing my feet off, and it had to do with kids doing my laundry.
7.
That one-handed, one-knee laptop bullshit is the preferred way to get real work
done.

Casual, yet all business.
8.
Random-ass white dudes should be placed all over your corporate website for no
fucking reason.



Thanks for the superfluous visual aid, random cowboy dipshit! We couldn't
have inferred what you meant by "hats off" without it!
9.
Teenage boys share intimate feelings with each other.

This is an unedited clip from an actual anti-smoking brochure. I'm going
to assume Mike is the fat one, and the other kid's name is Jerry. Here's
how I envision the conversation went immediately after Mike's confession:
Mike: I think my parents would be very disappointed if I ever smoked.
Jerry: Hey, thanks for sharing your feelings with me Mike. Smoking's totally not cool. I'm glad we feel the same way.
Mike: Really?
Jerry: No, limp dick! I'm going to light up a fat blunt and then I'm going
to rape your mouth!
2,437,498 people have a skewed perception of reality due to their inability
to recognize subtle corporate propaganda.
it's from http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net
Saturday, April 12, 2008
I doens't buy your mistake as mine.

Wee it's my final one of the Final assignment that i done is this really love it haha.
Wah lau quite bz la friends , i seldom got free time to blog (but got time go yam cha) hahah serious no time no joking everythings rush rush... the most sien is caligraphy sad la that subject , redo work until me sot sot ....aiks lucky fridays i pass up all redo work... nothings much just normal life for da whole 3 weeks
wake up > class > lunch > class >go home > do assignment > sleep .whole 3 weeks like that lo nothings much la, somethings special is we found out some really cool
stuff X D We found that "看鸡蛋" is a bad words for indo @@ one of our class mate told us .... we was like ha ...then created this comunity call [看鸡蛋] in msn X D.
currently got 10 to 13 ppl in da [看鸡蛋] group.... hope to grow more haha X D.
FINISH DRAMA CLASS
Wao after week of traning at last i can hand stand at the drama X D, cool eh
hope to get the video but 4get aiks need to ask from my classmate de X D.
Just another Excuese, do you think so?
Coco sorry that day can't make it to your birthdays bar-ty,
as you know i never make an excuese until i enter college,
please please understand me.
i never thought i will let you down, yet i'm only doing my own part
please don't feel bad about me , it's time to let me move on
i don't want things screw up, really sorry girl.
How about you and telbom? I hear that he's always with you wor X D.
Telbom thanks for the greeting on my birthday i'm very sorry .
i din't reply you , beacause that time i have no more batt yet i'm at melacca .
sorry bro , i ain't making excuese but if you think i am , then i am .
recent what just happend
Sometimes i really don't know what my friends think, they always said me do half and talk half... ok i admin that la , then later on wired msg poping out of my pc
i want but i don't dare to give you , what la wiredo until no one tell me what happend sick of this weh if you see this bro/sis kindly tell me please la i ain't a good guesser weh .IF there is nothing important then i think i would not care about it.
I will never never never buy people mistake,
don't think i'm fake , i'm helping you much that you can see
i have no words that if you said i'm fake
don't judge people by the first sign you are always wrong.
i would not tell everythings if that is very important
don't you realize ....
i always help but none of those fucker out there appreciate.
don't know why just don't know why.
She call me out of sudden
aiks no more care about it la i already let it go
do what you like , i doens't care about it anymore
since you are the one who , started it i doens't care anymore
why do you still call me , and drop me a msg yet a stupid sentance
i won't be another guesser for this i had enought, it not my fault
since so long i gave what you want now i learn , people like you doens't
appreciate, if i were last time you drop me a fucking msg i will try my
best to find it out yet not , you already a X do i still care about it ?
if i do , why makes you think i change my mind.
GIVING YOU A HOPE DOENS'T MEANS I LOVE YOU DON'T YOU FUCKING GET IT?
WE ARE OVER , IT'S ENDS SINCE LONG LONG TIME AGO.
yet you still send me stupid msg , and now you tell me go get you back
to forgive your mistake? I doens't buy your mistake ,so yeah what you thinking
in your mind i don't care anymore, You are worst to be a friends.
Now i know why people around you said you .... DO YOU REALIZE THAT?
YET STOP SMS ME OR MSN ME I DON'T CARE ANYMORE
Please keep your words to yours self
1. i want to , but i don't dare to give.
2. Realize that you are the best.
3. you are a great person....
KEEP IT BXXX i never think of that since we ended.
i get angry from last week till now, no idea what just happend just angry
then keep on argue with one of the internet frineds wah lau i already no words de leh
he's another one said i'm talking half and do half ... can't you tell me clearly ?
just i said that X just said are you looking down on my english... wei dude whos looking down on you when this country it's already spoil... i have no idea what's that argue for then just keep talk and talk ... until we settle down . sometimes i found hard to talk to X aiks . One of the post said if geting hard in it why don't you let go ? i sugesst that is correct but aiks if i just don't face it problem will become more and more , when life can't slove problem that suck weh . i'm trying to slove problem to have a better me , sometime i really beh tahan X but i just learn to do that . X just said things that he like yet same to listen if you tell X things X will never listen ,dude WHY CAN'T YOU THINK ABOUT IT BEFORE REJECTION?Just wundering what's going on, i'm learning the process yet i'm not trying to let go.
