can't escape haha YOU ARE DAMN RIGHT haha

aiks sometimes i guess uncle ben were right.. last night i really do nothing,
but i went out with her at asia cafe ,just chilling ...uncle ben haha guess what
you were right maybe the food does make me stick at home.

haha i'm serious free after 6oc Uncle ben i guess you were right. i ain't hiding just doing something new haha.

Uncle ben haha i hope tonight i saw your wife, aiks why don't you get 1 kid weh.
i wanted to ask this question but you always avoid me so i escape this question.i think i should not busy about this case rite? walk away haha.

i'were boring after comming back from tea , want to sleep but i can't give up with it haha so so so went outside at the road and walk up and down haha, i should call uncle ben early and follow them aiks haha , but dowant la they make me hyper weh haha
like crazy guy... haha but enjoy it ofcus but haha i just want to change ya ...
since i already booked by them tonight i guess i can't escape...(don't know uncle ben call anot haha) if he call i think it's a long talk haha.

No time entertain haha

Uncle ben > samson tonight free?
eh what's is going on later?
Uncle ben > want bring you out for tea with Jimmy..
ha want meh , i got tea i think tonight.
Uncle ben > how about saturday?
eh what's going on you want to find me that urgent?
Uncle ben > something to ask you about your life.
what the...
Uncle ben > come out uncle miss you , haha serious we want to talk to you.
ermm i let you know later ok?but can let me know is that all about?
Uncle ben >No , what you did last 2 week?
huh what you mean i don't get it.
Uncle ben > you got time?
sort of but i 2 30 i need go to college.
Uncle ben> well those of your i saw on the streets with other men.
hmm i give up den, why?
Uncle ben > oh ic why din not tell me ?
aiks not big things what what for tell you.i tog you only worry at your $ haha.
Uncle ben >sure anot, sometimes only k, so what's next?
i just got 1.
Uncle ben > ... is that so fast ? you said diffrent things.
i could not reject people sms me 1 rite?
Uncle ben > true also....this time fish or food?
fish i don't think so i think food.
Uncle ben >eh i need to back to work.see you later , i know your are damn free after 6 oc don't avoid us ok.
No la i want stop going out like that leh...tonight really can't.
Uncle ben > you scare your new food?
you back to work la i free i let you know ok.
Uncle ben > you you you ....ok den make sure you call us if not cut your head...
haha ok ok saturday lo den...call your wife out hehe i long time no see her haha.
Uncle ben > you sure? then i want see food.
Woii can't make it....
Uncle ben > can't make it too
yerrr like that 1 wor... jar 2 like the i saturday i think i not free also.
Uncle ben > shit ...traped
hahahahahahaha .... gg.go do your work la ... 2 oc de la no more rest for you...
Uncle ben > OK make sure you call us saturday ok, tonight we heading to somebody house to talk if you free then you come over ok, or you let me know i fetch you.
eh ok ok i see how ok.same time?
Uncle ben> haha ya ya i got to go den.
see you den...

WEIRD UNCLE BEN LOOKING FOR ME .....
what could it happend ?
haha i think he just miss me talking i guess.

tired ....low power

11 oc to 12 oc was my class after that ... faster start our work... then do do do until 8oc went out with Edmondson he played his bowling while i with Justin went to arcade and have some fun.went to asia cafe to have my dinner reach home 12 oc bath then sleep...(actuly i met a girl at arcard and i her number X D don't angry ya it's just my culture to making friends.)

one tired day until she sms me I'm still sleeping,just too tired... i has no voice to talk i'm very quite after 11 oc , it's another kind of feeling how long i 've miss this feeling ...


I'm sorry i din reply your msg
but if you see this please forgive me,
I'm tired , but i guess i will msg you in the morning,
please understand OK.

i did not talk much yesterday,
my bottle were empty,
i have no more energy,
but never mind I've try.

"There's not another girl that could satisfy my needs."
thank you for letting me knowing you,
and the msg you send me ill keep it.
don't bump my life with suprize.

Just anoter day with it....

The joy that he has ,
the pain that he carry,
the smile that we see,
the voice of his,
his personality are gone,
he just another person.

Sorry that i'm late, things would happend that sudelly.
why ? i have no idea....
just want to forget it.


they were chilling on yesterday night with me,
uncle jimmy haha weird that day , just want to ask him what happend,
but i forget, they chill with me i was very happy, thanks for the time
and moment you all share with me.. but i have to go , i just go sorry
uncles...

moment of me today.... i was awake but it's still pain, i've taken some pain killer ... it's usefull? the days was long... then pain was there,is happy to see what i done in the afternoon but it's sad that i came back home with that .. my left leg angle still pain... just pain.


the days was long but it's not stoping me
i'll go on and walk as far as i could,
but if one days i just stop,
i won't blame anyone beside me,
i would just blame it on me.

after giving up this friendship i feel that pain are around there things are not so happy as i thought, what's wrong ... just woundering what could that be?it been a while to let me think and do things are enought for me .just said good bye and never saw a tear in the eye.walk aways with invisible pain, who know about that leting it go is easy but memorys are still here can't let it go.

*i had enought of helping it's time to let my time to rest, never see a blue in the sky it's changing, earth quake came sudelly.People just want to have a hope why does the sky change? people are so sad tear are around the world how would you see, people never drop a tear by reading it but people drop tear when they saw it.i do believe that beacause i'm passing by the case i saw, things would change after you looking at it , people reading it would just said it's so sad about that but how sad it's the ture? i'm serious tired of helping people around me , sorry to said that...


NOW
i'm tired now ,
i'm waiting just waiting,
waiting for the calls that i waiting,
but it's riging?
does it beep?
it's late...
i still give a hope to that,
why aren't things happend like that.

A chilling tuesdays

i was dreaming,the dreams about the hidden secret about that, guess what i see , i see them in my gallery but it's too late amd i doing the correct things?

******** DREAMING ...... continew, it happend like i was at that situation, sad down obsess erm but why things dream 2 time in same time but diffrent action...that is what just happend...i was middle of the selection (SHIT SELLECTION) haha don't worry this time i choose to not to choose that why i give up all.....things linked to this i found that soul in my house it's was an eye ball that i never notice that, it's right under my fucking bed,
that things could probly talk and it's waiting for die.. that things doens't bring goods to us so i was wanted to kill this monster, my mum was stoping me he told me much things...
about that.. then i just told her it's no longer use here so let me destroy it...
she let me go and i just kill it ... and i was send to a place ... weird things just weird
i can't see but i can hear the tick of the clock, i can't see a things den .... a voice told me it's your time sam, i'll send you there...sudelly a beep of sound wake me up at the same time that clock ticking just stop ...damn what is it suppot to mean?
i've no idea that why just a dream i guess..


