Just doing whatever they want to do to avoid making them mad?
That is no way to have a healthy relationship.
i been doing this since last few week ago and it really show what is a relationship means to me now, i guess there is no meaning to tell it out and it get my answer from the internet so yeah i found another answer here it's "HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP" can't believe that the answer just pop up into my mind.i just want to tell my pet brother this as in last few days i were trying to tell him this.
i'm sad today for some reason, actuly uncle ben take me to get my medical report aiks again it's sugar level abit normal. For the pass month i've stoping eating junk and stop mcdonals i guess it's not that easy to cure it out , but i guess this is the last time to visit , because actuly it's not that high it's drops but i just scare about it so i'm really sad, uncle ben said > aiks sor chai you done your best and it's normal what don't worry too much you can drink coke don't worry but don't over do it , aiks i don't know i should be happy or sad few month of coke maraton really makes me go crazy . Uncle ben keep tell me don't worry it's normal now it's ok and i keep tell him that i'm not happy with that result he said then what you want 0% ? are you ok anot * get scold @@*
oh oh fine talk with him in the car after that lunch with him. ok ok fine i think i'm to serious about that actuly i can just forget it and eat what i like, or i keep it the old ways. as i was thinking uncle ben said sam you were slim down too fast take care about your health if't not a smart way to slim down like that, all you need now is balance protien so don't choose eat what you have. thinking and thinking then i guess he's right.
Went home ...
small argument with my pet brother,sometimes i don't know it's his fault or mine i've trying to cool down actuly when i talk to him yet he always does that KNS things that make me angry, you have your anger i also have, you been asking me some question i'll been replying to you and you said i never read , the problem is you just judge me from the first sign , i've notice that what i done once wrong it's in your memory, so today argument was so lame... i get what he means and he started to said i've project this and that then get the KNS thing again , this is the secound things that i always want to tell him but can't tell him direct i told mengz and uncle ben about that how could i told him that stright forward, i tried but end result is don't know he get or he just skip that.He's always telling too much thing about his currently rather you know or don't know , it's more easy to get your detail just like that. haiz i guess i should not said that maybe someday i get what it the real meaning is but... nvm since here is a dead place so i no need worry about people to visit here X D i can wrote what i like, actuly i not worry about people to visit i'm just worry when they really read @@ it become shits .somehow i guess i should not tell him the current medical things to him it's good to keep to my self , the infomation is too over for him ...aiks i guess just something wrong i done today.he said my mood were down actuly yes kinda of then he went miaed lately he told me his boss were using his pc,in this kind of situation?
wow what could make me believe?then i on my pda and went to my Girl fren house for a talk and chit chat with her actuly she my normal friends .. just normal no other special relationship
X D until 5 something i went for a walk i walk and walk aiks pain nvm la i've pain enought i need to work it out walk and walk till i stop ok fine i went to basketball court and look for dennis he's actuly there haha glad so some one could fetch me home for no reason.sat down there for an hours then went back home.
I guess most of the people around started to feel that i'm crazy now my phone is still silent until now and those misscalled that i saw were nothing to me.What you do actuly people just appreciate once and not twice,they could said i'm not that kind of people , but if you really see it does...
The real things about it...
Uncle ben acting weird he's visit to me is so pack i don't know what happend and i did ask auntie about that but aiks..... no answer actuly.just avoid !!!
too not to cheat actuly my report said i'm normal as ABC but all i need is to control the sugar and work it out.that's it .i'm just not satify with that report that is i finally get it.
uncle ben ask me sam do you affaid of dying?actuly i tell him eh nope the real reason of dying were something that you have to let it go and it's a faith you can't control.you can't said i want to do this first and do that first when times come means come you can't change. i told him....todays most of the conversations were cold.
The night of 12 oc
i went out with mengz and we heading to mcdonalds have 2 cups of mediam coke light then ate some frieds and 12 pc of nugget and spend 3 hours talking , it's great when after 12 oc my mind always clear after 12oc midnight.actuly the reason i go to mcdonlads is to do my design ideas so i've done .
some happy things i just notice....
my imeem account were a busted X D most of the song i uploads there are people listen and i guess i'm not the crazy one rite...
guess what my pet brother finally notice that playing the old online game was lame , i've told him to quit but what i get was he said" i don't like to do things half" ok fine if you don't want to listen why force ... no meaning right ...so todays he reply in a diffrent ways , oh okie .... i just wounder what makes him change his mind , later i get the answer .