as i told some of the friends i just don't want to care about it anymore...I DONEST ESCAPE FROM PROBLEM , DUE TO LIFE IS FULL OF PROBLEM WAITING FOR US TO SLOVE.just let it go? huh you sure bro what if your life is full of this kind of people how manny people do you need to let it go? did the problem slove? i guess not much people would choose to stay....
i want to tell but u can't telll
i want to let you all know but i can't make it
i just sad about that, yet i/m angry too.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
another sunday X D


weee nothing do la whole wee
iiii sick jor @@ on 11 march till 20 march.
sien jor la so manny ......... aiks actuly i went to see doctor on 18march @@
those few days i still suffering @@ but on 18 i really annot tahan cos feel like faint , so no choice scare is denggi so go see doc....
keep on high fever on that few days sad, ponteng 1 class .... caligraphy i enter class for 20 min beh tahan then go home @@ ....
nothing much
Rushing assignment time @@ manny final comming !!!!!!!!!!! arrrrrr
Monday, March 17, 2008
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Uh my birthday hahah who cares
he din't reply that .... X D
today march 7 is my brithday wentto melacca Nothing much happend just walk around and have manny time eating i think got 7 times lo X D went there at 9 30 oc and came back at 10oc to pj
Next day went to melacca again with ron justin boey and me, at first we at tmn mayang eat our breakfast then go start our jurnery to Alo gajar A'famosa is there X D
reach there about 12 oc lo then exchange ticket that is ling gave me on my birthday sort of happy with it she gave me 5 ticket weh but we got 4 people only X D then sell 1 to one stranger with we sell her RM30 for the RM45 ticket lo X D . then play .......... till night actuly somethings happend haha i scratch my hand ...t hen justin and boey actuly had a fight the whole afternoon was so cold yet me and ron trying to chill them down @@ i don't what just happend aiks who cares la ... people bussiness. went for dinner , we ate ikan bakar and sort of seafood @@ all spicy yet i din't know ron can't eat spicy food so sorry weh ron if you were here to see @@.... jar 2 la then went to satay lok lok ... time flies ..... go home time send ling back to her house then we going out way to PJ luuu X D....
Sunday, March 02, 2008
What i want to said arr?
there are very rare but how manny are the showing in your live?
once? twice?
appreciate it !!!!!!!!!
woo last week friday got gathering X D
went to maison lo clubbing korkor ron fetch me X D going with 9 people
that is alice , cristy , rsti, yimeng , haur , justin , justine Gf , ron and me.
1st we meet at mayang gathering around 10 oc before that i'm very tired want to sleep but can't classmate made me sick so i faster update classblog .... guess what those fucker doens't want to update there and yet keep asking me ... ya rite my dad said before if people ask somethings from you mean that person give face to come and ask you yet he said you don't so actiong to people ... i was like eehhh aiks ok la he's rite la ... but sometimes when you leading a such group in such a way it's very sad no comment la.After class i was tired and planed to rest and go happy hour with them yet end up ... din sleep just sacrifice for the class yet i'm not fucking proud of that it's spoiling my plan. i wanted to sleep for 10 min but i see ron msn off de
i think he's comming so i faster go and bath end up din rest for that also.... tired
9 45 he reach my house @@ yet he go offline 4get to sms me and tell me he's comming
i told him i want to rest since 8 oc that time but on that time i only notice that classblog haven update... so go there update till 9 30 then bath ron waited me 5 min in his car then i came out and yet we go to mayang gather.
around 10 somethings we make a move to maison here we go reach there around 11 oc ,
our bro opend 2 bottle... i not good in hard liqour i can drink beer haha but not much as you think.maison at first the music was so boring .... yet we just sit and walk around ...nothings special la as you all know i not really like clubbing 1 expensive + come out that time ear pain ... aiks just for gathering lo ....drink play talk walk until 3oc they close ... i think i drunk but lucky still can walk yet i sleep in ron car haha for 30 min i think then i go home sleep TIRED and fun days but if i could have a rest on 8 oc i will be more active in da club. X D.
Saturday morning don't know what just happend raining sumore ....
so yeah air con oned normally got ppl help me off at 7 oc but i wake up at 9oc i tog was 7oc only just wanted to sleep again that time ... fack weh MASIX those PET PET msg send to me .... i silent aredy but can hear the zhee zhee zheeee sound tiu la....
wake up la ... dulan then see the clock oui !!!!!!!!! 9 30 wor !!!!
then do my Tracing lo tuesday want to passup the fornts @@ ... do do until 11 30 like that i called haur he said gathering at oneU ... i was like ha i no car weh can fetch me arr he said ok ok i arrage ... then i call justine and ask he's in klang with solar and moi moi solar want to buy new car jor haha X D.haiz no choice then i said nvm ba you all go la all car also like full then .... 12 30 justin called oie !!!!! samson want go oneU arr my car got space haha .... wah i jar 2 i tell him i go bath 1st then wait him come ... 1 somethings he only reach my house we reach oneU like 2 oc jor ... haur said 11 oc gathering from last night before clubbing then haha he 1 30 reach oneU alice keep said woi where u all mia itzzit fong fei gay arrr haha don't care here. they eat at FISH CO me N justin went to SHOPING so called shoping drop by Burgerking X D. we all at oneU till 5 oc then all go to TBUN Gready for woe , till 9 30 lo went to williams there eat dinner .... then raining abit we shifted to mosin and drink tea X D talk until 2oc ... ron fetch me home haha then he msn me said that his sister stomach ache then send her to hospital @@ ... very serious wei don't know what just happend but i know he untill no 4oc also haven on9 i think it should be serious @@.