I wake up at 9oc , bath and rushed to school 9 30 class, i though i was late i reach school around 945 lecturer haven came... lucky me i escape... went to a quite boring but intresting class,end at 12 30 went to Face To Face to had out lunch there, great food and good serving, after lucnh went to class at 1 30 ... next class is 2oc was thinking who could that be , our first class on our 3rd week.aiks no comment eh.he's a good talker as in his age , suprize he just 27yo class end at 4 went home ....reaching home about 4 30
was chating with him and her .. look at the stupid sky it's turned black again i feel it
the pain was sudelly appearl... just as i thought about that, i went out for pasar malam walk at 5 something (planing to go cyber cafe) but i'm thinking if i go what to do?
neh so just walk around and buy some stuff went home to eat, about an hours i been walking around pasar malam that make my leg abit ok the pain was not there but still pain , the right leg ok now come the left leg ... aiks never mind went home and eat most of the food i bought ... then i watch cartoon less then 10 min i fall asleep on the sofa. about 9 30
she sms me and have a chat between the time 9 30 to 10 i was in the toilet doing my things haha. i leave her alone den .and he sms me so i waiting for him to come ...went out for a drink den back home around 12 ... i going out with uncle they all , they just called me...
went out with them talk around and not much things i guess.. then went home .


It's good to have pain,
but it's bad to have the memory,
the picture keep showing how it happend,
and i can't even think of that ...

sometime things do come in a pack,
what makes me said that ,
it's beacause i'm having all things crashed in one day,
yet people are not going to believe that ,
if so so they believe ,
i'm happy with that,
somtime things just come they just fucking come,
i have no idea it's like a movie screen,
but hell yeah it's a fucking life,
and it's just happend....
what they said ?
fake .... making storys
the best things that i never share with them,
it's waste of time,
but it's better i text it out,
so things could let me feel better,
but not you all,
it's for my self.

i'm beign too tired

sunday it's actuly a family day?
it's a day with joy and things to share with family?
it's a day that you can see them a very long time?
or maybe that was what i'm not having.
a voice wake me up,
and they just give me some cash,
yet the left ,
i'm sad and i was hoping to going out for a dinner of what else,
they just change,
they have more important things to do,
that was a day someone was asking me,
*sam normally how do you get your dinner , with your family.
i'm very obsess about that, yet he just ask.i told him with a sob heart and i keep my tears
*but i'm not like you i have the most day dinner with my family.
things just getting me around, i can't take it by the way i just walk away.it's was lucky that my tear fall off after someone show ups.

i just can't take it,
for the last time ,
i never think of it,
not even thier smile,
thier face or what else,
but all i know is money,
i would just show up when i need them,
but i did realize that,
i'm over do that,
that why i made a change,
they can't make the change,
and now i understand,
he were right,
why does they want to do that,
it's to get more for you,
it's you,
all in my life untile now i realize that,
things are just like that,
as simple as that,
but how manny people out there they know,
it's a sum........

I sleep too early i've no idea,
Just too early,
maybe my body has signal to me,
and i need to recover it back.

early in the morning ,
things goes so slow i have no idea,
it's monday?
it's later i got class?
hell yeah i guess it's true,
doing those art piece with joy,
went to college,
ops it's 5.30 time to go back,
things are just similar ,
aiks......

look at the sky it slowly turn dark,
but what am i doing there?
doing nothing i guess,
slacking for the few damn hours,
woot then sound became slient,
guess it's another day pass....

todays

the beep wakes me up,
i look at the clock,
it's 9 oc and it's time,
time to go field trip,

i finally found the answer,
i've share with few person in my life
though of sharing it was hard to accept
but things just done.

The answer that i spoken they just accept me
and i'm very sorry about that , since things
should not go like this let's end it wickly
i was suprize that they accept my answer, and
left me, it's painful , or just memories.

I'm happy now so are they?
i'm happy that i can run abit longer
i'm happy that i can drive the car i never though i can
i'm happy that i having a day out with friends
i'm happy that manny people message about that

But

i'm sorry that i do this sellection
i'm sorry that i din send you sms
i'm sorry that i really can't go on
i'm sorry about that.....

thanks for the support

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2in 1ship

Things just stucked todays,
i just don't want to face it,
i've tell them about this,
they said i'm wrong,
since i admin that i'm wrong,
else i can do?
all i want was a things,
but things become more problem,
i never thought that could be a problem,
until i found that.

i've learn before, but i just forget,
i promissed to them, but i forget it,
i'm to emo , they said yes you are,
why are you like that, because i fall again,
the same old trick that i did,
i thought i can master it but things doens't go well,
there is nothing to master in life,
i'm just overexpected about that,
i hope that was somethings,
but things are going crazy,
i thought she give me up,
i was wrong at the 1st place,
things are just started to accept,
shit..now i get two acception,
in one same time,
i've think to go on with 2,
but as i think and think,
i've face the fact,
yet now i'm rejecting it all,
too keep it has no meaning anymore.

things are not that fun,
what people said are diffrent,
they do have a mind to slove it,
but not me,
i watch the movie,
i listen to the song,
it's help me up,
and i really think i should stop,
not hiting the end was something,
why aren't you happy with what you got.