I like to talk at midnight ,
the only 2 person that always talk to me is mengz and uncle ben , afternoon talks were somethings that i din think much i guess or maybe the weather make me feel down.
Sudelly pop ups
my pet brother told me that one of his cousin said that i pull my wallet slow when paying the food or tea-ing , ok ok maybe his cousin were right at some place ,i do take out my wallet slow because i need to open the zip and look for the wallet and open it but nowdays i'm not using wallet , i'm using pouch , frankly i don't have that kind of style that people paid for me because later on people will just gossip about you, that why me and mengz always share , i'm happy some time people paid for me but if it's always , you just made me like some jerk that keep following you for treats , then what happend? i guess problem came .neh the problem just pop up X D.
ok la i'm find with that due to it happend when i going out with uncle ben , the problem of treating is sometime those place are not ment to be paid from me @@ i guess it too expensive i can't paid that but i can share , as i know those people after a certain ages they don't like to share they want to paid all @@ so it's hard to always paid all right like the beer things 1 or 2 jag maybe i can afford but not always rite @@ i have no salary evendo last time i hit the sale rate but it really become history and today the money become mystery ...this is true. Haha for sometimes i really forget to paid back because i always give after , or in the car people doens't see fine lo , i guess i'm not that kind of person that's it.
Stupid mengz said i'm gay , i ask uncle ben before that question he said yes it look gay when you helping 100% like the incident that you fetch your fren to hospital at the midnight...who's that fella could do that and traval that far to send his fren to hospital?guess i'm doing that it's gay?
uncle said the point of view is when the person you send he will not feel you are gay , until people around start to said you are then you are no matter what you change. i just stoned and said weh really so gay meh if not how ehh @@ can't what people middle of the night pain yet still call him wait until tomorrow morning , i guess i can't tahan that long . uncle ben said yes that true but people said it's a gay way why not the family members fetch him to hosipital? Ehh ehh ehh no idea i just want to help i have no other meaning about that.Uncle ben said why would you care what people said when you are not what you think. ok so i just help what i can if i can't then sorry lo sad weh sometime help people you told them the solution then they din reply at all .. it more like a use weh no thank you never mind yet still got those ABCDEFG words arrr or maybe they don't reply you ... MOST LAME.... it's 5oc @@ i guess it's bed time X D
That is no way to have a healthy relationship.
i been doing this since last few week ago and it really show what is a relationship means to me now, i guess there is no meaning to tell it out and it get my answer from the internet so yeah i found another answer here it's "HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP" can't believe that the answer just pop up into my mind.i just want to tell my pet brother this as in last few days i were trying to tell him this.
i'm sad today for some reason, actuly uncle ben take me to get my medical report aiks again it's sugar level abit normal. For the pass month i've stoping eating junk and stop mcdonals i guess it's not that easy to cure it out , but i guess this is the last time to visit , because actuly it's not that high it's drops but i just scare about it so i'm really sad, uncle ben said > aiks sor chai you done your best and it's normal what don't worry too much you can drink coke don't worry but don't over do it , aiks i don't know i should be happy or sad few month of coke maraton really makes me go crazy . Uncle ben keep tell me don't worry it's normal now it's ok and i keep tell him that i'm not happy with that result he said then what you want 0% ? are you ok anot * get scold @@*
oh oh fine talk with him in the car after that lunch with him. ok ok fine i think i'm to serious about that actuly i can just forget it and eat what i like, or i keep it the old ways. as i was thinking uncle ben said sam you were slim down too fast take care about your health if't not a smart way to slim down like that, all you need now is balance protien so don't choose eat what you have. thinking and thinking then i guess he's right.
Went home ...
small argument with my pet brother,sometimes i don't know it's his fault or mine i've trying to cool down actuly when i talk to him yet he always does that KNS things that make me angry, you have your anger i also have, you been asking me some question i'll been replying to you and you said i never read , the problem is you just judge me from the first sign , i've notice that what i done once wrong it's in your memory, so today argument was so lame... i get what he means and he started to said i've project this and that then get the KNS thing again , this is the secound things that i always want to tell him but can't tell him direct i told mengz and uncle ben about that how could i told him that stright forward, i tried but end result is don't know he get or he just skip that.He's always telling too much thing about his currently rather you know or don't know , it's more easy to get your detail just like that. haiz i guess i should not said that maybe someday i get what it the real meaning is but... nvm since here is a dead place so i no need worry about people to visit here X D i can wrote what i like, actuly i not worry about people to visit i'm just worry when they really read @@ it become shits .somehow i guess i should not tell him the current medical things to him it's good to keep to my self , the infomation is too over for him ...aiks i guess just something wrong i done today.he said my mood were down actuly yes kinda of then he went miaed lately he told me his boss were using his pc,in this kind of situation?