Waiting for classmate send me thier files.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
just another boring week X D
pass wekk i also don't know do what de lo but i know i quite bz oh ya i just remember it i had a presentation on wed last week damn stress he print out at the last minuter and it cos 50 @@ for the whole freking book .... then present that art moment FAUVISM ... wah lau i also don't know said what ... until i get blur i tell them i hate last minute work and yet they are stil doing it...
this few years i have change for some reason maybe is that words made me this way
i never use my brain last time since that incident happend. i have change... i become so emosional and eazy to get my eyes drop tears so easy.. no comment about this.
since when i change?
since when there is a hope thinking?
since when i really falling in love?
do i really change ? yes i think X D
i see hope when that incident happend
this year but she doens't know about it.
Friday, February 15, 2008
i bet she doens't tell out this
i got a strange feeling she can't feel it. my first sign told me about it yes she is been getting chasing by somebody.people like to use pet bro or what else to get closer to a person , it might be a future plan for that , i don't know she know anot but not to bring down people words. i'm a new comer but am i welcomed? i guess no.
i guess i can guess that guys plans , first he will bring manny friends into a tea a dinner or so called yam cha. next they will pick some joker in a group to make you feel happy with them.sort of somethings like that , people won't sudelly pop up in a few days rolls,as days goes by less and less people will be in the tabble close and close it would be you can't feel it beacause you thought of it's only my pet ...but the truth is yes the more the closer are the more chances you have.here goes the old trick i bought some ticket with my fren that you know wannt to have a movie? if it's a yes,when you reach there you will see 1 person that said oh shit my friends just
left me out would you mind you me watching the movie?As what i said i knew of it why , don't ask me why if this is true , it's some old story i told before at high school X D , they copy? ops they just inveted....not to bring down them, but aiks i serious don't know who to said about it cause talk diffrent infront of girl.Ok let make it eazy here what ever a guys can't get they will try to bring down someone but this is the wrong part, i just want her to know is what i said from here is the truth if it's a yes i think i have no words due to no choice i didn't ask her about it ,maybe this paragraph will make her don't want to see and read but i hope if you see this please don't tell out if not what i just said is diffrent.
i hope you get what i mean , i'm serious with you i been trying hard to get with you am i a wrong once?wrong moves? ok cool i doens't know jokes alot will it be cold when whe having a chat?i think she doens't know what's happening here X D. so i wrote a future paragraph for you. i hope i'm right but god made it this way X D i'm happy with every choice X D but as i know i'm fighing with armo and they have alot of bullet to shoot , i can't hold on long just a wile....
please don't be angry with this paragraph
i'm not trying to bring down every one here
but i just want to jod down and make a witness for this post
i'm chasing you just that you can't feel it yet
i'll ask you when i got time
just don't tell what you read from here i promissed
if it's true i'm chooing to leave
if it's not true see how will you accept me .. for some reason
as my words i end here. keep it to your self . rather it's true or false just let me know.i could be your friends i would be happy X D serious. but if can i would hope u and me can have a start of a relationship so that i know how to express to you, due to i have a distance with you i filter alot of stuff and it's gona make it very cold.
samson 2nd attend for her.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
wee guess what
bought vans shoes then walk about few hours then went home ... shit dad and mum not at home .... we planed to call pizza 1 but aiks just wait la about 1 and an a half hour they came back then we called the pizza and eat .... njoy till late and watch STAR MOVIE "PIRATED OF THE CARABIN" .. then bath and want to go out X D
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Did you notice?me love you?
went there about 4 oc , head to burger king talk and chat with mz, poan , andy after 1 and a half hour sintao , sintao gf ,andrew, and another frinds haha 4get his name dui went to meet us then ciao ..... haha then around 7 oc we start to leave burger king haha 3 house after my lunch haha then only started to walk , then saw weilang haha ... we like almost walk the whole oneU for 2 times haha new wings side i went to 3point6 bought 2 long pants as we waiting sintao select his shoes want to buy but aiks ... no words haha then i paid for pants lo after trying the fiting ....went to lala shop see got what cheap stuff haha wanted to get a pouch de but too lala for me haha i don't like very funky and manny design on a things i like simple haha and easy but when come to art i will ignor that i just like to wear normal X D....then went to jusco there go and find our dai kor weng kong haha "people whole malaysia top sale number 2 weh" so chat abit with him then andy and mz went to the middle part of jusco and have a look of the jeans haha then andy was like ok la i want to buy .. then mengz also haha end up mengz bought a short pants. As i mention after meeting and wait them fiting the jeans i saw some short pants it look cool haha i really like it so i ask for the size wow don't have 35 sad weh so i get 34 for the 1st piece then 2nd 1 is 35 weee X D paid lo , poan get that short pants. we 3 bought the same color macam gay atrrrr haha but no la quite ok as me in my cupboard it was like few color that i have is Green , brown , fare white color i have few set of the color as in 1 group color haha so it sound crazy but i think it's ok la haha learn how to have own style haha .... earn it before you lose it X D.so sad for andy he was like teman us walk only @@ .around 11 oc like that tut tut lo i'm driving weh sien to tut gam aiks jam jam jam almost 20 min in da ground .... then when i heading to the exit we plan to have a tea or food section so stop at ming tien lo haha around 1230 after reaching ming tien + parking damn gay weh today mengz and poan called fried Kua tiew then me and andy called jawa noodle haha , i drink "mypretty women" jucice poan also haha then mengz also juice but for get haha and drink teh lo wah i just notice i cal walk whole days haha then send andy back follow by mengz then poan then reach home..........so sad weh house like zombie .... all dead sleeping aiks so watch tv also sien go bath lo.... then thinking stuff till now haha
CAN YOU FEEL ME?