Uncle ben i was wrong and i hurt my feeling

the morning breeze,
the wind blow and the sunshine,
look at the sky ,
they turn dark,

a sents of smelly ,
a noise of beep ,
a hunger of the thumy,
there is no longer asleep,
therefore i'm just awake.

last night.
i read the book ,
it told me and show,
things that you never think of it,
that is what was it,

guess what i think is what i get,people around me are telling liar.
things that i expected were right, i'm not wrong but i guess now i
know why i have to stand alone and leave them.

firstly i thought i was wrong ,but finally i guess no longer
i've found the answer today.and don't think i'm wrong at the moment.
people just don't want to hurt you feeling sam ,
you choose to stay why go?
i thought i'm wrong , but no i'm no longer wrong.
i told uncle ben about this he said this is just a another hidden secret.
at first i told him that what happend... he seem told me about it are you sure?
and he reply if there is nothing about it why hold on?
at that moment i guess that he's so damn wrong.
and he told me sam listen to me we are human we want what we want they want what they want that why we got the deal and so do they.
2oc i msn uncle ben and i told him this, he said haha guy what kid evendo we adult
tell lie... sam don't worry about that just another hidden secret you found as you tell me before secret were never a secret it's waiting for discovery. i guess what i said is so damn right.I hope i follow my feeling that time.
uncle ben told me manny things once it's start it will never stop until the problem came, i ask uncle ben were you a liar? he told me yes i'm but i ask back why are you telling me those? he said he sam what did you know ? you also been a wild guy since you got that job. i told him that yes i'm... and i really tell him what happend... he just said sam sam do you know what you tell is what we do what you see is what you don't see and it's all from your head. i get scold sudelly.

uncle ben was so caring about me , thanks for the caring uncle ben .... since you are a liar what if one day your grow up child ask? will it still a lie? he reply to me and said liar and never stoping have you see a thief stop stealing when they never get caught? if there were change how manny are they... WOW uncle ben you so into me i guess i've learn and now i know why uncle ben love to read my rubbbish haha people around me said it rubbish and i only found few people keep support me that is uncle ben , got 1 UK and 2 euro country ip they were always here i guess nvm if you really want to make rubbish with me so on i would happy to do that but....

uncle ben said don't judge your wrong sam , in my eye you were never wrong, you help me about the market things it's going so well don't you notice, i giving you the amount of money into you bank is a right answer,you always said you might be wrong but how manny wrong did you done.since i know you so long what make you mistake? it's the relationship?, itzzit the things you let if too easy? or maybe aren't you that careful anymore?

i just give him the answer.
he was shocked to listen to that... and he said sam it's a learning process don't worry it could be anythings, why are we old junks so experience? just because we hit too much naik and we try to pull it out,everythings you do you are so currious but why this time no? why no? did you told me that? i have warned you and give you advice about it. things will never be the same so becareful what you having now , i was wrong on you sam i though you never change? but you show me i'm wrong now!
i said uncle ben things i just letting it go doens't means i have no experience in my brain, thought letting go is was so easy but it's not what you think.uncle ben said you said you are unique , i do belive in you sam but what makes you stop?
i told him i was just woundering what's going on this relationship is a LIE.
i see much people den this 1, i never never ever told someone until i meet uncle ben and mengz it's so obvios and it's really a plam life.

Uncle ben said that sam last time you were a legend but you seem legend become zombie
you never work hard i know that and you work very smart, evendo i know how you earn that kind of money but how do you use? you spend all over girl having relaxing? you have what you have your experience are out of the boundries , so things that i don't know but you know evendo i never try before and i learn what you said when we haven beer talk, don't you which who are you now? arent you going back the same road?
i told you before sam exeprience came from money, what ever it take money is a solution , you told me that sam wake up wake up, your words can bring a person thought but , what about you? dime? washer ? liar? wrote and forget? hellow sam
you were somebody else, i'm so upsad that you said i'm worng but never mind i learn
hidden secret were never a hidden secret.

i stone there and kena bombing like that , Uncle ben it's now how you think and what you think i spend those money on girl because i thought it's was fun? and i was trying to exploring how a women feel about a Enrich guy. guess i have enought of that exeprience, i never fall that badly or stupid i should said, but i did.am i too young to do that? or am i too young to fall?

uncle ben said look at you sam , how much did you earn? which stock did you buy? i trusted you and i follow what you take... and guess what i'm not wrong at you and you are not wrong at your self. but this time please figure out why you make the move?yet why are you doing it? are you bad? huh? leaving me here like your not watching?

I'm here uncle ben just happy to know that but i have finish up the fund, it not what i don't want it's what i choose to be what i want to be...i'm doing that because i thought i was wrong , but i give myself a try and it's really get what i
said before so now i learn.

uncle ben said if you never change you have your dream come true, you evo was just a snap for you. don't you see that? i'm happy that you share your info with me and uncle jimmy, jimmy said you were a liar. but i trust you what did i get , i get a price that i never think before.i'm rich now sam i can support you what you want to do as long not the study.

Uncle ben if i were never change today i will never here and i will never learn.evo was my dream but if the dream too fast to let me get it's what happend when i'm 18 that age spending money around with girl club and all kind of shit... i know you rich but uncle ben let me explain this ok i never think about that to stop my study.

Uncle ben said sam what you told me you stress out, you were in 4 job in 1 class and what you did ,did they paid you?

Uncle ben it's not the money facts i'm having what i have , doing a monitor , class raps , a leader , a head project so do i i'm so proud about it uncle ben,if things never happend we will never know, the things that you said you want to invest i told you not so but it's lucky that you listen to me.

Uncle ben said ya sam see just look at me , what i have is what you give, if you were a liar at that time i probly lose a sum of money , i will inverst to you don't worry and lucky you friends don't know that... who you told me and who's that he's a kind 50% sucess or a failure.

Uncle ben sorry i just down break down .what you have is not what i gave you it's a faith to you and letting me to know you at the bar. that time i was sudelly suprize that i found my self so into those uncle but lucky you and uncle jimmy let me know you guys, i really don't get what are't you letting me know you guy you could probly stop me.

Uncle ben said sam they way you look are not they way you are,first met
we really think you are a liar but when somethings that you told about it we went home and try it's a fucking solutions.did you get what i mean?

finally i got the answer that i never ask ,uncle ben you know what 1st time meet you guys i thought you 2 were fisher but not as i'm ..don't worry i know why i'm worth that sum of money thank you so much uncle ben and uncle jimmy.

Uncle ben sam that amount of money is a small sum why are you so appreciate with that use it ... do you know last time that you you would just said this sum of money 1 week i can finish..what happend now?