wow what could make me believe?then i on my pda and went to my Girl fren house for a talk and chit chat with her actuly she my normal friends .. just normal no other special relationship
X D until 5 something i went for a walk i walk and walk aiks pain nvm la i've pain enought i need to work it out walk and walk till i stop ok fine i went to basketball court and look for dennis he's actuly there haha glad so some one could fetch me home for no reason.sat down there for an hours then went back home.
I guess most of the people around started to feel that i'm crazy now my phone is still silent until now and those misscalled that i saw were nothing to me.What you do actuly people just appreciate once and not twice,they could said i'm not that kind of people , but if you really see it does...
The real things about it...
Uncle ben acting weird he's visit to me is so pack i don't know what happend and i did ask auntie about that but aiks..... no answer actuly.just avoid !!!
too not to cheat actuly my report said i'm normal as ABC but all i need is to control the sugar and work it out.that's it .i'm just not satify with that report that is i finally get it.
uncle ben ask me sam do you affaid of dying?actuly i tell him eh nope the real reason of dying were something that you have to let it go and it's a faith you can't control.you can't said i want to do this first and do that first when times come means come you can't change. i told him....todays most of the conversations were cold.
The night of 12 oc
i went out with mengz and we heading to mcdonalds have 2 cups of mediam coke light then ate some frieds and 12 pc of nugget and spend 3 hours talking , it's great when after 12 oc my mind always clear after 12oc midnight.actuly the reason i go to mcdonlads is to do my design ideas so i've done .
some happy things i just notice....
my imeem account were a busted X D most of the song i uploads there are people listen and i guess i'm not the crazy one rite...
guess what my pet brother finally notice that playing the old online game was lame , i've told him to quit but what i get was he said" i don't like to do things half" ok fine if you don't want to listen why force ... no meaning right ...so todays he reply in a diffrent ways , oh okie .... i just wounder what makes him change his mind , later i get the answer .
I like to talk at midnight ,
the only 2 person that always talk to me is mengz and uncle ben , afternoon talks were somethings that i din think much i guess or maybe the weather make me feel down.
Sudelly pop ups
my pet brother told me that one of his cousin said that i pull my wallet slow when paying the food or tea-ing , ok ok maybe his cousin were right at some place ,i do take out my wallet slow because i need to open the zip and look for the wallet and open it but nowdays i'm not using wallet , i'm using pouch , frankly i don't have that kind of style that people paid for me because later on people will just gossip about you, that why me and mengz always share , i'm happy some time people paid for me but if it's always , you just made me like some jerk that keep following you for treats , then what happend? i guess problem came .neh the problem just pop up X D.
ok la i'm find with that due to it happend when i going out with uncle ben , the problem of treating is sometime those place are not ment to be paid from me @@ i guess it too expensive i can't paid that but i can share , as i know those people after a certain ages they don't like to share they want to paid all @@ so it's hard to always paid all right like the beer things 1 or 2 jag maybe i can afford but not always rite @@ i have no salary evendo last time i hit the sale rate but it really become history and today the money become mystery ...this is true. Haha for sometimes i really forget to paid back because i always give after , or in the car people doens't see fine lo , i guess i'm not that kind of person that's it.
Stupid mengz said i'm gay , i ask uncle ben before that question he said yes it look gay when you helping 100% like the incident that you fetch your fren to hospital at the midnight...who's that fella could do that and traval that far to send his fren to hospital?guess i'm doing that it's gay?
uncle said the point of view is when the person you send he will not feel you are gay , until people around start to said you are then you are no matter what you change. i just stoned and said weh really so gay meh if not how ehh @@ can't what people middle of the night pain yet still call him wait until tomorrow morning , i guess i can't tahan that long . uncle ben said yes that true but people said it's a gay way why not the family members fetch him to hosipital? Ehh ehh ehh no idea i just want to help i have no other meaning about that.Uncle ben said why would you care what people said when you are not what you think. ok so i just help what i can if i can't then sorry lo sad weh sometime help people you told them the solution then they din reply at all .. it more like a use weh no thank you never mind yet still got those ABCDEFG words arrr or maybe they don't reply you ... MOST LAME.... it's 5oc @@ i guess it's bed time X D
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