I'M EXPRESSING TO YOU!!
IT'S YOU , JUST YOU.
I just want you to know that i'm worry about you,
If you just notice me i think you have a better mind,
I ain't no other plan for that,
For why i'm inlove with you i have no idea.
I just feel that i want to share the feeling with you,
If i could just tell you the truth,
I ain't hoping you see this but i hope you notice
For why i just can't tell you .
I just have a strange feeling are you hiding from me,
If you were just let me know cause i don't how you would feel,
I ain't a sweet talker but if you give me a chance i could change it,
For this i would just said it my feeling.
I sudelly feel that you are having someone that but, it's true?
If you just tell me, but you won't cause you might think that i'm talking 2 somebody.
I ain't hoping you will see this but for the faith i hope you could.
For just this i hope you see and understand.
I just hope you undetstand why i don't express to you,
If i just make this move you will be shocked,
I ain't a future breaker so i will no make obvios move such as tell you,
For this yes i'm serious about you yet you still don't know
I just hope you and me are friends now.
If i just scare you , would it be my friends comment make you think of somethings
I ain't a good guesser but if that is an yes i have no words,
For relationship i'm not a perfect once but i will share as much i can.
I'm not forcing you , but you would just think who i'm talking to
If i just tell you , you are the one i'm telling.
I ain't confussing you but i hope you know i'm serious with you.
For this hope i hope you are a good guesser so you know who i'm talking too.
I'm very down that you din't online at the few days moment, did i scare you?
If yes i think you better let me know cause i don't know how you would feel,
I ain't hoping you togather with me but i hope we can have a try,
For the love of me i would just said give me a slot i will show you all.
I'm very serious about this did you notice,
If not i will not just show you here,
I ain't good in relationship
For relationship i always have screw ups moment.
I'm scare that you don't accept me, that why i'm not telling you
If you just don't accept me could we be frineds?
I ain't brave because i don't how far i can go with you.
For the feeling of me and myself i just waiting.
I'm feeling that i'm loosing you but did you see how sad i am?
If you just can see , which mood i will be?
I ain't geting angry or sad about that as i mention i have a screw ups relationship,
For the screw ups i hope this is no longer active in me.
I have no words at the moment
If i got i hope i can tell you but will you borrow me your ear?
I ain't everythings to you but do i meant to be somethings?
For just somethings i would be very happy.
I would just try if there is some blocking
If there are too much blocking i would just give up and keep to my future plan
I ain't just telling you here i hope you read,
For the hope of me i hope u notice that i'm admiring you.
just thank you for your time for the long sentance
but i don't know how to tell you just my blog and it's my feeling.
samson true words.X D
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Just somethings to share (action la) X D
yaya printer you also need backup i got 4 printer X D 2 normal 1 and 1 a3 size printer bubble jet and 1 more photocopy printer X D.why need so manny @@ incase you lack of ink point 1 , point 2 printer jamed problem. best advice BnW printe your ownself and colour just paid for the priting X D i aredy done a small research that is for my self only i found out that if you know how to control the ink you can print 400+ Bnw paper noproblem it's just ok. X D
for a computer FREAK u need to have back up modem also X D just like this incase of lighting strike X D.
as a psyco you also need 2 phones and pda , and pendrive everythings must be in extra. why need pda if you failed to listen what lecturer said record it X D i use to do i since starting. and extra pendrive is for backing up ur assignment incase pc or pendrive got any VISTA bug.why 2 phone cos sometimes A line has a bad coverage so need use B to recieve X D.
you need some computer similar like this X D haha
you need 2 for back ups X D and for me i got 2 cpu and 3 monitor.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
handle a job is not easy
last week leong said that HUMAN ARE SELFISH erm , i think not every human are selfish ba it's just see how you think , if you think money is more importaint then i have nothings to said, he said when he got a business he won't share his business to other due to he said he will just eat up all ,if he can't he only find some one to join the share. aiks i also no comment la as i know you this flicker own me rm10 taxi since 3 year ago ... + this year is around 4 years .... i was think are you gona pay me by ur own self or just preten nothing happend..for me i would just said RM10 can buy your personality it's so freaking cheap X D RM10 also want to cheat...
have no comment weh last time one of our gang told me aredy , but we just ignor it ba cos not so forcus on him so don't care that time X D.
i gona scold everyone now.
i have no idea @@.
i want things do faster.
i hope they get what i want.
i can't just sit and wait.
i jumped to a heavy job.
i wish everythings gona be all rite .
i got a small feeling i screwing the friendship.
if someone can control me and understand me.
i would be happy ...
i sudelly damn bad temp....
no idea what going on i think is the college de stuff ba ...
hope for a change i been controling my own self.i hope you don't mind if i just shout at you because i have no idea what wrong.