Uncle ben i live a poor life and i want things change and i get what i want, for the reason i'm not using that much of money beacause of the FUCKING TALK...i have no idea why i been there and i just paid for fun.

uncle ben said you means that program that you told us?therefore this is somethings that make you really special, you went to those programs and you went to chruch and temple what for? don't answer me i know you will tear down later.i know you not well but at least got sometimes.the last time we meet you we were so unhappy that never see your smile uncle jimmy said it's a fake and a liar smile at the first but things went by you really saw and you help jimmy also , uncle old already why i share with you? you should ask why you share with us at the first place? are you trying to get more info about that? but what we give you is what you already have we are empty data.

i guess uncle ben you were right...things that i ask you guys i already done...those please really make my mind change i have no idea... since pass 6 month i change i feel when i do good things all are into 1 pack they really do come to a pack. that why.i quit that job becaause i dowant what i'm having now i feel my self usless and so unpreditedable.... that why i was confuse about that. i never wrote in text because i found out it's not good to share,that why.

uncle ben said eh sam you really change we can see, we love you so much you know if i were your ladies i will die for you.

So do i ... i change . but that sound gay. and i'm not into it haha.... are you drunked only uncle ben drunk he will shoot me like fire and get all my info to here haha.

Uncle ben haha if i were drunk so what? guess you are pretty smart why do you want to waste your tallent?you always said god give you 4 credits hell man, it's nothing to get a 4 credits to you.. you normally failed because you never try or maybe you try you never work it out. you told me kok wai can spend 2 hours reading the book and score A's for the exam how could he do that , sam you knew that answer .


haha yes i knew i knew but but but things that what you see is not that easy,im happy that using web msn to chat with you ,and i 'm doing a copy of what you said.

oh my stupid stuff ... you thinking what ? want to share with you friend ? do you think they really read ? if there would they could be somebody that want to know more about you, never thinks of that?you said what you said you see what you see and you do what you do so what the left over ?

RUBBISH i guess haha those uk ppl send me emails they really like what i wrote i hope i can have another 1k hit haha hope they spread the blog.Uncle ben you no need sleep arrr haha so late.

Wife not at home i can do men's stuff.

Eureka!!!!!!!!!!! shit weh you still can type so long dud.....

why cannot ok i guess it's my enjoyment time see you soon sam , i have what you change is what you want don't screw up , if you were screw up nevermind just do the plan b for you that i told you , please please be my guardians and guard the shop i know you can and you always can....


People see this they would said it's a fake....Uncle ben tai said clearing the account by next week,he told me monday but haha monday holidays so i guess he'll bring forward next week.

ok never mind he called me up today and ask me for a dinner and guess what , he ask me about the 5ball things .. did you gave him?

uncle ben i thog u were doing you things?

Silly money talking is more important!!!

ok ok nope i guess . did you ask him about the contract he seem down want to sign.

sure he don't want to sign .... nevermind sam don't worry he'll clear everythings off as you said he's not that kind of person.

eh i might be wrong uncle ben .

How much wrong is the wrong !!!!!!!!!!you are something and i'm holding everything don't you notice ... ok anythings just meet me up i sure help you out.

thanks for the concern haha but i'm waiting phone come gg if uncle ben can get me that then good.

zzzzzz earn your self stupid fools... who call you buy exeprience .... ok ok i go now


I BELIEVE NOW,
Things that people said may opt yes or no
believer that believe they really believe,
my mind was correct and my heart was wrong,
i gain it back to me but i don't wish to gone wrong again,

FINAllY got it...
JUST TODAY I SEE ALOT OF THINGS.
I'VE FOUND OUT , I HAVE NOTICE
I'M REALLY BLOCKED,HOPE FOR CHANGES BUT HOW MANNYTHINGS CHANGE?
NEH .....

kai yee now i believe that why you so love bloging haha i finally notice that
what i said in here are true and things they call it rubbish it's waiting for recycle .it's a hints to me and a very big thanks to uncle ben...

THE 100 POST ....