Monday, January 21, 2008
WEKK AGO WEH X D
do i look like a leader? does it sound rite? oh i think it's just somethings that people around me like me, but for my point of view i been try to tell my class mates for the best info they want to know just they got it or not i don't know i't hard to tell them what to do when they haven no idea what is that. aiks i just help what i can.For the class i don't what fark just happend .... some of the people just ignor me after i been a monitor or leader.I HAVE NO FCKING COMMENTS YOU ARE THE FUCKING MOTHER ASSED HOLED CHOOSED ME... then now you ignor me? Oh itzzzit monitor always be the bad guy? erm i guess yeah X D i don't care anymore if you want to act like a kid or a backsteper or what shits i don't fucking care i'm doing what i'm doing now.
PROUD? neh i not PROUD in class if yes people won't just choose me from the first sign.I'm tired about this just do what ever you want said everythings bad about me i would just ignor you.
ACTION? yeah abit la i also quite action sometimes when come to the fact and information X Dthat why few lecturer quite like me X Di have no words about it looo X D
i choose this for one of the 10 .lecturer said need ten out of two for the main concept of ME AND CULTURE .
I NEED YOU X D
i couldnt live a day without u,
well I tried to write a special song,
a love song just for you,
to explain the way you make me feel inside,
though the meaning may be simple,
and the words may not be new,
I couldnt make it better if I tried,
and I couldnt live a day witout you,
more than anyone could ever know,
and I you wanna build my world around you,
well I sing the words and realize,
it had all been said before,
so I tried a different line that meant the same,
but it didnt have a feeling,
and the first one said much more,
so I guess Ill have to say it once again,
I couldnt live a day witout u girl,
I need u and I wanna build my world around you baby,
well I tried to write a special song just a song,
a love song just for you.
Friday, January 18, 2008
Woundering about it.
focus, maybe i'm too over abit. but everytime i failed to express why? i wanted to tell her but i think it's too early , i hope she feel me. as i said before to myself
i never tell my love one forever it's just beacause it's doens't sound RITE to me, why because i seem alot of case as my friends , sometime it's helpless to them i just telling the MALE truth but why you ignor me? that the fucking true , male are monster , this is a male worlds , i'm very sorry to said that . as i'm so single for sometimes people around me doens't believe that i'm single for the whole damn life, everytime i wanted to tell idle she been pick up ,jelous about it , ruin it by my own damn mind, it has been happend. people told me when you have a better relationshop why don't you ask for a start...yup i tried but most of them they just want to listen to sweet talk, i'm not that good at sweet talk and things will not be so well when i plan it . haiz i been planed the future plan but she sudelly slot in my gallery which i hope to see.It hard to make people trust , they just listen to those people around them , but sometimes they don't it also make them regret. so it's very hard to show and X-plane for that.So now i just hope that she treat me as a friends better then she ignor me , if there is a faith in you and me , i will go but if she doens't like what i'm ..i'll just leave a space for anoter person.I always failed my Relationship maybe ihaven known how to speck well in words or i'm over dirrect? some one can you just slight blink me here? they said i look like a play boy do i?heard some words about me ? oh my god i hope that not the answer, people failed to pick you someone they will counter the guy , to made a hope that she will change her mind sek...so i got a change i found out that is a very wrong moves.I HOPE SHE GIVE ME A SIGN SO I CAN GET NEAR HER... will she ?
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Lily NaGoChI my lecturer X D
Lily sharing X D
she study at japan for 4 years and anther 4 year working there.she came back malaysia to teach other college (any msg about it which college no idea she din leak )she work in the agency abit by her she hate people late , no escape for "MC" she only believe on dead line means you need to pass up on dead line .... no late summit.
she told us that she did a small mistake and the company need to play the client 1milion for it @@ so shocking....
erm not bad by the way for her at the moment
assignment time .....
1)fine art vs graphic design what the diffrent about it use a A4 size write at least 200 words for the topic.
2)Me and Culture - mind maps
- research and analysis
- Concept and idea
3)Bring colour for next week - 3 diffrent media
- Art line pen
- A3 size sketch
- A3 size folder
4)work that i need to do - 2 mind map in A3 each paper sad which i damn blur about it but lucky i get what she means.
- Research about Culture get to know which color design the culture is using ... then you need to get some picture and leave some comment on it that it's.
Total : 4 assignment need to pass up by next week
sound simple but she told us when she finish lectuer she said "I TREAT YOU GUYS AS INDUSTRY PEOPLE, SO WORK WITH ME AND YOU GET TO KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING" hell yeah design shoulden be selfish .... aiks i know that @@ reason people not sharing cos some of the so called flicker they just listen and do as thier name.
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Then find RYnz , sam and sam fren called BUNNY @@ animation last year last sem then with my group member ... nothing much damn suprice after paying the bill @@ i paid for Rynz and it's still cost so cheap @@ i get back RM35 i was ha what ohh mine is 6+1= 7 lo then RYnz de around 7+2.5 = 9.5 total should be 16.5 ... no comment @@
Monday, January 07, 2008
IF I WERE YOUR MEN (LYRIC)
Tuesday 11.00 to 3.00
Wednesday 9.00 to 3.00
Thrusday 5.00 to 11.30
Friday 9.00 to 5.00
Saturday 9.00 to 5.00
Sunday 10.00-5.00 to 11.30
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wao today 1oc wake up draw figure till 4oc @@ forget to eat lunch haha then went to cafe for a game till 6 oc like that yam char with dennins and wong at BROTHERS there...GUESS WHAT THAT NASI LEMAK THAT I WAITED FOR 1 WEEK AT LAST I SAW IT OPEN AT THE 7-11 THERE so bought 1 pack of it X D share with mum .....nothings much
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Ok it's time for my feeling about the mistake i done"IF I WERE YOUR MAN"(lyric)
Mmmm yea yea yea yea ohh ohh (No comment)
Nanananana nanananananana ohh (No comment)
Nanananananana (No comment)
If I was your man, girl (No comment)
Girl I'm so tired of games (If you so tired of games why don't you tell her?)