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Acousticophobia -- fear of noise
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Aerophobia -- fear of flying
Agoraphobia -- fear of open spaces
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Algophobia -- fear of pain
Amaxophobia -- fear of riding in a vehicles
Androphobia -- fear of men
Anginophobia -- fear of sore throat
Anthropophobia -- fear of people, especially in groups
Apiphobia -- intense fear of bees
Arachnophobia -- fear of spiders
Astraphobia -- fear of lightning
Atelophobia -- fear of imperfection
Automysophobia -- fear or dislike of being dirty
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself
Bacteriophobia -- fear of bacteria
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Batophobia -- fear of passing high buildings
Batrachophobia -- fear of frogs and toads
Belonephobia -- fear of pins and needles
Blennophobia -- fear of slime
Bogyphobia -- dread of demons and goblins
Bromidrosiphobia -- fear of having unpleasant body odor
Brontophobia -- fear of thunder and thunderstorms
Carcinophobia -- fear of cancer
Cardiophobia -- fear of heart disease
Cenophobia -- fear of open spaces
Cheimaphobia -- fear or dislike of cold
Chrometophobia -- fear or dislike of money
Cibophobia -- fear of food
Claustrophobia -- fear of enclosed spaces
Cnidophobia -- insect stings
Coitophobia -- fear of sexual intercourse
Coprophobia -- fear of excrement/feces
Cyberphobia -- fear of computers
Cymophobia -- fear of waves
Cynophobia -- dread of dogs
Cypridophobia -- fear of venereal disease
Demonophobia -- fear of spirits, demons
Demophobia -- dislike of crowds
Dermatophobia -- fear of skin disease
Dipsophobia -- fear of drinking
Domatophobia -- fear of being in a house
Doraphobia -- fear of contact with animal fur or skin
Dysmorphophobia -- fear of deformity
Ecophobia -- fear of home surroundings
Eleutherophobia -- fear of freedom
Elurophobia -- fear of cats
Emetophobia -- fear of vomiting
Enetophobia -- fear of needles or pins
Entomophobia -- fear of insects
Ergophobia -- fear of work
Erotophobia -- fear of sexual feelings and their physical expression
Gamophobia -- fear or dislike of marriage
Gephyrophobia -- fear of crossing a bridge
Gerascophobia -- fear of growing old
Glossophobia -- fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak
Graphophobia -- dislike of writing
Gymnophobia -- fear of nudity
Gynophobia -- fear of women
Hadeophobia -- fear of hell
Hagiophobia -- dislike for saints and the holy
Hamartophobia -- fear of error or sin
Haptophobia -- fear of touch
Harpaxophobia -- fear of robbers
Hedonophobia -- fear of pleasure
Hemaphobia -- fear of the sight of blood
Herpetophobia -- fear of reptiles
Hierophobia -- fear or dislike of sacred objects, fear of priests
Hippophobia -- fear or horses
Hodophobia -- fear or dislike of travel
Homophobia -- fear of homosexuality (same-sex affection)
Hydrophobia -- fear of water
Hydrophophobia -- fear of rabies
Hygrophobia -- fear of liquids
Hypnophobia -- fear of sleep
Iatrophobia -- fear of doctors
Ichthyophobia -- fear of fish
Iophobia -- fear of poisons
Kakorrhaphiophobia -- fear of failure or defeat
Katagelophobia -- fear of ridicule
Keraunophobia-- fear of thunder and lightning
Kinetophobia -- fear or dislike of motion
Kleptophobia --fear of thievery
Kopophobia -- fear of mental or physical examination
Laliophobia -- fear of talking
Linonophobia -- fear of string
Mechanophobia -- fear of machinery
Merinthophobia -- fear of being bound
Microphobia -- fear of germs
Misanthropy -- a hatred of mankind in general
Misophobia -- fear of dirt
Molysomophobia -- fear of infection
Musophobia -- fear of mice
Myxophobia -- fear of slime
Necrophobia -- fear of death or corpses
Neophobia -- fear of new things
Noctiphobia -- fear of the night
Nosophobia -- fear of contracting a disease
Nudophobia -- fear of nudity
Nychtophobia-- fear of darkness
Obesophobia -- fear of gaining weight
Ochlophobia -- fear of crowds
Ochophobia -- fear of vehicles
Odontophobia -- fear of teeth
Odynophobia -- fear of pain
Ombrophobia -- fear of rain
Ophidiophobia -- fear of snakes
Panphobia -- a nonspecific fear of everything
Paraphobia -- fear of sexual perversion
Parasitophobia -- fear of parasites
Pathophobia -- fear of disease
Peccatiphobia -- fear of sinning
Pedophobia -- fear of children
Peladophobia -- dread of baldness
Peniaphobia -- fear of poverty
Phagophobia -- fear of eating
Pharmacophobia -- fear of drugs
Phasmophobia -- fear of ghosts
Phenogophobia -- fear of daylight
Phobophobia -- fear of fear itself
Phonophobia -- fear or dislike of noise
Photophobia -- fear of light
Phonemophobia -- fear of thinking
Pnigophobia-- fear of choking or smothering
Poinephobia -- fear of punishment
Psychophobia -- fear of the cold
Pyrexiophobia -- fear of fever
Rhabdophobia -- fear of being beaten
Rhypophobia -- fear of filth
Sciophobia -- fear of shadows
Scoleciphobia -- fear of worms
Scopophobia -- fear of being looked at
Scotophobia -- fear of the dark
Socialphobia -- fear of people or crowds
Tachophobia -- fear of speed
Taphephobia -- fear of being buried alive
Telephonophobia -- fear of the telephone
Theophobia -- fear of God
Thanatophobia -- fear of death
Tocophobia -- fear of childbirth
Tomophobia -- fear of surgical operations
Topophobia -- fear of certain places
Toxiphobia -- fear of being poisoned
Trichophobia -- fear of hair
Urophobia -- fear of urine
Vaccinophobia -- fear of vaccines and vaccination
Venereophobia -- fear of venereal disease
Venustraphobia -- fear of beautiful women
Verminophobia -- fear of germs
Vermiphobia -- fear of worms
Xenophobia -- fear of foreigners and strangers
Zoophobia -- fear of animals


AND I CHOOSE TO LET GO .......
I HAD ENOUGHT OF THIS.....

3.21

i don't know what happend but,
i believe that some things are meant too be,
and that you'll make a better me,
everyday i love you more and more.

i never thought that dreams come true,
but you showed me that they do.

i believe that destiny is out of control,
and i'll never live until you've loved,
with my heart and soul,

you and me
we're a miracle
meant to be and
nothing can change it
moutains move and oceans part
when they arestanding in our way
angels stand watching over us
while heaven shine upon us everyday

all my life i felt so incomplete
but you touched my sould
with your love so sweet...

there is a moutain and forest
i'm middle of the forest and
i'm in the moutain angles
send me a message said that
you be around me but i keep
walking until i believe that
dreams come true, and i met you
you melt my heart and my souls
after meeting you my faith change
i'm diffrent and i'm heading the
dirrection to you , you meants
somethings to me but you doens't
meants nothing to me.

i'm worry for the whole day
and i'm pranking with people
around me.

i'm too sensentive too this
but why don't you hit me a reply?
if we would end why don't you
tell me here or just call me
i'm waiting there.

The song were right
all my life were wrong
but sudelly things went right.
i really believe that.

Let me know what is going on
if we just can't slove this
less get back to the old days.
i will let it go as easy as i could.

Where did you go?

girl i'm siting right here and waiting for your msg.
where did you go?aren't me make you sad?
let me know my dear.

you seem not online , you block me?
sorry what i have done but please let me know where i did wrong.
if you just tell me i would think that much.

i miss you smile girl
i miss everything you said
i miss you in my hand
i miss everything that you mention
i miss the touch you touch me
i miss the tender love from you
i miss the sweet words that make me feel love
i miss your soul
i miss kiss
i just miss you

love is a four letter words don't you believe that?
why aren't you believing in me ...
i never cheat on you since you know me well
but it i did you probly know .

if i would know what happend
i will just tell you that i'm sorry
but if i'm not sorry about that,
arent you still angry about that?
it's week ago you still remember it?
hellow i'm fine here ,walking, talking here
still alive...
i'm not dead yet why do you avoid my msg and calls
did you saw my report? what does it said?
my times is up?you give up me just like that?
would you think i can probly heal?
have you think before?
i'm trying to hold on girl,
i'm struggle from it,
i'm starting to run back,
i'm doing what i can't do
i just do beacause i want you and i miss you

telling you i love you at this moment is not the right time
but if you saw this i hope you let me know what's going on.
i would never know what i did at the past and i'm not a sweet talker.
......

Seriouly missing you,
don't let go,
i probly still have hope.

samson

the day of joy

Joy of the talking for the whole morning siting at mcdonald drinking the tea there
from 9 oc till 2 oc i was talking for the whole time.

i hate people that talk like a king and do like a dog
they just freaking me out once again...
i have no freaking idea why do you said ok at the first time
and reject us at the last minute that is not freaking fair,
but things just happend have no idea what is that...
wounder what those people thinking.. they just think that is more fun.

insident happend there are no message until it shake me back..
just shake me .... and i reply... ops it's a question of helping
i wounder why and i answer it back... for what i geting was ignore.
don't just freaking do that to me i have feeling ....you think that is fun?
a joke? i really can stand a joke like that.

people just do thier joke in the wrong time,telling them to stop was
a worst case, even get more topic about that....

Ignore me ok i'm ok with anythings , since you said that you aren't
but you are. things would just change, just change
why would you avoid my question, if i would tell you in public
then i will but it's not , why do you hold back and keep pull me
things i only said once, how you see , how you do i don't care,
as long i tell you what i'm think about.You have the right to
accept or ignore . i just don't mind about that, things are
not going so well i guess , things will mess up again and again
who will get the pain of that, it's not me then it's you.
why would you like to let everyone know about that,
statment of what?a lie? a cheating message?
people just don't freaking care,he was right
better still i keep quite , let you have all the joy.
since i don't care about it , why would you care about me.
i'm at the other gallery , you are in the same old gallery.

don't get me you will learn and you will see
and days goes you will regret, you were just blind at
the moment... what you see is what you don't see.
never hope of this before because you never believe.
that make you soft and tender....

Air supply - without you

No, I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I gues that's just the way the story goes
You always smile, but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows, yes, it shows

No, I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrows
When I had you there, but then I let you go
And now it's only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore

well i can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I gues that's just the way the story goes
You always smile, but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows, yes, it shows

I can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore
I can't live if living is without you
I can't give, I can't give anymore

can't live ohh i can't live(ohhhh.... no no no)
no can't live i can't live without you....
can't live anymore
can't live

Actuly life has manny missunderstood.

If you see my smile again,remember it!
good things doens't last long.

Which realationship were long enought?
there is no at the moment, as i see forever was not what i'm thinking
but how far can i go?there is a limit for me evendo i can it's too hard
it really hard for me to chase it , i'm at the early life now, who knows
what happends ,i said i'm maybe wrong but how manny wrong did i get?
finger are counter-able .

they just ask me something todays..
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sam what's comming up plans?

my plans? early plans or future plans?

sam tell me about it all .. would you mind?

my early plans was this sem i need to use it very nice
beacause my timetabble were very free.

like what ? what you want to do?

i'm looking forwards for contest to win some cash,and get training on my Illustrator and Photoshop.

arrrwww icic so how about your future plans?

mine? you sure you want to listen arr?

yes sam tell me...

my future plans was after this 3 years i heading outstattion for working maybe,or i just stay at here for working experience, but i still heading to outstattion for working.

arrrrwww that great plans... so how about your relationships?

you means all my girls friends?

yeah sam how about them?

i'm selfish , if they would just wait me , i still go on with it.

hei what makes you said that?

at this moment getting a girl was a plans killer ....

are you sure?

yes i'm sure then...

so not planning to get 1 girl?or you just like what you told me last time?

huh.. i change my dear...i'm gready but not at relationship anymore.

wao... i see something special in you . who change you ? she must be a lord to you .

for this it's a long story things i went to chruch and temple... i spend whole days there for nothing... that why i change but some of the people do change me as i see into my eye....

owhhh i want to know about the relationship of your when are you going to get one?

at my early 30's that was my best time.

Are you sure ? this doens't seem it's your plans

if that are not then why ask?if i would show you, you just said it's another fake face.

wow.. i din't said that ... but serious you change alot.wounder just wounder who could that be and so meanful to you.

matter or facts people change when they see through things.

you make me laught when you said 30's geting a girl, so how old would she be?

I guess she sure is younger then me, as you know what kind of attitude am i.

wow sound sexy and hot type...

neh i got it , i found out money are around those 2 words.

then ? who could that be?

haha maybe you X D ...

eh that so ain't true .

why ? beacause you read my other blog post you figure it out?

hei how the hell you know everythings and every move?

that is easy... as i told you if i want to know something, i just do some small traps and waiting people to step into it.

Why did you blog write that ? aren't me what you want?

hellow, that time i'm in problem and facing people ...sad thought.

ouch you din tell me.. am i too stupid to walk away?

ermm maybe if you would togather with me i would not change. who know's?

One last question before i leave , are you sure what you are doing are the correct things, do you really fall in love with me last time?

hei that was 2 question.. not fair haha i'm doing the rite things for my self now,and you ask me did i fall in love with you?

ya ya i just want to know that.

do you have time about 5 min?

yes.

ok then i tell you what i saw, i was missing you but , you are having another guy there if i would just jump into it. things would just change...and at that moment
i feel that you and me were playing a fool only , that why i give up this relationship.

owhh, means that middle was a wrong things happend?

huh it's?

Yes yes that was not what you think, you wrote that about the coffee shop things
that was not my boyfriends it was my X school mate...

really, things just change my dear pass is a pass don't worry.

should come over and ask me sam.

haha if i just ask that, today who's the one you calling?

ok i have to go now catch up you later...

arens't you walking away haha X D k ciao...


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it's so weired she msg me X D happy thou.
she's cute ,but she's wild i can't take it.
X D

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I'm adjustable now ,
don't worry about me,
i have a plans,
i have change,
things are going fine,
just lack of cash,
and my health.