I just wanna settle down (settle down? still want to play with the game?)
I swear to you I've changed (swear you changeds? you sure if yes she won't be playing games)
Baby why you buggin now (You hope to play with her and now you said she bugging you?)
I know that I put you through hell (No comment)
You deserve to be with someone else ( failure ? can't get what she want?)
But I gotta be straight up (straight up) ( yeah man this is good)
Girl I just wanna kiss and make up (make up) ( wanna kiss and make up what the tut..)
Oo we’ve been through a lot of things (Like what?Love?what else ....?)
How do you throw that away (Beacause of you have give up and tired about games)
You were the heart of me (Ya right why break up?)
Can't believe you let it break (Hellow!! every man break up sure blame her)
Tell me why you wont let him go (beacause he's better then you)
You can say what you want but I know (NO ! you know nothing)
Baby no more lies (Man do lies , every man cheat thier love one ONCE)
I'ma keep it real this time (Why don't you take it SERIOUS at the first time?)
Help me understand what I'm saying (You are just blaming other)
Ain't gettin' through ( beacause you can't even win her back)
Why I can't be your man when I'd give up the world for you (Beacause she don't love you, that the reason)
Girl I'll do the best I can (Sure thou every man said that too which is true?)
Love you forever that’s what I'll do (love your forever ? joke? you won't trust me)
If I was your man (No comment)
If I was your man (No comment)
If I was your man (You can do better then her ex do i said wrong?)
Got rid of everything (you get RID OF WHAT , everythings? you means shit?)
That I knew was hurting you (no comment because men will hurt thier love one at least once)
My hustle in the streets (No comment)
Gave that up for you too (I somehow support you this)
Don’t want nothing else in the way (I somehow support you this , i feel you bro me 2)
I just wanna make sure that you’ll stay (If she will you will no longer writen this songss but i love the lyric you make it's so touching from a girl view)
Baby no more lies (support sometimes)
I'ma do it right this time (support sometimes, learn from the wrong you could make it right this time)
Help me understand what I'm saying (I love here,I sometimes feel that girl doenst't give man a reason to told what they want to , man are failed to face thier love one when they crashing on somethings)
Ain't gettin' through (no comment)
Why I cant be your man when I'd give up the world for you ( DAMN NICE it's true? how nice if it's true)
Girl I'll do the best I can ( men always said and some of them done it)
Love you forever that’s what I'll do (I don't believe in FOREVER due to
somethingsso call forever exits in my live, kinda hurt that time no comment)
If I was your man (Every man they said IF, IF i'm him i do better)
If I was your man (what if there anre no more pefect man?)
Can't live without you anymore (same as FOREVER)
Baby I know that you’re worth fighting for (then why aren't you playing her games?)
They say that your'e still in love with me (really? then what you waiting for?)
In my arms is where you need to be (ya men always said that "IN MY ARMS")
Can't live without you anymore (same as FOREVER)
Baby I know that you’re worth fighting for (no comment)
They say that you're still in love with me (no comment)
In my arms is where you need to be ( you mean when she was crying you lay your arms or shoulder for her? how great and romantice if he really do that. once in the life time i missed this change damn)
Nanananana nanananananana ohh yea nanananana (no comment)
If I was your man if I was your man (no comment)
Help me understand what im saying (yes what she understand ?what else you can do?)
Ain't gettin' through (you stucked, same case Y.Y)
Why I cant be your man when i'd give up the world for you (I tried but not the world just a things wile smaller than world)
Girl I'll do the best I can (I tried but it's look like a lie)
Love you forever that’s what I'll do (I said that before,what did i end up?)
If I was your man (yes i can do better if you do compare)
If I was your man (the more compare therey are i'm the chance to be the perfect one)
Help me understand what I'm saying (I said that too @@ but...cryed when you leave)
Ain't gettin' through (just silent and crying)
Why I can't be your man when I'd give up the world for you (No comment)
Girl I'll do the best I can (yup she knows, she always trust you what did you do?)
Love you forever that's what I'll do (sick of things that can't be proof)
If I was your man ( do better everyman will)
If I was your man (NO comment)
i found this song cool weh , some how i feel what it said and some how i feel it was just another lie that we useally tell our love once .Writen a feed back , if do show what i done in da pass....make me believe that forever are nothings.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
yerr i looking for this
casting X D guess who > Bruce willis ,jane march @@
1. Love Theme 4:44
2. Color Blind 2:10
3. Sessions 3:27
4. The Color Of The Night 3:55
5. The Color Of The Night 2:59
6. Rose's Theme 3:33
7. Etude For Murder 3:33
8. The Photograph 2:23
9. Just To See You 3:55
Total Album Time: 30:39
yor damn sad la 1st time i failed to find ost in da web
the movie i still dling X D hope it's worth to see
sumarry said that it's a romance , mystery ......