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something that i like X D

ermm i really like this

~~~

Isn't it a gamble
Layin' your heart out on the floor
Nothin' short of a miracle
When you find the one you're looking for
It's another kind of trouble trying to hang on to who you are
When all you wanna do is lose yourself in someone else's arms
Isn't it a wonder that we got this far

Some people aren't lucky like us
Some people they just give up
When the hard times fall
The thrill of it all is gone
Leaves you in a cloud of dust
It's sad to think that some won't find it
And others won't recognize it even when it comes
We're all at the mercy of the will of love
Some people yeah
Some people aren't lucky like us

Two lonely souls that just stumbled into fate
Look how much we've been given babe
In spite of all of our mistakes
And I will never forget
I've been blessed with the gift of lovin' you
And when the going aint easy babe
A little faith will pull us through
Thank God we have eachother we can hang onto

Some people aren't lucky like us
Some people they just give up
When the hard times fall
The thrill of it all is gone
Leaves you in a cloud of dust
It's sad to think that some won't find it
And others won't recognize it even when it comes
We're all at the mercy of the will of love
Some people yeah
Some people aren't lucky like us

To have someone you can laugh with
Someone you can cry with
Tell all your secrets to
To have someone who won't judge you
Someone who just loves you
No matter what, they stand beside you

Some people aren't lucky like us
Some people they just give up
When the hard times fall
The thrill of it all is gone
Leaves you in a cloud of dust
It's sad to think that some never gonna find it
And others won't recognize it even when it comes
We're all at the mercy of the will of love
Some people yeah

Some people aren't lucky like us

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About month ago i just got a pet brother..
knowing him around 2 years almost, sometime he's something else
but somethime no...after getting a pet brother you know what happend
manny things happend, he took me to melacca for a trip.
then we came back and he go again yet he called me go with him , hell yeah
went for the 2nd time and meet up his girlfriend,it's just full of fun and enjoyment,
thanks for bring me to this trips haha , the thirth time he also bring me go to melacca this time diffrent... we going on night reach there around 10 oc he's a crazy guy driving an areoplane... reach his girlfriends house...actuly he plan to go on the next day but beacause i said since you finish work yet tomorrow is may 1st @@ why don't we go on april 30? he agree that so we went there on april 30.next morning we plan to go to penang for a few days trip there.early morning 6oc we wake up we reach penang town around 11 oc.... has a funny feeling siting on his car, everythings was like so fast. wao ... look at the bright side haha ....we went for a breakfast... then 12 oc we went to my sister place there to get the house key to stay in penang.. sister and ivan was heading back to kl aiks ivan such a working freak...yet my sister also....no comment.

in this few days i have manny happiness in here but .... my body can't resits about that ... have no idea body just get weaker and weaker figuring it's my body geting pull back...sometime feel like dying.... i wrote some cool in here ... just my another blog in my pet brother site.

http://o9s.getforum.org/forum/weblog.php?w=4

i'm very happy to go out with him no idea just happy
since he had some hearing problem, but still
he's is one thing that i'm wrong estimated
there are really have diffrent people, good people i guess
i never see this kind of people in my life, although i think it's just hiding
but no just no , when i go out with him i feel save,
he has alot of topic to talk , and also i love to talk
something that i looking for but things doens't came in 100 %
never mind geting to know someone is an experience,
he would just lecturer me and i would just listen sometime,
he do make me a change , they way i look at people are diffrent now,
i just see wrong people..., he's something that i'm wrong
i thought he would be something else like what i thought but no,
it's diffrent when i get close to know him.

Edmondson if sometime you see what you want you get what you want,
but in the other way , what do you think about it? it's worth?
as today you tell me friends may go and friends come again, i do believe that
but did you notice that if a person have it own life they no longer need friends,
and the other way you just think i'm wrong, yeah maybe , too young to see to far maybe but i feel this in my way, as i ask you before how do you see good in good?
some people just give up to you...why?sometimes it's hard and is tired to repeat
everythings. but nevermind i learn how to talk slow , i found out when i talk slow more and more people would like me to talk beacause i'm talking too fast last time ... i found that is not good same goes to my presentation.


Edmondson, if one days we no longer friends , please please don't forget me,
or maybe i won't .You ask me why i ask about this question... now i should let you know but i did not it's because all my best friends were no longer beside me , they called me out for something such as entertaining ... or maybe just want finding another FISH ...just listen here ok when things happend this way please please remember things that we been trought .... you are worth to know .Don't you know?
you tell me alot of things yet everythings... from internet become a chatter then friends ... going out for tea.... travel togather ... get you my god brother that is worth... everythings you do has a space in my mind just want to thank you . YOU made my way diffrent and happy things just change .


Don't worry ... i have not that much of time to write another things about you
but i hope .. when things gone you know why would a blog is use for... i'm dead in here sometimes beacause of my studies ....maybe my time i reach ,all i have to said is just i'm very happy to get known about you . just that ...THANK YOU...
If one day you never see me on my msn or i din reply you sms trust me i'm save and don't worry be happy, i might have something to do have.

Hope for something , wish for healing
waiting for everything to happend,
i'm just smilling.

Just love it .........

It’s you and me
Movin’ at the speed of light until eternity

Tonight is the night
To join me in the middle of ecstasy
Feel the melody and the rhythm of the music around you

Ima take you there Ima take u there
So don’t be scared
I’m right here baby
We can go anywhere go anywhere

But first
It’s your chance take my hand come with me

It’s like I waited my whole life
For this one night
It’s gonna be me you and the dance floor

Coz we only got one night
Double your pleasure ,double your fun
And dance forever

Feel like we’re on another level
It’s like our love’s intertwined
We can be two rebels
Breakin’ the rules
Me and you
You and I
All you gotta do is watch me watch me
Look what I can do with my feet
Baby, feel the beat in time
If only you could take the front seat Front seat
Just need u to trust me Trust me
Girl .. girl ..girl

It’s a long way down
You’re so high off the ground
Sendin’ for an angel to break me apart

Girl where did you come from?
Got me so undone
Gaze in your eyes
Got me singing

What a beautiful lady
No if ends or maybes
I really listen
My hearts feelin’ amazing
Theres no one else that matters
You Love me
But I won’t let you fall girl

PICTURE haha

I'm the time bomb

There is no blue sky,
There is no stars above,
There is no silent,
There is only a dream,
There is what i hope for.

How would you feel if you are a time bomb?
i'm scared to tell, but hiding i'm hiding it.
i lost my focous , but i'm still here,
i can't breath when i smell smoked around.
i hope that was a dream , but it's real.
what's going on ?

i would like to know but it's true?
things that i want to know it's a fake. can't get me ? hope you don't get it.
how would you feel when people around you were happy, just beacause of your moody
you bring them down with you.

i never share but people love to ask me about it,
so i can't get it why?
Until i found out what's a real close relationship going out with a time bomb.

How would you know it's danger?
let me ask you a questions ,what
if a men went to a temple , breath some smoke and having breating problems?