as long it's bruce willis X D
watch only la ...... waiting for the torrent finish X D
last night went to Tbun for woe 9 somethings like that went for a tea at ss3 mamak there with domdom , dombro, silvarrow , kfai , kit and Gf X D actuly having our dinner ... then went to Nvampier X D they wanted a duel for foodmanwar wor aiks they play i din play , poan called me and ask is there any plan for mengz, no actuly @@ then called mengz for a drink at ss3 11 + only reach there haha mz and poan were waiting at Asan there @@ my bad late hahaha due to they always late so i late abit X D
chat until damn late weh 3morning....
in that conversation we talk about mens, haha you know actuly manny things we see is hiding from behind , X D then the mca de stuff abit, then talk about design stuff weh syok my topic is about the magnet bed X D but after mengz and poan told me about it i think it doens't work cos it will affect our body meh meh tron wor @@ sad la but i think i can input to my storyline .... i hope magnet doensy' hurt human body so i can invent this super giants floating magnet bed....
i got the one of the OST FROM THE MOVE DE X D
Lauren Christy
You and I moving in the dark
Bodies close but souls apart
Shadowed smiles and secrets unrevealed
I need to know the way you feel
I'll give you everything I am
And everything I want to be
I'll put it in your hands
If you could open up to me oh
Can't we ever get beyond this wall
'Cause all I want is just once
To see you in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night
I can't go on running from the past
Lave has torn away this mask
And now like clouds like rain I'm drowning and
I blame it all on you
I'm lost - God save me...
'Cause all I want is just once
To see you in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night
'Cause all I want is just once
Forever and again
I'm waiting for you, I'm standing in the light
But you hide behind
The color of the night
Please come out from
The color of the night
weee at 8/9 songs more X D
Saturday, January 05, 2008
happy joy ended X D
good question leh i also think i'm happy ...(so lame haha X D)
lalalala pass few days i'm just a dead fish X D at home eat sleep do my figure then go out cafe .. dead life X D..
it's gona ends soon and the night burning oil maraton is comming soon X D
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Thursday, December 27, 2007
STIGY AS YOU LIKE YOU WILL BE IGNORE
haiz what to do i have found 2 stingy frineds in my life the first one aiks damn la he always failed to paid taxi money , always said NO SMALL CHANGE YOU PAID 1ST.
aisk no comment about this la he aredy is a past ... another one is more even worst
he failed to mange to call us by using his phone and yet always said that my phone creadits and got 1 time i check his phone it's is more then mine and he still keep it
aiks , faild to call nevermind la the more worst is evendo sms also can't paid for it and yet he said his a hore fisher (one night stand master) blah blah we just listen , he also have a girlfriends and yet he still not appreciate. all been awile he just said his friends told him that fishing girl on bed no neeed use money this is what he told us... we admin we love girl but we don't play girl like that .
he just fish for his college friends, what to do he thinks he's a pro.Yet i still remember what he said , If a girl failed to go with you, doens't means you failed fishing it means she don't know how to play the game...( he thinks this is a western country ) brother wake up la if i'm a girl for youi totally will see your background 1st you haven no background i play with you for what , FOR LUST? FOR LOVE? BULLSHIT?
It's money talking, all his so call brother are fishermen why beacause they are rich. he just stick to rich people and yet he just call people and tell people we are bloodbrothers. it's so bullshiting, maybe his friends know it but just treat him as a friends.(He always said his friends can do it why can't you)
too bad if i'm a fishermen i won't talk lould ...why ? it's your privated life weh what for you tell out ,you think girl are what ?made of paper after used trow?just fuck it , stingy ass hole want a girl friends and fuck yet still go out to fish other girl at night.i don't know how his girlfriends found out when the night secret review. i guess he would just blame anyone of us.evendo his almost few years friends he also din call him BLOODBROTHER.... he just a failure in life X D as i said he has a mother fucking good life after all... he got the ear drum.
IF YOU A BEAUTIFUL CAR ,YET YOU FAILED TO PUMP PETROL MIND AS WELL DON'T BUY IF.
IF YOU THINKS ARE SO EAZY TO MADE OF WHY DON'T YOU SHOW YET KEEP TALKING.
IF YOU THINK YOU ARE SMART, NO YOU JUST AS STUPID AS YOU LOOK.
IF YOU THINK ONE IS NOT ENOUGHT , MIND AS WELL DON'T BREAK PEOPLE HEART.
IF YOU ARE SO STINGY AND YET SO MANNY GIRL COMMING AROUND YOU I THINK I'M WRONG.
IF YOU CAN'T DO IT JUST DON'T PROMISSED PEOPLE.
IF YOU FAILED TO DRIVE AND WANT TO GO FOR A DRINK MIND AS WELL DON'T CALL PEOPL OUT.
IF YOU JUST SO SELFISH THINKING ABOUT YOUR SELF DON'T CALL PEOPLE OUT.
IF YOU JUST WANT TO FISH GIRL GO A HEAD GOD GOT EYE.
SAD ABOUT THIS ....wasting time about this.....
Through the Eyes of Love
You move with the grace of a dove
Like an Angel in flight
Seeing you through the eyes of love
Streaming moonbeams caress your face
As they dart from above
I long for you warm embrace
Seeing you through the eyes of love
Inner beauty and a forever glow
Soft like the touch of a velvet glove
No longer afraid to let you know
Seeing you through the eyes of love
pass week and what i doing X D

pass week i done this image X D

Last few week this cute little doggie came to our house , it's prepair to give the magnum boss at my area here @@ grandpa said want to give our dog to people then whole house make noice ... abit of fight la sien jor la then in my heart i said no1der you so cold heart la, the story is like this actuly at my family tree i got 3 uncle and 2 aunties one of the uncle was given to somebody else , sad to hear that but what i know is that time my grandma was in sick and they have no choice to give thier son to other .... and today ... he is the hong leong bank blah blah stuff.....
i know this because my "GUMA" told me when i was in factory so i know manny things about MY OWN FAMILY TREES,Before that my grandpa's father is a very rich man but no idea why when it come to my grandpa it has a awaful life.... but our family tree also din go and tell THAT UNCLE Y.Y people aredy treat his so long aredy @@ it's done just done.... who's care anyway if he know about it what can he do?or what will he do... he got a family and the face of his is so damn alike as my 1st uncle...
sad aredy... i knew last time my dad has a mr2 which is in his ages but let the 1st uncle screw up and just prepair nothings.... maybe is a solution .. what i think maybe too negative... my dad also din't said anythings what can i said he my uncle ...He marrieds a Awful wife that is ... sad to hear he got a broken marriage..
aiks too much .. i think i better stick on my plan ... so back to the doggie
that doggie so cute but the skin colour abit weird haha who's cares that magnum uncle just want some dog to protect his birdnest farm.
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Boring life weh wake up , eat , go cafe , come home eat sleep play games ....
for few weeks aredy jor ....i still have 6 figure to draw... what a life then last few days i was trying stuff at illustrator i made some of this tag logo or we call that blueprints

this is the first 1st one i made it @@ then follow by this
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i think it look great haha X D no comment la i just free and made this...
this is what i like the most i knew how to made a grossy circle

A combination of GREEN and YELLOW which i like the most haha X D
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wao it's christmass eve..... i siting at home at first then go out for dota....
then stone at home and started to send sms at 11 oc then i recieve a msg from freedom told me about there is a gathering BBQ party at haur house then i went there and celebrate.... we BBQed until late weh it's 12 midnite to morning 4 somethings
have some V.S.O.P haur bought it ... haha i drink little cos i'm driving ...
then went home sleep ... wah damn.
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wa 3 at the afternoon i only wake up @@ then watch astro lo @@ 4 somethings i
went out for dota again haha play till late lo then go home watch astro ...
then mid night i go out play dota again ...sleep at 5 oc
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this is the most boring day i ever had .... afternoon wake up stone until night time and take a nap at 7 to 10 everning haiz then watch astro again ....until late then go out and look for food 1st i wanted to buy burger but the tme is around 3 somethings so i thing ramlee burger are closing soon gua so i din go for it i went to mcd haha get a spicy mcdelux ....then after food i online and talk to ling lo
talk to her till very later then she made a move haha send a some blog links when i having a nap at 7 to 10 that time frame..
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same life .... wake up eat tv dota dota dota home eat TV yam cha at mcd haha then DOTA at worms ... sad la this kind of life damn sien weh sumore i got 2 more week to to start college ...
Saturday, December 15, 2007
What i see...
1. they failed to understand
2. they to high confidents about thier self and din't mange to do the change yet talk only.
arrr i can't stand malaysian chinese ... they just out of control as my friends know that i' hate smoker , but beign a smoker is not a crime so i accept that but today what i see is that really failed to UNDERSTAND LANGUARGE , manny of them saw the SIGN OF STRICKLY NO SMOKING AT THIS AREA.... you know what i saw BUNCH OF INDIANS , MALAYS, CHINESE are going to the area to smoke .. that why i said i hate some of the chinese people they not just failed to understand languarge and they do things at the situation.
High confidents it don't show that he/she a failure but aiks they just can't stop criticize that and make me feel they just talk around.
As i told my self before when people said if that is me i can do it better, they make me sick /onion2 just can't get what they thinking.
Sometimes i really hate people like this they just join the crowded and start to do stupid stuff... that why i also said chinese most of the time is destroying thier self , Impression of thier image... that what i'm trying to said.
Maybe i'm wrong they would have a day or when things come they know why people can't do better. what we see are diffrent that what we do , Words and talking are hiding manny words.
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I found out this Blog site is so cool haha no one is reading the one of the main reason i avoiding some sort of msg that i don't want to share i'll been listing out the things but not most of the things i show all out... but i think this is a good for me to shout out....
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W960I
Wao this phone is out and i hear that Rynz told me that she saw the pricing at PRYMID is 1.3k @@ i was got anot wor .... din ask much Den leave ... and i check it out on this website cool weh this webbie show all the phone got (http://www.mobile-review.com/review/sonyericsson-w960-en.shtml) i'm happy that this phone is out ...
but the cyn told me that, she said UK launch the phone on january @@ i was woundering malaysia are so fast @@ about the Phone.
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Going out with shintao with andrew and one of thier friends
just drink tea blah blah ........
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Bought a New sim card at Kelana Jaya Giant X D it's call HAPPY sim pack, sound weired haha The seller told me that we can use 99sen to talk for 45 min @@ but the website said that is "Never PAY MORE THEN 99SEN/CALL TALK AS LONG AS YOU WANT..." Diffrent things said by them the website said that is a 99sen for the unlimited talk time .... but the seller said that
I like this number X D 0143210359 cool rite X D
this is what i do the whole day X D