people never notice it yet people doens't know about it how would it feel. that only one small problems.

How about this, if a men can't walk very far , yet he still walking how do you
feel about his feelings? pain was what you expected , how abbout the hearts?
Do you think he will think back how his leg get injury?People will never know that kind of feeling.

why do peopld don't know?
they think of pain at the first.
and do you think this men is prentending?
and walking up with it's injury legs?
if that's a fake why don't you switch place?
now do the talking.... this is wjat people said
but do you know the real meaning about it?
Have you found out? or you still thinking he's still a fake one?
It's might be true what you think ,
you want to know and you ask for it, beacause i'm wrong?
No people knows expect heaven and hell knows,
that is why people started to dislike each other,
but one situations, if a men , a women and a Friends
a men knows a women and a friends was a men friends
, this friends fequally find a men , a men meet up a women.
guess what happend? You don't want to know.
i hope to keep, but i feel like feeling that is not a points.

(neh just rubbish you just wrote, i have no idea what it means) people replys....
the points is there is a hidden argument between it but one of them are blind ...
maybe it's missunderstood, who's knows? (might be wrong)
But the friends are hoping to tell , yet he doens't do that
beacause he feel that it hurt the feeling for few person.
so now a friends doens't want to break off this realationship
so he just keep quiet and keep tell a men , what do see about a women
if you think a women is ok then go for it. A friends actuly wanted to tell
but a friends was hoping not to break this friendship beacause a friends found
out that a men is a very unique person a friends was thinking he never met someone
so good in life time so he would just stand there and wait for it. A friends was hoping he is wrong so that everythings will be fine.

Do you see?

Do you see how he walks?
Do you see how he breath
Do you see why is he sad?
Do you see him cried last night?
Do you see he was trying to fix the problem?
Do you see he's hiding?

Have you every tried two legs joints came out?
Have you tryied to breath in the smoke?
Have you saw something the he doen't know?
Have you think about him?
Have you saw him happy?
Have you saw he suffer?

YOU JUST DON'T SEE. SO WHY JUDGE ?
I'm the time bomb, do you know?
he's has manny problem with his health.
do you think it's a fake (maybe) (no i don't think so?)
So did you just see?
what do you see?
........

The bomb lunched
Do you know him?
Do you think he's action?
Do you think he's a fake one?
Do you think he lie?
Do you think he do everythings in purpose?
Do you think he want to bring down the mood?
Do you think he dowant to talk?
so what do you think about him?
Liar?
actor?
prentender?
silencer?
hooker?
else what you can think?
i can tell you he dowant to know what you think.
see this sentance is a hurt. hope this are just a dream....
IF he IS , you also IS.
Don'y said yes said no,
why can't you said no?
if you know that you don't like it why said yes?
WHY SAID YES? SAID NO.
Hiding something? else what?play safe to get the relationship safe?
Oh you got a jackpot, you just fallen to a trap that
people made to capture for a person like you.
why doens't you scare of said no?aren't you scare of
people dislike? ELSE WHAT? you just want to play safe that it's
i want to know but not what i expected.

Hiding/hidden
A fox hide it tails , do you think it will sucess?
No i guess. so what you think if a fox still hiding a tail?
as my expetation it won't last long for this.
there is always a spy, no mather how you hide you will
always been review, why i said that .
Why does the hidden tresure always been explore?Do it means
this is a forever hiding it, will it be? there are manny stories
about the missing tresure or hidden tresure so which stories
said that they never found that tresure? As my life goes ,
There is a NO for my currently. hiding for it is a hard way,
there is no hiding secret , things is always to be found out,
so what do you think?(people said) > lucky i'm not the one but
if i am who would know?


love is really blind
i hope he see what he want to see
i hope he found out soon
so that things might be clear soon
as my guess i think currently it's money
falling a fake relationship for a subject
that is very easy to see from other people eyes
you might think you are smarts?
but do you think people around him don't know
people would not tell beacause love is blind
you may continew that relationship ,
you can try to get all the things he love to0
you can win his heart easy
you are trying to agree with it
hellow how long can you agree ?
until the day you can't stand?
until the ash no more from him?
ELSE WHAT?... just dowant to know
why do i dare write it here beacause it's
me i always write things in here.
manny people things that i'm talking the currently people
neh sometime nope, just a flash back of some of my ex
don't you get what i mean?

it's the 88 post that i'm mistenken

ermm i 1st i thought that was the the 88 post but end up it's not the 88 it's just the 87 post i was wondering i'm missing something but i have no idea what that. until i log in my account i found out that the 88 post was a wrong post counting so now i continew this post as in .......

starting i'm currently at melacca this moment friends of my always asking me this question sam how does you blog when you are out station, and how the heck you post the things that is pass yet you still post as todays post...manny friends said that my blog was confuse , i was thinking did you update me or you just hope for some picture to see? i'aint shoot anyone but look if a person really care or do a text is good enought X D that what's i was thinking from the start , maybe i'm wrong or maybe people are following trent @@ no idea weh ...

one question do i need to post everydays what i do what just happend?i alredy told i'm unique in here so haha X D i'm diffrent sometimes it's hard to tell when you want to tell this is what reflex to me when i'm in pain but .. after days and days i remember it so i jod it down as in my place to share...

friends of mine ask sam i thog she dumped you? did she?
hoho what makes you think that i'm always been dumped?too soft ?
ah ah no ideaa weh haha as in things will change when you found it someday.

as i mention before friends of my said that the text here are quite long it's sound like wasting time ... i did not force you to see what haha but i'm happy that you came and support here... days by days my blog hit 1k target haha so i'm very happy it's a privited blog and it can hit 1k in 1 1/2 years time.. i did not give much people but some of the people are from western country i have no idea why they come and read as i check my report side there was a 1 UK and 1 canada people visit here.

you are woundering why i know haha until today i dare to said thank you for your support who ever you are @@. what's make you feel here mind give me a feedback ?
 

i want to give to the public for my link but i just dowant too have no idea....
just dowant to give out beacause it's too personal i guess.

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todays
girl what i want to tell you , i forgot
girl would you mind give me sometime to talk as in let me think for a long time.
girl i hope that i doens't forget it because i really want to show and tell you,
i have no idea how would i forget the things..... just forget

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i'm hurt that one of the moment i remember
you hurt me badly i have no moving power
i just let it be , and i dowant to face it
what just happend, problem make it happend
why would it happend,maybe it's my fault
i don't know why it's my fault , but
if that is really me making the problem
i'm sorry, and you need give a an apologiz
what you have done? you doens't know that
i know what is happening, are you suprize
when i call you up and tell you that,
a lie is a lie there is always lie
don't tell me it's you pet brother or what
i'm not a kid , and i have thinking
you are so cold with love, why do you want it?
find someone to give you some cash to splash?
oh yes you got me , i'm the jelly fish there.
are you happy now? things is spoil when you
make a wrong move ...... just spoil........
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